My mother is 89 years old, she has survived the eldest sister, and I am exhausted, and if she doesn't die, we will all die
I am the eldest in the family, and since my father's unexpected death, the responsibility has been on my shoulders alone. Although the eldest sister used to be a capable person, because of an accident, she lost her fertility and has since become cynical and speaks ill of everyone.
I still remember when I was a child, everyone played together, she always let the eldest sister go, but I had to bear all the responsibilities.
I have to take care of my mother and eldest sister every day, and I also have to work, so the pressure can be imagined. I am almost all responsible for everything at home, even so, the eldest sister often quarrels with her mother, scolds me, and makes me worse than dead.
Eldest sister, for the sake of your mother's face, is it okay to say a few words?"I couldn't help but persuade the eldest sister.
You me!You useless thing!The eldest sister said angrily.
I sighed helplessly, helplessness and exhaustion on my face.
At this time, the mother came over to support the eldest sister and reproached: "Dabao, why are you still quarreling with the eldest sister, you have to feel sorry for the eldest sister."
But she always made demands on me, never did anything for me, and I secretly swore in my heart that in the future, I must let my mother and eldest sister get along well and stop torturing me again.
However, how can this be?Although the mother was old, she never showed signs of poor health. I'm worried that if she doesn't die again, my eldest sister and I will really be exhausted by her.
Son, look at your sister'......The mother's voice trembled.
I know, I'll check it out again. I said with some weakness.
That's right......Next time, buy your sister something to eat, she has a bad appetite lately. Mother admonished.
I nodded and turned to head out the door. It's been going on like this for a long time, and I feel like I'm running out of it.
This month's salary hasn't been paid yet, and I can't buy anything delicious for my eldest sister. But for my mother's sake, I still have to find a way to get something over.
Before I could speak, the clerk said enthusiastically, "Come on, Lao Chang!"What to buy today?”。
I smiled and replied, "Buy some biscuits for my eldest sister." ”
At this time, an old voice came: "Brother Chang, it's just in time, help me pick vegetables." ”
I looked back and saw an aunt about my mother's age smiling at me.
Who is this ......?I looked at my aunt with some confusion.
This is the eldest sister's neighbor aunt, who recently came back from work in the field to visit her family. The clerk explained.
I nodded, exchanged a few words with my aunt, and then took my things and left. Along the way, I always felt a little uneasy in my heart.
When I got to the door, I knocked on the door, and my eldest sister answered and let me in. Seeing that I was holding something in my hand, the eldest sister's face showed a look of surprise.
This is for you. "I handed it to her.
The eldest sister took the thing, and the expression on her face softened a little.
Brother Chang, these dishes are good to eat. "My aunt seemed to be waiting for me at my door on purpose, and she smiled when she saw me coming in from outside.
I smiled a little awkwardly and didn't answer. But there was a sudden sense of foreboding in my heart.
Auntie's words made me feel a little flustered, and I didn't understand what she meant. When I returned home, I saw my eldest sister sitting in the living room, looking gloomy and miserable.
Big sister, what's wrong with you?I asked with concern as I walked over to it.
What's wrong with me, you ask?Don't you know what you've done?The eldest sister's tone was full of resentment.
I looked at her with some bewilderment, and felt even more irritated in my heart. I've tried to take care of her and my mother, but I still can't satisfy her.
Brother Chang, I think you're in a hurry these days, what are you busy doing outside?Auntie interjected again, her voice revealing a hint of provocation.
I frowned, and I couldn't help but feel a fire of anger in my heart. This aunt was always cynical and made me feel very uncomfortable.
Auntie, I'm busy with some work outside, as well as taking care of my eldest sister and mother, so you don't have to worry too much.
Hmph, if you are so busy, how can you not let your mother and eldest sister have opinions?Think about it, are you an older brother or a nanny?Auntie's words were full of sarcasm.
When I heard this, I was furious, I was under so much pressure, I worked hard to take care of their mother and daughter, and I still had to be said like this.
With that, I walked straight back to my room, feeling very irritable. I don't understand why my aunt did this to me, I was just doing my best to take care of my mother and eldest sister.
For the next few days, I was unusually depressed. My eldest sister's attitude towards me was even worse, and my mother did not enlighten me.
One night, I finally couldn't hold back my emotions. I stood up and said to my eldest sister, "I'm working so hard for you, you always treat me like this, I really can't stand it."
After hearing this, the eldest sister sneered and said, "You can't stand it?."You can't stand it and can't leave, who will take care of us when you leave?You just can't go.
My forehead was bruised, I couldn't stand her words any longer, and I walked straight out of the house.
When I got home, I found my eldest sister and my aunt drinking tea and chatting in the living room. I felt uneasy in my heart, because my eldest sister was not a social person, let alone chatting with the neighbor aunt.
My heart shook, anger and anger welled up in my heart. I knew that my aunt's words were not compliments, but sowing discord.
Seeing that I was angry, the eldest sister hurriedly persuaded: "Brother Chang, don't be angry, Auntie just cares about us."
At this time, my mother also came out and asked me why I was angry. I just smiled bitterly and didn't say anything, but the unhappiness in my heart lingered.
As time went on, I found that my mother and aunt were in contact more and more often, and my eldest sister seemed to be more cold to me.
It made me feel unpleasant. My mother's health deteriorated day by day, and I fell into even greater despair and helplessness.
On this day, I was doing my usual housework at home, and my mother and eldest sister were lying in front of the TV as usual and watching the stage play.
Miss Chang, come and see, something happened to your eldest sister!A panicked voice said what happened to the eldest sister.
When I arrived, I saw my eldest sister lying tightly on the ground, her face pale and blood oozing from her forehead. I hurriedly called an ambulance and took my eldest sister to the hospital.
In the hospital, I learned that the eldest sister had stepped on the empty stairs and fell, and her forehead was injured. At this moment, I was very worried, and my mother also followed my eldest sister into the hospital, constantly blaming me for not taking good care of my eldest sister.
Mom, it's not that I don't take care of it, it's pure accident. I reluctantly explained.
No matter what you say, you can't escape this responsibility, it's you who didn't take good care of you and hurt your eldest sister!The mother's words were filled with anger.
My heart was full of grievances, and my mother always listened to my eldest sister unilaterally, but she didn't understand my good intentions for the family.
When I got home, the uneasiness in my heart became even stronger. Something seemed wrong with my mother, and every time she saw me, she looked preoccupied.
I began to wonder if there was something hidden behind all this.
One day, I overheard my mother and my eldest sister talking in the living room.
Mom, you can't always expect Brother Chang to take care of us, he also has his own life and pressure. The eldest sister's voice was full of anxiety and dissatisfaction.
But Ah Bao, you know that my mother is not in good health now, and no one else can take care of us. Mother's voice came.
I chuckled in my heart and understood the secret between them. My mother regarded me as the only support, and my eldest sister may have become so harsh for this reason.
Soon after, the eldest sister suddenly proposed to return to work in other places, but of course her mother was firmly opposed, and she repeatedly begged the eldest sister to stay and take care of her.
I was caught in a dilemma: on the one hand, my mother needed to be taken care of, and on the other hand, my eldest sister also had her own life needs.
The atmosphere in the house became tense and heavy, and I tried to reassure my mother and eldest sister, but the conflict between them seemed to be becoming more and more difficult to resolve.
I was so tired from all of this that I felt like I was under too much pressure. However, it also made me understand that family disputes and conflicts will not be easily resolved, and it will take a long time to work together with everyone.