Sometimes, life is like a long marathon, and we run the track, trying to find our own rhythm and home. However, as time goes on, we may find ourselves getting more and more tired and even start to wonder the meaning of this game. That's how I was, and along the way, the weight on my shoulders made it difficult for me to breathe, and the pressure on my heart made me even more exhausted. What I want to say is, "I'm just so tired of living." ”
My story is simple, growing up in an ordinary family, my parents worked hard to make ends meet, and they always told me, "You have to work hard and get ahead." So, I set out on my education journey with their expectations. At that time, I was full of longing and anticipation for the future, thinking that as long as I worked hard, I could achieve my dreams. However, life has poured cold water on me.
On the way to study, I encountered many challenges. In order to maintain excellent grades, I had to sacrifice my rest and entertainment time and spend every day in a sea of books. This intense study Xi made me more and more tired, and I began to suffer from insomnia, anxiety, and even physical discomfort. At that time, I was really tired.
After graduating, I entered the world. I thought it would be easier, but the pressure of work made me even more breathless. I have to deal with all kinds of complex tasks and relationships every day, and I have to work overtime until late at night. In the process, I gradually lost myself and became a machine that only knew how to work. I began to reflect on whether this kind of life was really what I wanted
Under the pressure of life, I began to try to find an exit. I try to travel, do what I love, and communicate with friends. However, none of this really eased the exhaustion in my heart. I'm beginning to understand that it's not the stress of life that really tires me, it's the expectations and demands I have for myself. I always want to be the best I can be, and that expectation puts me under too much pressure.
In order to get rid of this exhaustion, I began to re-examine my life and values. I began to pay attention to my inner needs and stopped chasing external achievements and recognition. I started to learn to let go of unimportant things and put more time and energy into the things I really enjoyed. I began to learn to accept my imperfections and stop being too myself.
In the process, I discovered an important truth: life is not a race, but a journey. We should not be overly concerned with speed and achievement, but should enjoy the scenery and experience along the way. When we learn to let go of our inner baggage, we will find that life can actually be very easy and beautiful.
Now I'm not the tired person I am. I have learned to adjust my mindset and pace to face the challenges and pressures of life. I've learned to focus on my inner needs and find things that truly make me feel happy and fulfilled. I have learned to cherish and be grateful for the people and things around me to experience the beauty and richness of life.
What I want to say is: "I'm just tired of living" has become a part of my past, and now and in the future, I will face every moment of life with a more relaxed and positive attitude, enjoy every beautiful moment, and create my own wonderful life.