When I came home in the evening, I couldn't help but feel suspicious when I saw that my husband had been paying attention to the new Xi students in his unit.
He explained that he was just thinking about how I could better help her, but I was still feeling uneasy.
This uneasiness lasted for a while, and my husband would mention the Xi every day, and I began to become suspicious, constantly thinking about their relationship in my mind.
This morning, when my husband left home to go to work, I finally couldn't help but ask him if he was too close to the Xi students.
He dismissed my speculation with a stunned expression, emphasizing that they were just helping each other at work. However, his words did not calm my inner doubts, but made me feel more painful.
I couldn't let go of it, and I didn't know whether to trust him or continue to doubt him. This doubt became a thorn in my heart, preventing me from concentrating on anything else.
I was confused and frustrated and didn't know what to do.
I felt like we needed a sincere conversation and wanted to understand him, but when I stood in front of him, I couldn't speak, as if everything had become so heavy.
I knew I needed an explanation, but I couldn't make a sound. I finally couldn't help but explode and question what his relationship with that woman was.
He tried to release, but my emotions were out of control, and I couldn't even control yelling loudly.
The whole room is filled with an air of contradictions, and the affection between us seems to have reached the point of no return.
I felt lost, I didn't know what to do next, I just knew that my life had lost its good old days.