When you hit rock bottom and can't get out, you're likely to think, why should I go up?It's pretty good to lie down!
This is a way to be backward compatible after being beaten countless times, and it is hard to be tired, which can be regarded as a compromise way of survival.
Ziyue already has this kind of thought, she doesn't want to worry so much anymore, she just wants to live her life for a few years, be selfish, be so bitter about herself, and she hasn't changed in the slightest.
But reality doesn't allow it, and sometimes I think, oh yo, how can it be so coincidental?It's not a coincidence, it's life itself.
Smooth sailing is not the norm, all kinds of troubles are the reality.
Just as you give up struggling, the wind will change.
Ziyue received Tianrui's **, and she didn't even dare to pick it up in front of Xu Jianguo, because she knew that Tianrui would never look for him for anything else.
It can only be Zichen's business!
Brother, what are you looking for me?”
A brother, the shouting was unusual, she was relieved!
Tianrui was stunned for a moment and said, "Didn't you look at your phone?"I sent you a message, that address, you can go over tomorrow and take a look, Xiao Shen will be waiting for you over there!”
Ziyue hurriedly asked, "Is there any news from Zichen?"”
Tianrui said: "You can go over and see for yourself tomorrow, I don't know what the situation is yet?"”
Ziyue asked again, "Is he okay?"It's all right!”
Tianrui sighed and said, "It's okay!."”
Ziyue's nervous palms were sweating, was there finally news?He's finally back!
How many midnight dreams, she imagined the scene of his return, and she even optimistically wondered if he would already be a family when he came back.
She remembered that Zichen said when he was a child that his dream was to marry the person he liked, have a child, and live a stable life.
The same family, eating the same meal, she and him have a very different outlook on life, she is afraid of marriage, he yearns for marriage.
But now, the two of them are still going to two extremes, she bravely moved forward, he chose to give up everything, and fled to a place where no one knew, not even a word left.
Now that he was coming back, she should be happy, but her tears could not stop flowing.
Ziyue blinked vigorously to hold back her sad tears.
Xu Jianguo called her, "Come back and pick up **, how cold it is outside!."”
Ziyue adjusted her mood and went back to the store, Xu Jianguo said: "If you are busy, leave Lele behind, I will take him to be fine, and I don't need to take special care, just have someone there, I and Xiaosang take turns in the hospital, you don't need to be there." ”
Ziyue thought about tomorrow and said, "I really have something to do tomorrow morning, Dad, then you have to work hard, no, I'll come and pick him up in the afternoon." ”
Xu Jianguo said: "You're busy, it's okay, don't worry about this, I think it's going to change, you go back early, I'll see if there is no one, close the door early." ”
Ziyue stayed for a while, helping to put the fruits in the store in place, cleaning up, and carrying all the empty baskets into the trunk of the truck to see that there was nothing to do, before driving back.
At ten o'clock in the evening on weekdays, Yin Dongcheng would always send her a message, and tonight it would be quiet.
After all, it's a friend.,It's strange to come in a hurry.,It's just a matter of leaving.,It's just that you haven't known each other!
It's like cutting your finger, the wound is not big, but for a moment, it hurts very much!
But she has too many things to do, and she can't tell the heart to grieve the love that died before it began.
The thing that was destined to be the result from the beginning, with her conditions, there would be warriors there who would dare to challenge!
When you get home, turn on your phone and enter the address into the map, the most likely neighborhood is the city aid station.
She looked at the map for a long time and couldn't be calm, Zichen is he at the aid station?
Or is it at the city's aid station, meaning he has been wandering in the city?
She really wanted to go and see it now.
She tried to find the aid station's ** on her computer, but the call went unanswered.
She wanted to drive over right away, but after thinking about it, she still didn't go.
The whole night was tormenting, lying in bed, my heart was galloping, restless.
He's at the aid station?Tianrui can't be sure, is that him?Why didn't he come home at home?Is he okay?Why was he rescued?Sick?Wandering?What the hell is going on?
After a long night, she got up at dawn, opened the window and looked outside, it seemed to be cloudy, very dark, but there was no wind.
Outside the window, the sky soared barely in the courtyard, and it had grown to the fifth floor, and the branches did not move.
The cold air made her shiver, it was so cold!
She closed the window, went to the bathroom to take a hot shower, dried her hair, and sat down at the dresser to carefully apply her makeup.
In addition to her small eyes, delicate facial features, tall figure, and simple makeup, Ziyue looks particularly high-end as if she has changed a person.
It's not particularly beautiful, it's very attractive.
She tied her hair back in a loose ball, wore a beige cashmere skirt, and a navy blue wool coat, which looked simple and comfortable, and her temperament was elegant.
She wants to use her best to bring Zichen back!
I sat bored, and there was still more than an hour before the agreed time.
Ziyue opened the map again and studied it carefully, and then picked up her bag and went out the door!
It takes more than 40 minutes to drive, and the aid station is at the edge of the city, which is relatively small, and this is the distance from here to there.
Xiao Shen was very punctual, he appeared in front of Ziyue five minutes early twenty minutes after her arrival.
Sorry to keep you waiting!”
Ziyue said: "It's okay, I'm just early when I'm fine, why did your boss let you meet with me?"”
Xiao Shen stretched out his hand, "Said as he walked." ”
Ziyue followed him, Xiao Shen stopped, and waited for her to come up, "The boss asked a friend to be looking for someone all the time, and he had been looking for someone before, but he changed his strategy this year, mainly because he was worried that he would hear the rumors and leave again, and it would be even more difficult to find it when the time came. ”
Ziyue said, "Are you sure it's him?"I'm sure it's him!How is he now?”
Xiao Shen said: "I don't know the specifics, let's go in!."”
The aid station looks no different from a normal unit, very clean and somewhat shabby.
If she hadn't come to Zi Chen, Zi Yue wouldn't have known that there was such a place.
The three-story building, the door is written with the aid station, and as soon as you enter the door, it is a hand-painted heart, and it is written next to it, "The assistant holds hands, and the heart is connected with love!".”
Xiao Shen led her into an office, where an amiable man sits.
Xiao Shen said: "Hello, it was Xiaoniao who asked me to come to you, we want to take a look at the young man you rescued some time ago." ”
The man stood up with a smile, stretched out his hand to shake Xiao Shen, and nodded to Ziyue and said, "He is in 109, he has been here for so long, he is still the same, he refuses to clean up, he is emotional, he has been getting better recently, he has been sick some time ago, fortunately he is fine now, otherwise you would not be able to see him." ”
Ziyue and Xiao Shen followed a staff member to 109, and Ziyue felt a little heavy in her footsteps.
There are many beds in the room, separated by a small bedside table between the two beds.
There were only four people in the room, and the other three all looked quite old.
On a bed in the window, there was a man in a dark dress, his clothes were fairly clean, and his hair was unkempt.
He was facing the door, but he couldn't see his facial features clearly, and Ziyue looked at the staff suspiciously.
The other party said: "He has been here for so many days, he doesn't wash, he doesn't bathe, he doesn't speak, he seems to be a dumb person." ”
Ziyue was stunned for a while, dumb!That must not be Zichen!
But now that she came, she didn't want to go back like that, she said, "I want to talk to him." ”
The staff said: "He doesn't speak, I guess he can't talk about anything, you go, he is very friendly, he has a good personality, but he is very stubborn, you can talk to him to see if it is the person you are looking for." ”
Ziyue entered the door, Xiao Shen followed her, Tianrui explained, he was responsible for her safety!
Ziyue walked over, and the man on the bed looked at her, just like that.
Ziyue also looked at him, and when he was about to walk to the side, he turned around in a panic.
This turn caught Ziyue off guard, but Ziyue saw it in his evasive eyes.
It must be right!
She walked to the other end of the bed and shouted, "Zichen, Xu Zichen, I'm your sister!."”
No reaction at all!
It was very warm in the room, so to speak, very hot, and he didn't even have a quilt, just lying like that.
Ziyue quietly squatted down in the past, wanting to see his face, but the staff hurriedly stopped him, and Ziyue waved her hand.
Zi Chen closed his eyes, and when he felt a sense of oppression, he opened his eyes, and it was her face that came into view.
Looking at each other, Ziyue reached out and brushed the long hair from his face, "Xu Zichen, don't pretend to be dead, sit up!."”
A few years have passed, and Zi Chen has not changed much, what has changed is his long hair and unshaven beard that he has not paid attention to for a long time.
The meeting did not have the beauty of imagination, nor did it miss the joy of meeting day and night.
Ziyue thought that after she saw him, she would definitely hug her head and cry, with tears in her eyes, but the truth was that both parties were calm.
Zi Chen didn't resist, as if he was waiting for someone to take him home.
The meeting time was not short, he was silent, and Ziyue wondered if he was really dumb!
Xiao Shen went to the office just now to engage in human affairs.
Ziyue and Zi Chen stood in the corridor and waited, saying that there was no change, and it had changed, and now Zi Chen, standing beside her, was already more than a head taller than her.
Looking up at his face, Ziyue said, "What are you?"I've been in the city, why don't you go home?Even if you don't want to go back, you can find me, do you know that Dad's hair is all white!”
This sentence was a little better, and he finally spoke, "No face to go back!."”
It's good to be able to come back, Ziyue wants to take him back to her home, and on the way she sees a barbershop, goes in and gets a haircut, and shaves her face again.
Xiao Shen went to buy him clothes, Ziyue asked him to take a shower first, and when everything was done, he put on new clothes, and a fresh, handsome man appeared in front of her.
At this time, Ziyue's eyes were wet, "What have you been doing in the past few years?"Do you know that I'm going crazy looking for you?Our dad's hair is all gray!”
Zi Chen said, "What are you looking for me?"A loser who has achieved nothing, I think that I am gone, and everyone's life is better. ”
Ziyue said, "Don't you know what you mean to Dad?"You are his only expectation, as soon as you leave, it is a miracle that he did not fall, Zichen, after you see him, stay and don't go out again, okay?”
Zi Chen was silent, Zi Yue said: "You have been out for a few years, you have also experienced whether the food outside is good or not, don't go again, Dad He also felt sorry for you back then, and was anxious for you, after you left, he regretted it very much, he said that he would rather raise you and never talk about you again, and bought you a computer again." ”
Zi Chen said, "Don't play again!."”
After running away for a few years, he didn't even call his sister, and both sisters and brothers felt a trace of life, as if there was a veil in between.
Ziyue didn't want to ask him what had happened in the past few years, as long as he came back!
She sent a message to Tianrui and said it, and he only replied with one word, "Hmm!."”
Xu Jianwen and Su Yali called ** respectively and asked, Xu Jianwen said, "Hurry up and go back and meet your father!."”
Ziyue drove him home, he rubbed his hands nervously, and halfway through, Zichen said, "Let's go back another day!."Tomorrow, tomorrow will do!”
Ziyue said: "Something happened at home recently, grandma twisted her waist in the hospital, Aunt Sang is taking care of her, Dad is taking Lele to look at the store, it's almost the New Year, everyone is looking forward to your return!."Your own home, your own father, what are you afraid of?”
Zi Chen stubbornly said, "It's not that I'm afraid of ......”
Ziyue said: "When I ran away from home, I felt that I couldn't face my father when I came back, it's okay, when I see him, you know, Dad he loves you very much, and he misses you too!."”
In the morning, the store was very busy, Lele still sat quietly reading a book, and Xu Jianguo's white hair was particularly conspicuous in the cash register.
Zichen sat in the co-pilot and refused to get out of the car, and Ziyue waited quietly.
Sometimes, words are really pale, and saying too much can be counterproductive.
After being busy for a while, Xu Jianguo got up and said something to the boy with an apron in the store, he walked to Lele's side, bowed his head and said something, Lele was indifferent.
Xu Jianguo straightened up, rubbed Lele's hair, and looked up at the door of the store.
Ziyue's car stopped on the side of the road outside the store, and he went out and went straight to the car.
Zi Chen, the co-pilot, hurriedly lowered his head, then raised his head again, and subconsciously pushed the door and got out of the car.
When father and son met, Xu Jianguo was stunned for a while, he was speechless at a loss, his mouth opened a few times, and he couldn't say a word.
He pointed at him with a finger, put it down again, walked over and hugged Zi Chen fiercely, so hard that he was afraid of hitting his back, tears rolling down, burning Zi Chen's cheeks.
A heart disease was finally cured, sitting in the restaurant, watching Ziyue finish ordering, Xu Jianguo said: "Come to a bottle of wine, happy today, I'll have a drink with your brother!."”
That year, he drank too much and smashed Zi Chen's computer, causing him to run away from home, whether it was right or wrong, he always thought that that incident was the last straw that crushed Zi Chen.
He was so remorseful all these years, and no matter how depressed he was, he never drank a drop of wine again.
My son is back today, and I have to have a drink with him!
Ziyue is also happy, this year, there will be no regrets!
Zichen's return is a major event for the Xu family, Xu Jianqiang also said that he would come back this year, Xu Jianwen and Su Yali also changed their itinerary, saying that they would not celebrate the New Year in Hainan.
It wasn't entirely because of Zichen that she came back.
Su Yali has only been in Hainan for a few days, and her mother's ** is about to blow her up!
The day after Su Yali left, her mother caught a cold at Su Yajun's house.
You said that you took medicine for a cold, and if it was serious, she went to the doctor, but she didn't, she harassed Su Yali day and night.
Don't you even look at your mother's death?”
My mother is so old, you think you run thousands of miles, I think I'm embarrassed, this time is different from other times, I don't think I can live this year. ”
When are you coming back?You all know that children and grandchildren are good with me, you don't want to think about me, I also want my daughter to be by my side!”
What kind of heart do you have?You don't even want me?”
Oops!I'm really dying, hey, I dreamed of my dad in the dark, and he said he was going to take me away!”
Su Yali sat on the beach with panda eyes, and Lu Lu smiled and said, "If you're sleepy, go back to your room!"I look at you so badly, what's wrong?”
Su Yali said: "I didn't sleep well all night, your grandma called me in the middle of the night, saying that your grandfather was going to take her away, I comforted her, she also scolded me, I had insomnia, and now, I can't sleep at all, you know?."”
Lu Lu said: "You too, block grandma**, or turn off the phone, or or, turn it on and put it aside, you sleep with yours, she said her!."”
Su Yali looked at Lu Lu, and under her gentle smile was definitely a heartless heart.
The two children were playing in the sand on the beach, happy and happy, and Tianrui was playing beach motorcycles, and they were also very happy.
It's a happy thing, but there are always troubles to follow.
Su Yali called Su Yajun **, do you see if the mother's sleepiness medicine is gone?If not, you can buy some first, or she won't be able to sleep at night!”
Su Yali said: "She said that she couldn't sleep at night, and she called me ** in the middle of the night every day, and I had a nervous breakdown!."”
Su Yajun said: "When people are old, they feel less, she misses you!."”
Su Yali said: "I don't know if she wants me or not, I know that if it goes on like this, I'm going crazy!."”
This is Su Yali is not sensible, she joked with Su Yajun, who was not good at words, and she was only injured by herself!
Su Yajun said: "Look at your squeamishness, Mom will give you a few **, you will go crazy?."That's why you're crazy!”
Su Yali said: "Yes, you're right, forget it, I shouldn't fight you with this **!."”
Before she finished speaking, Su Yajun had already hung up.
Su Yali had nowhere to vent her anger, she sat on the beach, watching several adults surrounding the two children, and she didn't want to get involved.
She sat under the coconut tree and sulked, she felt that her stomach was full of gas, bloating and painful.
When she went back in the evening, Su Yali said to Xu Jianwen: "If it really doesn't work, let's go back early, while the ticket is still cheap." ”
Xu Jianwen said: "If you want to go back, let's go back, and tell my son and Lu Lu, this thing is not beautiful." ”
Su Yali said: "I don't want to go back either, look at my mother, did you wake up last night?"”
Xu Jianwen shook his head, "I'm so tired, I slept deeply!."”
Su Yali said: "Then what do you mean, are you going back with me?"”
Xu Jianwen said: "Of course I will go back, between you and others, I will always choose you." ”
The love words of the little old man can always soothe Su Yali's restless heart.
Don't mention love, every word is love!