My name is Li Mei, an ordinary woman living in the countryside of the north. I am Chinese New Year's Eve and a rural woman with more than 10 years of left-behind experience. My husband works outside the home all year round for the sake of the family's livelihood, and we don't see each other a few times a year.
My life has always been monotonous, every day is taking care of the children, doing housework, farming, etc. Although life is very hard, I feel very satisfied to see my children healthy and happy. However, a recent incident made me feel extremely painful and helpless.
It was one evening, and I was busy at home as usual. Suddenly, a hurried doorbell rang. I opened the door and saw a strange man standing in the doorway. He asked me, "Is there anyone else in your house?"I nodded confusedly. He asked again, "Are they a**?."I want to see them. ”
I was very scared and upset because I didn't know who this person was or why he had found here. I asked him, "Is there anything wrong with you?"He hesitated, then said, "I'm just looking for someone to talk to." Hearing this, I was even more worried. I wanted him to leave, but I was afraid to scare him. So, I invited him into the house to sit down and have a cup of tea.
During the conversation, I gradually learned about him. He was a lonely old man with no children and no relatives. He lived alone in the village, and his life was very lonely. He came to me this time because he heard that I was at home with my children and wanted to talk to me.
After hearing this story, my heart was filled with sympathy and emotion. How unfortunate it is for such a lonely old man to live in such an environment!However, I also knew that my strength was too small to help him solve all the problems in his life. I can only do my best to give him some warmth and care.
Since then, I have been spending time with him every day, chatting, playing chess, walking, ......Gradually, he developed a dependence and trust in me. I could also feel his longing for life and his desire for affection. I know that I am just an ordinary person who cannot change his fate and living circumstances. However, I can give him some comfort and support so that he can find some warmth and joy in his lonely life.
However, life doesn't get any easier because of this. As time went on, I found myself confronting not only the hardships and loneliness of life, but also the betrayal and infidelity of my husband. I found out that my husband had another woman while he was working outside the home, and he no longer cared about my life and my children's lives, and even started sneering at us, punching and kicking us.
At that moment, I felt like my heart was about to break. I didn't know what to do or who to talk to. I thought about giving up my life, but how could I bear to see the child's innocent eyes and expectant gaze?
I tried to communicate with my husband in the hope that he would change his mind and return to the family. But his cold attitude and sharp words made me feel disheartened. I felt like a widowed woman, physically and mentally exhausted and depressed.
However, what makes me feel even more painful are the unknown sufferings and hardships. I found myself confronting not only the stress and loneliness of life, but also the injustice and discrimination of society. The people in the village began to point fingers at me and talk about me, saying that I did not follow women's morals, seduced men, and so on. These baseless accusations make me feel very wronged and aggrieved.
I knew I couldn't just give up on life and dignity. So I started to try to find a way out and opportunities, hoping to change my destiny and living circumstances. I learned skills and knowledge such as farming, farming, and making handicrafts, and I also tried to find other job opportunities and careers.
In the process, I encountered a lot of difficulties and setbacks. But I didn't give up on living my life and my future with my children. I believe that as long as I work hard and continue to pursue progress and development, I will be able to achieve my dreams and goals.
Although my life is still full of hardships and suffering, I have become stronger and braver. I hope that more people can pay attention to these vulnerable groups, give them more care and support, and let us work together to create a better future for them!