Guo Haizao is like a soft vine, always like to cling to people who are stronger than her.
Seaweed initially relied on Haiping, then on Becky, and Song Siming became her most obsessed with her. **Snail House" was confused and didn't understand how seaweed could move freely between two men without feeling at ease. It wasn't until I saw the plot of Seaweed and Xiaobei's breakup in "Snail House" that I realized that Seaweed had never really loved Xiaobei. She used the so-called"Noble conduct"to rationalize their own shameful infidelity.
My mother unexpectedly became pregnant with seaweed under the family planning policy, and although she was reluctant, she gave birth anyway. In order to give birth to her, Seaweed's mother was not eligible for the selection of advanced for five consecutive years, and her father's salary was also reduced by two levels. Due to the superbirth, Dad lost the opportunity to be promoted forever.
The birth of seaweed brought disappointment to the whole family, and only the older sister Haiping liked seaweed. In Seaweed's memory, my sister seems to be closer than my mother.
The love of the poor.
After graduating from Seaweed University, I got to know Shellfish during my work. Becky is Seaweed's first colleague in the workplace and cares for her. Seaweed also gradually developed a liking for him, and the two soon established a relationship. In order to save money, Seaweed moved out of Haiping's house and started living together with Xiaobei.
Two young people live in poverty and can only taste meat once a week, and 25 yuan is their food expenses for a week. Becky likes to put all the food he thinks is delicious in a bowl of seaweed, such as in a plate of fried shredded pork with beans, he will pick out a few strips of shredded meat and slowly move them to the seaweed. On weekends, they often go out shopping, just look at it and don't buy it, seaweed can resist all high consumption, but they have a soft spot for Häagen-Dazs ice cream, Xiaobei would rather spend 25 yuan to buy a cup, watch the seaweed eat, and then lick it at the bottom of the cup, saying that it tastes. When he says it's delicious, he's actually talking about the taste of money.
Seaweed wondered in her heart, what is happiness?For seaweed, happiness is the meticulous care, as warm as the shredded meat on chopsticks. As long as he has you in his heart, it is the greatest happiness. At this moment, Seaweed is like an innocent girl, willing to share the joys and sorrows with Xiaobei, and yearns for a job that works two days a week, rests five days, and can receive a bonus at the end of the month.
Song Siming met Haizao during a work relationship, and he fell in love with Haizao at first sight, frequently courting her, giving her gifts such as mobile phones, lending her money, and inviting her to play golf together. Even if the seaweed is dull, it is impossible not to perceive the existence of this subtle relationship. She decisively borrowed 20,000 yuan from Xiaobei and returned the mobile phone that Song Siming "lent" to her.
Seaweed's thirst for life awakens.
When Haiping quarreled with Su Chun in order to buy a house, Xiaobei was glad that Seaweed never rushed him because of this. Seaweed, as Su Chun said, is still not awakened, and when she realizes her self-worth one day, she can't escape the drive of materialism, and she may make crazy moves. Whether it's a girl or a woman, everyone aspires to have a lipstick, and every woman wants to have a house and a partner.
Song Siming was deeply hurt by the seaweed's rejection, but he still couldn't help but ask about the whereabouts of the seaweed. After learning that she was accompanying guests at a hotel, he decided to look for her without hesitation. When he saw Seaweed coming out with a greasy man around his shoulder, Seaweed showed a bored expression, and Song Siming walked straight over, took Seaweed's hand and took her back to the car. Seaweed obediently stayed in the car, and the two remained silent all the way, and it was difficult to calm their hearts. Haizao was disgusted by such a life, and she longed to work two days a week, relax, and have a stable income. She could have chosen this kind of life, but because she rejected Song Siming, she couldn't help but have doubts about it.
Not long ago, she rejected Song Siming's seaweed, but quietly got into Song Siming's car in the middle of the night. She couldn't resist her urge to get close to Song Siming, because she thought he was well-informed and well-connected, and could protect her and do a lot for her. However, reality reminds her that she already has Xiaobei, and Xiaobei loves her deeply. Seaweed is in a dilemma while categorically rejecting Song Siming, and she is faced with the painful choice of giving up her ideal Song Siming for the sake of Xiaobei.
After getting to know Song Siming, Seaweed's inner desire began to be gradually awakened, and the poor Xiaobei was no longer the object she longed to rely on, and her heart was already imperceptibly inclined towards Song Siming.
The contradiction between seaweed and scallops.
In order to live with her son, Haiping tried her best to buy a house, causing Su Chun to have to borrow loan sharks. When Haiping learned the truth, she cried sadly and wanted to divorce Su Chun. The first thing that Haizao thought of when she learned about the situation was to use the 60,000 yuan saved by Xiaobei to help Haiping pay off her debts.
Seaweed believes that if Becky truly loves her, she must treat her family with the same care. She firmly believes that if her sister can't be happy, then there can be no happiness between her and Xiaobei. And Xiaobei believes that he can't let the lives of the two be completely controlled by Haiping's life, and he hopes that the lives of the two will not fall into frequent quarrels and chaos because of Haiping's family affairs, which is a matter of principle.
Seaweed stares at Becky's angry, unfamiliar face, unable to connect this man with the man who said "what's mine is yours" earlier. She remembered what her sister had said, love is a trick for men to deceive women. The words "give me my heart to you, and you will have me forever" are nothing more than the rhetoric of a poor and white bastard, who has nothing but sweet words. That's right, with only 60,000 yuan, Xiaobei's true face is undoubtedly revealed.
Seaweed was very disappointed and couldn't help but compare Xiaobei with Song Siming.
Seaweed and Song Siming made a private agreement for life.
Seaweed couldn't bear to watch Haiping in a difficult situation and stand by, so she went to Song Siming's office to borrow money from him. She first recounted how Haiping desperately took care of her when she was a child, and now should be the time for her to help Haiping, and she has to support Haiping like a big tree. When Song Siming heard that seaweed needed to borrow 60,000 yuan, he smiled, because in his opinion, it was just a small amount and not worth mentioning. Such an honest and pure seaweed made Song Siming feel very cute. Song Siming sent a strawberry to the mouth of the seaweed, and after a little hesitation, the seaweed opened his mouth and took it. Song Siming took the opportunity to confess to Seaweed and affectionately expressed that he cared about her.
Starting from borrowing 60,000 yuan from Song Siming and eating Song Hand's strawberries ambiguously, Seaweed's betrayal kicked off. A woman who has a boyfriend secretly borrows money from another man who likes her, which is a betrayal of Xiaobei and a humiliation to him. When carrying out these acts, Seaweed did not consider Becky's feelings at all, and the importance of Becky in her heart was not as great as she imagined.
When Seaweed arrived at home, she received a kapok flower from Xiaobei for one dollar each. When the flowers were received, the seaweed was not as happy as usual. She remembered that Haiping had a big fight because her brother-in-law forgot to get back the one yuan on the shopping cart, and she couldn't help but wonder if today's dollar would become a trouble in the future. She began to worry about whether she would be like Haiping, who would quarrel with someone for a dollar. Little Belle never tires of enjoying a happy life when she has meat to eat, but this is not what Seaweed is after. She is thinking that "one acre and three points of land to raise children, and the wife and children are hot on the kang" is the true meaning of a happy life, but to achieve this goal, you first need to have land and cattle. She begins to wonder what exactly she and Becky have
Seaweed took the opportunity to reply to Song Siming to find a tutor for Haiping and invited him to meet at Christmas, but Song Siming refused. This made her feel very lost, and she felt that she had taken the liberty of having amorous thoughts. Later, Seaweed asked Becky to watch a movie together, but Becky proposed to buy a pirated disc to watch for only five yuan. Seaweed pursues not only the movie, but also the romantic atmosphere of the cinema, rather than Xiaobei's stinginess. Compared with Xiaobei's bland person like a pirated disc, Song Siming is like a movie theater, thinking about it like this, Seaweed's love for Song Siming becomes stronger and stronger.
When Song Siming rushed to the seaweed downstairs to look for her after finishing social activities, she was both pleasantly surprised and surprised. Song Siming brought the seaweed to his lakeside building, and between the half-push and half-push of the seaweed, she was full of panic and anticipation, completely immersed in Song Siming's affectionate flirtation.
Seaweed's betrayal of Becky is not only mental, but also physical. She felt that she was dirty and felt guilty for Xiaobei. However, a few days later, she found an excuse to comfort herself: "A rural substitute teacher, who teaches at school during the day and prostitutes at night, uses the income to fund students' homework books. "Only those who know how to sacrifice can appear greater. She regarded asking Song Siming for help to help Haiping as a noble act, and considered her dedication to be a sacrifice. However, she thinks it's just a sleep, not a big deal.
Since then, Seaweed's secret romance with Song Siming has come naturally. Song Siming, an experienced middle-aged man, fascinated the seaweed and immersed himself in the pleasure of being unable to extricate himself. Haiping advises her not to destroy her future and not to disappoint Becky, but Seaweed believes that Becky is not involved in her because they are not married, so she is not responsible for him. She compared Song Siming to a fire, and Xiaobei to the sea, faced with the dilemma of difficult choice, she decided to put Xiaobei aside for the time being and continue to live a "secret" life with Song Siming.
Seaweed has a soft spot for the superior life that Song Siming brought her, and it is also difficult to let go of Xiaobei's deep affection for her. Her desires are extremely greedy, whether it is love, wealth, a leisurely life or Xiaobei's sincere feelings, she is reluctant to let go. She pursues her desires excessively and is completely oblivious to the harm her actions cause to others. She clearly knew that it was impossible for Song Siming to combine with her, because he was dedicated to his career, and she and Song only got along plainly, she just wanted to enjoy a luxurious life and indulge in indulgence. She never thought about how much her betrayal would hurt Becky, and whether he would be able to withstand it.
Seaweed had never had love for Xiaobei before she met Song Siming. Although she thought she was in love with Xiaobei before, after having a relationship with Song Siming for the first time, she didn't feel guilty for failing Xiaobei, but just felt that her behavior was a little unbearable. She packaged her actions as a noble sacrifice and found an excuse to betray Becky. How can a woman who is truly in love with a man bear to make him sad?How would you be willing to hurt him?What's more, what about giving the things that men care about the most to other men without hesitation?
Becky and Seaweed end their romance.
At one o'clock in the morning, the two people in Song Siming's villa walked out of the door, but they were witnessed by Xiaobei, who was waiting on the street. Xiaobei was hit hard, his heart was like a knife, and he felt deeply discouraged. He wandered the streets for a full nine hours, mentally and physically stressed, with no way out, and finally returned home. After four days of high fever, he finally survived.
Becky confessed to Seaweed on the fifth day: "I love you, I hope we can still be together, what should I do?".”
Xiaobei was in pain in the conflict between the two emotions, he was extremely injured, and his heart was confused. Reason tells him that Seaweed has failed him, that she is unfaithful, and that it is difficult to trust her anymore;But emotions tell him that he loves Seaweed deeply and is unwilling to give up on her. Seaweed's voice echoed in his mind, reminding him that he was the mother of her son, the grandmother of her grandson, and their son's name Beckenbauer, and their grandson's name Beckham. Becky is deeply attached to the dreams woven by seaweed, but she can't tolerate her betrayal. As a result, he often sits alone in a daze, and occasionally foul language comes out of his mouth.
Seaweed is convinced of Becky's innocence, and she is deeply saddened to see Becky's pain, but when Becky asks if she wants to continue their relationship, she whispers softly, filling Becky's heart with resentment. Seaweed is willing to stay, but only out of atonement, as she has long since stopped focusing on Becky, which is evident from the game between them. Xiaobei asked her to take a psychological test and asked her to draw a picture that represented her love orientation, and the picture she painted shocked even herself, because she was thinking about Song Siming in her heart, and presented Song Siming's physical privacy features without reservation.
Xiaobei ** took the information of seaweed and found a text message sent by Song Siming to seaweed: Seaweed, come back, don't get married. Xiaobei couldn't trust Seaweed anymore, and he chose to break up after scolding her. Seazao felt that he didn't owe him, because he chose to break up and didn't take the initiative to contact Song Siming during this time.
Seaweed came to Song Siming's office building after the breakup, waiting for him to get off work. Song Siming was in a happy mood when he saw her back. Seaweed said that no matter where he goes, she will follow. She even said that if he came home, she would sleep between Song Siming and his wife. Afterwards, they went to a small villa together. Seaweed behaved like a long-hungry **, teasing Song Siming to his heart's content, and constantly flirting in his mouth, showing his **.
As soon as Xiaobei broke up, Seaweed threw herself into Song Siming's arms. She has long lost her love for Xiaobei and has never truly loved him. She chose to be with Song Siming, and at the same time she was entangled with Xiaobei, but she lacked confidence in the future of herself and Song Siming, and she was unwilling to fall short of both. In "Snail House", both Song Siming and Seaweed show extreme greed, and they do shameless things together, wantonly hurting his wife and her little shelly. One wants to make up for the regrets of his youth and live again, while the other takes the risk of living the life of a rich wife, but in the end it is themselves who are hurt the most.
Doing anything that is detrimental to morality is not right, so we must establish our own bottom line.