In the original work, there is a sentence that is impressive: "The Lan family has been in love since ancient times", and the emotional depth of this family is far beyond the ordinary. Whether it is Lan Shuangbi or Lan Xichen's father, they are all depressed because of emotional problems. And Wei Wuxian's departure made Lan Wangji bear endless pain. He had been facing the wall for three years, and his body was full of traces of whipping, and after he was released, he began to look for Wei Wuxian's traces, and this search was 13 years.
Although both Father Lan and Lan Wangji eventually found what they were looking for, Lan Xichen was in an endless predicament. Jin Guangyao's "forgiveness" is like a nightmare that is difficult to wake up from for him. He once said, "How on earth am I supposed to understand him?"I thought I knew him, but then I realized I was wrong. I thought I had rediscovered tonight, but now I'm confused again. "Jin Guangyao, this seemingly kind person, has an unknown past.
Jin Guangyao's mother, a good prostitute, is also a talented woman. Jin Guangyao grew up in a brothel with her mother and witnessed the ugliness of human nature. On that occasion, her mother was stripped naked by other prostitutes and thrown into the street, only a hot prostitute named Sisi stepped forward to help her. This experience deeply affected Jin Guangyao. However, his mother's expectations for Jin Guangyao are very different from his living environment. She firmly believes that her son is destined to become a noble son, so she teaches Jin Guangyao to have a gentlemanly demeanor. Since then, he has always held himself to the standard of a gentleman.
After the death of his mother, he embarked on a journey to find his relatives with his mother's ideals and love. When he appeared at Jin Zixuan's birthday banquet, he was ragged and looked poor and sour. But when he called Kim Kwang-sun "father", he didn't get any warmth. This "father" is his nostalgia for his mother and his farewell to the past. However, Kim Kwang-sun's ruthlessness made him understand that his road to finding his relatives would be full of hardships.
The moment he was expelled from Lanling Terrace, Jin Guangyao rolled down from the high platform like a clown and was ridiculed by everyone. Although Jin Guangshan watched coldly, Jin Guangyao did not shed a single tear, he patted the dust off his body, carried his bags, and bowed goodbye to Jin Guangshan. At that moment, he decided to go his own way and get rid of the stigma of being the "son of a prostitute". Whether it is the Wen family or the Nie family, he is regarded as a chess piece and is at the mercy of him.
After leaving Lanlingtai, Jin Guangyao got a position in the Qinghe Nie clan and assumed the pseudonym Meng Yao. Despite the cynicism of others, he continued to endure in silence and serve the monks of the Nie clan. The appearance of Nie Mingjue made his fate take a turn for the better. When Nie Mingjue witnessed those monks' taunts of Jin Guangyao, he stepped forward and promoted Meng Yao to be the right-hand man of the Nie clan. Meng Yao was grateful for Nie Mingjue's kindness, so in the incident when Xue Yang was let go, he chose to protect Nie Mingjue, and even blocked a sword for him.
Subsequently, Meng Yao switched to the Wen family and became Wen's guest secretary. During that stormy period, he secretly helped Lan Xichen escape from the predicament and provided him with a map to attack the Wen clan. He always kept a clear head and observed how the situation changed. In the troubled times, he strategized and had no last resort. Whether it was several major families defeating the Wen family, or the Wen family turning defeat into victory, he became the biggest winner.
His wisdom and courage make him a leader in this game. And Wei Wuxian's resurrection and revenge are also under his control. Jin Guangyao's name has been praised in the rivers and lakes for thousands of miles since then. In Jin Guangyao's life, many things were unexpected, but after the major event of killing the head of the Wen family, he was finally able to return to his ancestors and officially become Jin Guangyao. Since then, he has embarked on the road to rise.
After Jin Guangyao entered the Jin family, although he had an orthodox identity, in Jin Guangshan's eyes, this illegitimate child was just an obedient dog, and the future Jin family was destined to be handed over to Jin Zixuan. Therefore, Jin Guangshan handed over all the vicious things to Jin Guangyao to deal with.
In order to consolidate his position, Jin Guangyao married Qin Su, who was the daughter of his most important subordinate. Qin Su never looked down on Jin Guangyao, but respected and loved him very much. However, on the eve of the wedding, Qin Su's mother told him that Qin Su was Kim Kwang-sun's illegitimate daughter, and that he himself was defiled by Kim Kwang-sun while drunk.
This news was like a bolt from the blue for Jin Guangyao. However, this is nothing compared to the insults and sufferings suffered in his youth. He still gritted his teeth and married Qin Su, but he treated her coldly for three years. In order to cover up the secret, he even killed his son Ah Song with his own hands, just because Ah Song was an idiot. The funny thing is that Jin Guangyao and Jin Zixuan were born on the same age and day, and Jin Zixuan is celebrating his son's birthday, and the child was born to Jin Zixuan and his beloved woman, and the whole world celebrates.
At the same time, Jin Guangshan began to sense Jin Guangyao's danger and tried to empty this son. However, Jin Guangyao is no longer the down-and-out boy who was kicked down by Lanlingtai. He has become the real ruler of the Jin family.
In order to avenge his mother, Jin Guangyao killed his father in an extremely undignified way. In the same year, when he ascended to the position of Immortal Governor, he used the chaotic soul to kill his eldest brother Nie Mingjue, who repeatedly troubled him, this benefactor who carried him in one hand and once sincerely regarded him as the third brother.
In Jin Guangyao's life, killing became commonplace. In order to obtain a position of power, he will do anything to achieve it. However, the only warmth and kindness in his life was given to two people. One of these two people is his son Jin Ling, and the other is his own kindness and tenderness hidden deep in his heart. Rewritten version:
In the depths of Jin Ling's memory, Jin Guangyao, the person who was spurned by the world, has become his unforgettable existence. In Jin Ling's lonely childhood, the little uncle was as warm as a spring breeze and resisted all the wind and rain for him.
Jin Ling, who had been isolated and had low self-esteem, became firm and brave because of the appearance of his little uncle. He remembered that time, when he had closed himself in his room, afraid of contact with the outside world, it was the little uncle who came in with a precious puppy and broke his guard with a warm smile and soft words. The puppy, whom he named Fairy, was his first friend.
After Jin Guangyao's affair was revealed, he was forced to embark on the road of escape. When everyone left him, and even regarded him as an enemy, he held Jin Ling hostage. However, at the most dangerous moment, he pushed Jin Ling away without hesitation, but he was cut off by Nie Mingjue's knife. The courage to sacrifice his life for righteousness, and the cherishing of life, make Jin Ling never forget.
Lan Xichen, this name, is like a bright light in Jin Guangyao's life. In the days when the Lan family was studying, Meng Yao suffered countless sneers, but Lan Xichen treated him with courtesy and gave him the respect he deserved. That was the softest corner of Jin Guangyao's heart, full of gratitude and respect.
The fire in the middle of nowhere, let the two meet again. Meng Yao took in the injured Lan Xichen and took care of him carefully. Although his original intentions were not entirely out of kindness, Jin Guangyao's special feelings for Lan Xichen became more and more profound.
On the battlefield of the Sunshooting Campaign, Jin Guangyao, Lan Xichen and Nie Mingjue became brothers. At that moment, Jin Guangyao seemed to have found a long-lost family affection. But fate played a cruel joke on them, and Nie Mingjue's death made it all come to naught. And the sunshine in Jin Guangyao's heart has gradually disappeared with time.
Now, Jin Guangyao has passed away, leaving only Jin Ling's endless thoughts and memories. Those bits and pieces of the past, like bright stars, will always shine in his heart.
Immortal Governor Lan forgot the opportunity, and angered the immortals because of Wei Wuxian's matter. At this turbulent time, Mr. Lan Lao could not go out of retreat, and Xichen inherited the weight of the family and stood steadily in the storm. Jin Guangyao, the former right-hand man, tried his best to suppress the grievances of the various immortal sects, firmly stood by Xichen's side, and helped him stabilize his position as the head of the family. For Xichen, Jin Guangyao's existence even transcends the dependence of his younger brother.
Although Xichen and Wangji are known as the Lan Clan, their personalities are very different. Forget the machine is introverted and cold, while Xichen is more gentle and sophisticated. Forget the machine and be independent of the world, not dependent on anyone, and the relationship with Xichen has gradually faded. Xichen's personality is more suitable for complex temple disputes, he is exquisite in all directions, and can properly handle all kinds of complex relationships.
His smile is his hallmark, and whether it's genuine or fake, it makes people feel comfortable. He could easily see Jin Guangyao's fragile dignity hidden under his smile. Sixteen years of deep friendship made Xichen regard Jin Guangyao as his own brother.
However, when Wei Wuxian revealed Jin Guangyao's true colors, Xichen hesitated. Jin Guangyao knelt in front of him and begged for forgiveness, but Xichen wavered. He wanted to hear a reason, a reason that would explain it all. He asked Jin Guangyao to defend himself until the truth was revealed - Jin Guangyao killed his father. At that moment, the sound of crazy laughter echoed in Xichen's ears, and he slapped Jin Guangyao bitterly.
However, this is not out of hatred. His heart was filled with nothing but endless pity and heartache. After Jin Guangyao broke his arm, he looked at his painful appearance, and even though he knew his crime, he still wanted to use medicine to save him. His warnings were more protective than disgusting. But when Nie Huaisang's deception made him lose his mind, he pierced Jin Guangyao's body. Jin Guangyao looked at him in disbelief: "Why?."Why can't you, like my eldest brother, tolerate me?”
At this moment, Xichen had mixed feelings in his heart. For Jin Guangyao's death, he may have regret, hatred, or pain in his heart, but he can't let go of those deep friendships and pasts. Lan Xichen was stunned, the sword in front of him was like a flood that burst the embankment, irretrievable. He is the last light in Jin Guangyao's life, Jin Guangyao regards him as his own brother, although Jin Guangyao understands the depth of his sin, but this sword should not be wielded by Lan Xichen. This "paved the way for your prosperity in the name of justice", but led them to the point of no return.
Jin Guangyao pulled Lan Xichen to the edge of the coffin and forcibly activated the formation. Faced with this brink of life and death, Lan Xichen had the ability to break free, but he silently accepted the arrangement of fate and accompanied Jin Guangyao to the end. Jin Guangyao didn't really hate Lan Xichen, he just wanted to take him out of this world of strife, because Jin Guangyao was afraid of losing this last relative. However, at the moment when Lan Xichen decided to accompany him to his death, Jin Guangyao's heart was shaken, and he was scared, afraid of losing Lan Xichen.
From then on, Jin Guangyao was sealed in a coffin and could not be reborn forever. Lan Xichen, on the other hand, fell into a deep self-isolation, unable to forgive his powerlessness, and unable to accept Jin Guangyao's departure. For the next ten years, he went into retreat and penance, but he repeatedly made mistakes when reporting the night hunt, which greatly annoyed Mr. Lan.
If Jin Guangyao was not dead, even if Lan Xichen betrayed the people of the world, he would desperately protect him. In this story, Lan Xichen's mother was the enemy of the hundred families of Xianmen because of a big mistake, and his father betrayed the world to save her for love, but also imprisoned their whole family. This also imprinted the mark of "affectionate" in the blood and bones of the Lan family.
And Lan Wangji once said: "I want to take someone back to Yunshen and hide it!.""For Lan Xichen, Jin Guangyao is his life and death. Regardless of whether Jin Guangyao is guilty or not, from the moment he slapped Jin Guangyao and shouted "Ah Yao" in heartache, he was destined to follow the same path as his father. Even if he is an enemy of the world, he will definitely do his best to protect Jin Guangyao.
Jin Guangyao knew the beauty of certain people, their innocence and kindness were so precious that he didn't want to see them destroyed. Therefore, he was full of expectations for Lan Xichen, hoping that he could become the light that would never die, just like when they first met. At the last moment of his life, Jin Guangyao made a decision, he chose to push Lan Xichen away in order to protect him from future suffering.
However, this decision brought Lan Xichen a deep sense of guilt. From that moment on, he carried this guilt and lived in pain. It's like Jin Guangyao is trapped in endless darkness and can't be relieved.
There are those who have exiled their souls, burdened with sin and guilt, and can never forgive themselves. This is the story of Jin Guangyao and Lan Xichen, a story full of remorse and pain, and they will all remember it forever.