Because he is the son of the first face, Li Tongguang was not liked by his mother when he was young, so that anyone who came could laugh at him for a few words, when he was a child, he was actually very able to understand the eyes of others, so after the queen took over his upbringing, he found a few ** for him and he resisted, and then the queen found Ren Xin.
He accepted Ren Xin because he felt that Ren Xin would not be like others, pretending to respect him on the surface, and despise him in his bones, Ren Xin would save him from the wolves, and would severely reprimand him, but he would not underestimate him.
The three women in his upbringing, his mother was absent, the queen was indifferent, and there was only **Ren Xin, which ran through his life trajectory from childhood to youth.
Later, they all died, and blood relatives were the first and closest connection between people and the world, and the death of the mother meant that he had less connection to the world.
Then the queen mother also died, and the queen mother can be regarded as another person who has a connection with him, because only the queen mother in the huge family still has kindness to him, and this kindness has made his life better, away from his mother who is deliberately estranged, and has Ren Xin as a **, so that he can learn Xi and grow up healthier.
And then**also died,**'s death, so that he completely lost his spiritual sustenance, he can hate his mother for ignoring him, he can be grateful for the queen's rescue, and he can complain that he cares more about the task and leaves himself, but whether it is hatred or resentment or gratitude, it is an expression of a person's strong emotions and a specific manifestation of a person's life.
Li Tongguang has nothing, those who carry his emotions are far away from his life, he is alive, but he is alone.
Therefore, he needs a spiritual sustenance, among the three women, only Ren Xin meets the requirements, neither blood relatives, nor too many age differences, so Ren Xin has become the white moonlight in his fantasy.
What is the most difficult thing in this world, one is the white moonlight, the second is the dead white moonlight, and the third is the white moonlight that died before you got it.
Death is sometimes the greatest sublimation, because when a person dies, all he leaves to the living is those advantages that cannot be asked for and cannot be stopped, and the disadvantages are forgotten with death.
Li Tongguang made a white moonlight for himself, hid in a no-man's place to remember, while remembering Bai Yueguang, he also remembered his lost happy time that could never be returned, and also punished himself for his former weakness and powerlessness, and pinned all his secrets and dirtiness that could not be known.
But sometimes the moonlight really comes into his arms, and he will find that this is just an illusion, after the two masters and apprentices recognized each other, Li Tongguang confessed to Ren Xin, who changed his name to Ren Ruyi, and was willing to go to heaven and earth for Ren Ruyi, and Ren Ruyi made him lose and retreat with a few requests.
One: The above table resigned.
Two: Hand over the Yulin Army in your hand.
Three: Give up the national surname that you are most proud of now.
Four: Pick a few more handsome gentlemen to serve in the house.
Li Tongguang can't do anything, the one who knows the apprentice best is **, Ren Ruyi understands what Li Tongguang wants, not to be ridiculed, and to be a powerful minister above 10,000 people under one person.
So give him the Qingyun Sword and help him go to the clouds.
Although Li Tongguang is crazy from time to time, he understands what he wants, although he is angry because he can't get the exclusive favor of **, but this anger will not affect his choice and goal, the last moment he is still shouting and shouting and killing, and the next moment Ning Yuanzhou wants to plot with him how to separate the two princes, and he can enter the state immediately.
In order to avoid suspicion for so many years, he has not gone to pay tribute to Queen Zhaojie once, he understands the taboo of which person is above the high position, even if Queen Zhaojie is the first person to change his bad life, he is actually colder than he thinks, more eager for power than he thinks, and wants to stop the truce.
He doesn't love the lord of Chuyue but is willing to marry for the sake of the marriage in western Shaxi, and he doesn't love the first concubine but he is willing to have many ears and eyes and be wronged.
Therefore, he loves Ren Xin, he loves himself who was once clear and bright, and he loves the emotional sustenance he created.