Last night, I had a special theatrical performance, which was a special experience for me. The dancing in this performance, the subtle use of stage lighting, all moved me deeply.
I was so impressed with the whole performance that it was like entering a magical world. The Chinese New Year is just around the corner, and for many, it's supposed to be a time of reunion, but for me, it's a lonely time.
Ten years ago, my mom suddenly disappeared and never came back. I was the only child in my family, and the death of my mother left me with an indelible trauma. She used to tell me that she just wanted to make the family conditions better and give me a better future, but her decision made me unacceptable. Every Chinese New Year, the loneliness increases.
I still remember that the night before my mom died, we had an argument and instead of telling me she was dying, she gave me a letter and left. ”
I still vividly remember that when she wrote this, she had said that she was forced to do so. Perhaps through the touching performance on stage, I can forget the pain in my heart for a while.
I hurried to follow, but, to my surprise, she seemed to know that I was chasing her, and she was getting faster and faster. Finally, she stopped and turned back.
My eyes widened, this is my mother!I was stunned, my mother's appearance had changed a lot, her face was full of wrinkles, and the whole person looked haggard. "Mom, it's you!I couldn't help but run over and take her into my arms, tears streaming down my face.
I hugged her tightly, and she said in a trembling voice: "Son, I'm sorry, I can't spend this year with you, and I can't let you have a family of your own." "Mother, everything has been forgotten before, as long as you can stay with us all the time. ”
I looked up and shook my mother's hand. But her mother looked helpless and worried: "I can't go, I have too many things to do, so, my son, you have to live well." ”
I let go of my mother's hands, my eyes full of disappointment. My mother's departure made me feel more lonely than ever, and my heart began to ache again. I knew my mother's loss was a huge secret for our family.
The sudden arrival of my mother made me feel uneasy. I carried my parents and my mother behind my back, and I ate outside for 10,000 years, and I was still very scared. Mom looked completely different from what I remembered, she was much thinner, and she had a bit of vicissitudes.
She said she was leaving, and she didn't say she was going to **. When my mother left, I felt very sad and helpless, and tears flowed silently. She hugged me tighter and whispered in my ear, "You must be strong, and I will always protect you in your heart." ”
I stared at my mother, trying to find an answer from her, but my mother's words only made me more confused, is her departure really inevitable?Why did she leave me at this time?
Mom's gaze became deeper and deeper, and there seemed to be countless stories in it. "My son, you must live well, I think you will. ”
I bowed my head and burst into tears, my heart full of struggle and regret. Mom's death, to me, was like the sky was falling, and I don't know what she thought.
Mom, you can't leave me alone. I hugged her tightly. "Baby, Mommy will always be in your heart, you have to be strong.
Mom said as she waved her hand and walked farther and farther.
I stood alone, tears streaming down my face. I couldn't understand why she left me, and I didn't know why she left me.
What I do know is that I will never forget my mother. When I got home, my father and grandmother noticed my abnormality. I told them about my mother's coming, and when they heard it, their faces were mixed, and it was clear that they were all confused by her actions.
What's going on?The old man frowned and said, "What about people?"More than 20 years have passed, why is there no news at all?Grandma sighed: "Hey, what's the grudge between these two people?"”
I shook my head, sadness and helplessness written in my eyes. His disappearance is like a mystery that can never be solved. I will do my best to follow the clues about my father, go to him, and solve all the problems.
However, how to solve Dad's troubles, and where will the family conflict that cannot be concealed go?
Looking at my mother's back as she faded away, I felt very confused and helpless. I still don't understand, what the hell is she trying to do?I tried to believe that my mother was gone, but I still felt bad.
When I got home, I sat down on the couch in silence. At this time, my father also came to me, and when he saw that I was looking depressed, he gently put his hand on my shoulder and said, "Son, don't pay too much attention to your mother's choice, she has her own life. ”
I raised my head and looked at his tired face: "Dad, why is Mother doing this?".What did she think?Are we not worthy of her love?”
Dad shook his head: "Your mother has her difficulties, and we can't empathize with them. I can understand the grievances in your heart, but you must know that there must be a reason why she did this. ”
Dad gently touched the head of the **. I'm relieved that my dad can still get to know my mom. He is a man of love and righteousness, and he has paid too much for this family.
Just when such a family was entangled and confused, another unexpected call came. I took the microphone, and a very familiar voice came out of the earpiece: "Hello, I'm your mother's friend, I have something to tell you alone." ”
My heart suddenly rose, what do those mother's friends want to do?But I was determined to meet her. She and her mother have been good friends for many years, and maybe they know her a little.
I had both hope and wonder how this meeting would make me better
Looking back at the entanglements and contradictions between this family, I can't help but feel a deep helplessness. The originally harmonious and warm home has gradually been corroded due to disputes and entanglements, and I hope that through this incident, I can reveal the true purpose of my mother's departure from her hometown, and find understanding and warmth between us.