Why do some people just embarrass me?Why can't you be sincere?I don't know what to do anymore.
In my 35-year-old life, I have seen several young girls who have just graduated and cried because of work problems, and I can't help but think of my first job in 2014.
At that time, I was a Sankei reporter, and after interviewing Lian Ning, the general manager of Zijin Lide, I wasWrite until the early hours of the morningThe next day, he was almost completely denied by the newspaper teacher.
The teacher didn't say a word heavy. I was in a no-man's corner, crying, not because I was wronged by the rewrite, but because of the "deep guilt" that made me unable to help myself, and I failed to live up to the teacher's expectations.
And today, 9 years after graduation, after experiencing many jobs,My guilt was gone. I just want to be a capybara quietly"Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself. ”
Capybara, the world's largest rodent, home in South America, has swept the major ** platforms this year, and the secret to becoming popular is 4 words:Emotionally stable.
In the face of the play of fate, they lie flat with the trend;FaceEtherealIn the distance, they had a pale faceFixedThis weightlifting is light, and it accurately hits the young people who are in a state of mind that is about to be triggered.
The customer is difficult to handle, no one wants an interview for half a year, he is fired twice a year, he is PUA by the leader, he is stabbed by a colleague, he collapses late at night when he works overtime, he meets a strange scumbag, and his child has a fever late at night and ...... emergency departmentThe more I was beaten by life, the more I wanted to shout at the capybara:
It's ridiculousmental state, butusI want to have it!
Work is work, life is life, if you make a mistake, just correct it, there is no need to bring emotions. How precious emotions are, I'm here to work, not to achieve the "xx ideal".
Is there really a journalistic ideal?I didn't see it!As soon as I joined the company, I was asked to collect and edit the integration of operations, check the financial reports of the companies in the IPO queue, find out the loopholes, and let the other party come to the door for public relations.
Even if it is an internal reference of public opinion that can only be seen by the secretaries of the 13 municipal party committees, its original intention of writing is not pure. I wrote an internal reference about the XX SASAC, which also attracted the other party to do public relations. Of course, this kind of income has nothing to do with me, I'm just a young journalist.
Journalistic ideals are worthless in the face of money. In 2015, when the newspaper was in turmoil, encouraging employees to find their own way out, a friend surnamed Ji recommended me to go to a large factory, so I took advantage of the situation to jump from a state-owned enterprise to a private company, and then due to family, public examination reasons, etc., I also jumped to many companies.
Age is a pig-killing knife, and a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan has obviously become a burden for some companies. There is no journalism to learn, and even Zhang Xuefeng opposes children applying for journalism majors.
The boss has no reason to keep me, the middle-aged woman's family affairs are complicated, and she is not tactful enough. Unloading the mill and killing the donkey is logical.
On December 1, 2023, I stepped on my 35-year-old tail and joined a company as a choreographer, which happened to be the position I was interested in.
The company is not big, the salary is not high, but the working atmosphere is very good, they are all young people, there are no twists and turns, and they can learn a lot of knowledgeandFor the time beingAllow me to leave work early.
Handsome boss, dressed crisply, without shelves, demanding atmosphere:1. Have your own self-** account;2. Love to learn Xi. Isn't that a coincidence?!Thanks to the boss for being willing to give Bao Ma a chance to reintegrate into the crowd.
I don't have to face my window and work part-time alone. The air conditioner in winter is so fragrant!
It is difficult to be Party B, but it is even more difficult to meet a boss who can understand the difficulties of both workers. In the days to come, no matter how challenging I encounter at work, I will deliberately remind myself to provide "smile service" and let me call "Dad".(It's a flag, I hope it doesn't fall)!
Finally, I wish those children who have just graduated can be treated gently by the years, meet reliable leaders and enterprises, and work hard for their ideals.
Yes, the ideal exists, it's just that I didn't catch it!Oops, tears broke down!
I've been in the rain before, and now I want to hold an umbrella for you!
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About author:Master of journalism from Nanjing Normal University, former journalist, former management of famous enterprises, read hundreds of parenting books, and now happy part-time and happy parenting. I've been in the rain too, and now I want to hold an umbrella for you!