Seeing that I was about to enter the college entrance examination, my mother deprived me of the right to study.
I tried my best to study and escape from the mountain village, but they treated me like a commodity.
In exchange for furniture, color TVs, motorcycles.
Liqin's family was poor.
was so poor that her parents had to hide and save an egg, and sold it to her and her younger brother to study.
My mother has uremia, and I rely on my father for many things in the family.
But that was before, when Liqin was in her third year of high school, her family's life suddenly became much better, eggs could be eaten as much as she wanted, and at the end of the year, she added a color TV and a motorcycle.
Seeing that she was about to enter the college entrance examination, at this time, her parents wanted to deprive Liqin of her right to study, and told her that she could already talk about marriage, and that she was allowed to study in the past to see her good grades, but now there are a lot of college students, and it will not be good to be employed in the future, so she still has to come back to get married.
Liqin was frightened, and suddenly thought of the eyes of the people in the village when they looked at her recently, and the blatant jokes, so frightened that she hurriedly packed a few bags and fled to her cousin's house overnight.
The cousin took her in and told Liqin the truth of the matter, and the reason why the family's economy eased was only because her parents agreed to the marriage proposal of He Wei, a fellow villager.
Not only that, some people in the village saw that He Wei came to the door successfully, and they actually had the intention of following suit, Liqin people looked good and had good grades, and if they didn't do it, they would really be phoenixes flying out.
Liqin's parents were naturally fluttering, promised the He family, and did not refuse others.
This forced He Wei to be anxious, and went directly to the door, with a great momentum of grabbing relatives, Liqin's parents were afraid and promised to settle the marriage as soon as possible.
Monkey business! After hearing the truth, Liqin was angry, covered her face and cried.
The cousin held her shoulder and comforted: "He Weiren is good, the family conditions are good, it is said that his father bought a house in the city." ”
Liqin looked at her cousin and shook her head in horror, she studied desperately just to escape from here, and when she got married in a hurry, didn't she put a shackle on herself? What's more, she really doesn't like He Wei, she is simply an overlord who does all kinds of evil.
Even if he is at the end of his life, he will not sell his self-esteem in exchange for the brightness of life.
The two talked secretly late at night, and finally came to an end, Liqin planned to follow her cousin out of here.
With the decision, Liqin lay down and couldn't sleep for a long time, and the moon was like practice, as if she had pressed a layer of weight on her future, and gradually had a vague shape.
When it was almost dawn, her sleepiness was late, and she was pulled down heavily on her eyelids, and in a daze, she heard who her cousin was fighting with, and responded to each other with a smile: "She believed it if she found a reason casually, otherwise how could she come to me?" Her parents can accept the money, and she can't go back. ”
Liqin wanted to open her eyes, but they no longer listened, and the sleepiness completely swept over her, and when her cousin woke her up, the sun had already revealed its confidence, and Liqin rubbed her eyes and asked, "You woke up so early!" ”
I also just got up, and I slept all night, so go wash up and wait for a car to take us to the station. My cousin smiled and pulled out a new bottle of face cream from the drawer, "I'll give it to you!" ”
Liqin took it, a little puzzled in her heart, could it really be a dream?
She hesitated when she was worried, she excused herself to go back to greet her parents, but her cousin stopped her: "My parents will tell them, if you go back, what if they catch you?" ”
Liqin thinks about it, her cousin has been very close to her since she was a child, she was chased and bitten by a dog when she was a child, or she sacrificed her life to save herself, even if her parents handed herself over to her cousin, she would not be able to **, and she would definitely be locked up if she went back rashly.
She was completely relieved, and while the adults had not yet gotten up to do farm work, she followed her cousin on a new journey with her simple luggage.
That's five years.
Time is like a well-mixed expression, the ups and downs are all together, Liqin once thought that if she had been a different choice, her life would have been different.
But it may not be exciting.
She followed her cousin into a factory and worked as an assembly line worker.
Originally, the days were indeed walking according to the routine of life, and the turn of fate was one night three months later.
That day, my cousin paid her salary and invited Liqin to have supper.
Looking at the table full of food, she swallowed her saliva and couldn't help asking: "Cousin, your salary is not much, I see that you usually dress well, eat well, and can send money to the family." ”
Sister, I took you out to make a fortune, so you will definitely have a good life with me. The cousin's eyebrows fluttered, and before she could ask how she could make a lot of money, several men and women came up to her.
Only then did I know that these people were either rich second generations or small bosses, and they were accompanied by girlfriends.
Liqin originally praised her cousin a lot, but soon, she didn't feel good in her heart.
Ten ** years old is not a child, she quickly heard her cousin's intentions, and the skewers in her mouth immediately lost the aroma at the beginning.
When Liqin raised her face and thought about how to leave, she happened to bump into a man's eyes.
The other party's expression was like that of a trapped beast, struggling with his inner desires and quietly waiting for the prey to take the bait.
Ke Liqin didn't use bait, she pretended not to understand her cousin's words, and was full of food and drink and clamored to go back to the factory dormitory to sleep.
The man stood up together and offered to see her off.
Liqin refused with a smile, everyone coaxed, she couldn't hold it on her face, and she was directly angry: "Don't you understand if I don't send it?" ”
The big guy immediately quieted down, and then put on a look of disgust.
The cousin was even more embarrassed and hurried to reassure the people present, and the man who offered to send her was even more ugly.
But soon, the other party caught up and explained with a smile: "I was pulled over by a friend, and it was kind to send you, because it is not easy to take a car here." ”
Only then did Liqin realize that her cousin had deliberately led her to a remote farm for barbecue, and if she wanted to leave, she had to have a car.
The man took the initiative to stretch out his hand: "Xu Guoan." ”
Liqin also reached out and shook it gently.
She ** wanted to get it, and something called love secretly crawled out of her body.
After the exchange, I learned that Xu Guoan was pulled over by those people, he is a poor boy, how can he have the money to meet his girlfriend?
In the world of the poor, there is no more choice, and all self-esteem is just pretending to be grand.
Liqin's anger was not directed at him, but it was just a shameful act of hating others for selling their self-esteem.
Before saying goodbye to her, Xu Guoan wanted to stay**.
Liqin laughed, saying that she couldn't afford a mobile phone, and turned around and left without looking back.
After that day, the relationship between the cousin and Liqin retreated far away, and the two no longer greeted each other when they met, but this clear estrangement made the other party hateful.
The cousin complained that she had disturbed the relationship, but I don't know what to do, Liqin blamed her for pulling herself into the water.
But a month later, outside the factory gate, Liqin met Xu Guoan again.
At that time, it was sunset, the sky was chaotic, and only this red output a lingering affection. He stood in the sunset, smiling and waving to her.
Sent yours. Xu Guoan handed over a box, and judging from the packaging on it, it was a mobile phone.
Liqin didn't accept it, and put her hands behind her back: "It's too precious." ”
When my girlfriend's gift. Xu Guoan blurted out, worried that Liqin would misunderstand, and quickly explained, "If you have a boyfriend, forget it, this gift is still for you!" ”
Liqin suddenly reached out and accepted it, and replied with a smile: "I don't have a boyfriend yet." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, both of them lowered their heads, and when they raised them again, they met each other's earnest eyes again, and they were both panicked for a while.
It was panic that couldn't be hidden or pretended, and Liqin read "like" from it, and understood what "love" was in her life with him. ”
After three months of love, Liqin left the factory, to be exact, forced to be helpless.
Who asked her to compete with her cousin for a position? The two already had a disagreement, and now the situation has made the fragile relationship even worse.
After all, the factory leaders are optimistic about Liqin, who is young and has a lively head, but in the end, Liqin took the initiative to leave.
There is a reason for the incident, or my cousin did a lot of small actions, deliberately framing Liqin for making unclean money outside, and also bribing other female workers in the factory to frame Liqin together.
The parents didn't listen to Liqin's explanation, and called ** and scolded her. The leaders of the factory thought that everything would not come out of nowhere, and won her place.
Liqin was annoyed, picked up her mobile phone, and called Xu Guoan regardless of whether the time was right or not.
She just wanted to have an outlet, and the other party just accepted it unconditionally.
At the end of the day, Liqin cried, thinking that the dream was real, and her cousin coaxed her to sell her self-esteem, maybe her parents also knew.
If they know it in their hearts, why should they blame themselves for making unclean money?
Come out and do things with me. Xu Guoan told her, "It's hard." ”
Liqin immediately agreed.
Unexpectedly, Xu Guoan, a big man, has good cooking skills, and his braised vegetable skills are simply superb! rented a small storefront, got up in the early morning every day, accompanied by the fragrance of various forages, and a pot of meat came out like this.
The business is not good, but it is more than enough to support one person.
Liqin moved into his humble rented apartment, put on an apron, and she was the proprietress of the house.
The so-called good relationship is nothing more than having a common goal and fighting for it. Liqin is full of energy, and her twenty-year-old body is full of energy, no matter how hard and tired she is, she can come back to life after sleeping for two hours.
The two of them closed the door at ten o'clock at night, and then held hands and walked home slowly, they didn't have time to release their affection along the riverside like other couples, and beat each other into every pore of their bodies.
Yes, it's just the warmth transmitted from the palm of the hand to melt the long years.
Time gradually slipped into the cold winter, and the rented place was as cold as an ice cellar, so Xu Guoan decided to change to a better place.
Liqin rubbed her hands, snorted the heat, hung up the clothes in the basin to dry, and did not forget to settle the accounts in her mouth, and she had to save money to buy a house, and she didn't need to rent a house for the time being.
Before the two could discuss a good countermeasure, Liqin received ** from the family, her mother's uremia was serious, and she was sent to the hospital and needed money for treatment.
Xu Guoan didn't say a word, and took money to save people, for a very pertinent reason: "My parents died early, and your family is still there, which is a very happy thing!" ”
This sentence moved Liqin for a long time, and at that time she had already made a decision in her heart that she would not regret marrying him in this life.
The two immediately closed the door and hurried back to visit.
Xu Guoan met his future parents-in-law for the first time, and he was tired, which was really inferior to He Wei, who was also flattering to his aunt in the hospital and wearing a suit and leather shoes.
Even if he has life-saving money in his hand.
Xu Guoan could clearly perceive the ridicule in the other party's eyes, gave the money, and silently withdrew from the ward.
Sure enough, Liqin's father sighed and scolded his daughter for not leaving silently, now it's okay, wasting the natural good conditions.
Her mother even held her hand, eager to let He Wei marry her daughter on the spot, first, to improve the family environment, and secondly, her younger brother will be married in the future.
A woman has to marry well, or she has the ability to make money, you see your cousin. The father lowered his voice and looked at Xu Guoan who was standing outside.
Her money is not clean. Liqin scoffed, "I don't earn money with a bad conscience. ”
He Wei, who was silent on the side, spoke: "Yes, yes, what Liqin said is very right, how can you have a conscience?" ”
So I can't be with you with a clear conscience. Liqin glanced at him very solemnly, and walked out to pull Xu Guoan in, "We are ready to get married, and we will notify you today!" ”
The two elders almost died of anger, and their mother even threatened her that if they got married, they would break off the mother-daughter relationship.
But Liqin did what she said, and really dragged Xu Guoan to register and married him recklessly.
Before leaving, Xu Guoan took out all the money and secretly handed it over to Liqin's parents, which was considered a bride price.
There was no wedding scene, no guests, two people bought a bottle of cheap red wine, and ate the discounted cake.
Life is like this, so that those who struggle have no intention of remembering the old, and their hearts are full of high morale.
At that time, e-commerce was just getting started, and Liqin seemed to see a business opportunity, saved up money to buy a computer, and began to learn how to sell online and how to pack food Xi.
At first, it is difficult to move an inch, but from the first step of selling, it seems that everything will be solved.
Business is also getting better and better, and the two of them will carry bags of braised vegetables through the alleys of the city after work, delivering delicious food to thousands of households.
At that time, they filled the road of life with happiness and smashed it down with a bang into the future.
Liqin's younger brother often calls**, either his mother is sick, or his living expenses are gone.
She is not a cold-blooded person, and will always not hesitate to send money over, stating their relationship with each other in this way of not giving up but not being close.
At the end of the second year after marriage, they finally had a house of their own, and on the day they paid the down payment, the two hugged each other happily!
Xu Guoan was very distressed when he held his hand that was full of cracks, and he was reluctant to let go for a long time: "It's hard!" ”
I am for my own home, my own future, what is there to work hard, what should be. Liqin touched Xu Guoan's hair and gently chirped it, "Braised meat every day, it's greasy and greasy at all times." ”
That's the perfect taste. Xu Guoan cracked his mouth and smiled, he chatted with her about the beautiful blueprint for the future, quickly decorate, move into a new home, and have another doll...
It's a pity that everything is not perfect, and soon, fate yawns and overturns the paper of their happiness.
During a delivery, Xu Guoan accidentally slipped when riding through a stagnant water, but there was a steep slope next to it, and he fell down with his car.
When Liqin learned the news, she was taking a piece of pork belly out of the hot pot, when suddenly her hand shook for no reason, and the soup dripped on the instep of her foot, which made her jump up, hit her head on the corner of the cabinet, and immediately dizzy in front of her.
She suddenly had a bad premonition in her heart, and when the owner of the breakfast shop next door received a brief notice from the two of them, Liqin was in a trance for a moment, and then she came to her senses and rushed to the hospital tremblingly.
The owner of the shop helped close the shop and rode the battery car to take her all the way.
Xu Guoan's life was in danger, and the cost was even more breathless, Liqin worked hard to support her body, calculating how many assets she could take out in her hands.
Eventually, she squatted on the ground and turned from crying silently to crying.
A second ago, they were holding hands and rushing in the hope of a deep foot and a shallow foot, and in the blink of an eye, they were thrown into the prison of despair.
She thought of her parents, and when she cried and asked them for help, the performance of the two elders made her feel cold, and her mother took the opportunity to sigh: "I told you, don't follow him, why don't you listen?" How good it is to marry He Wei! You see that people have just given birth to a son now, the father is kind and the son is filial! ”
Treat it as if I borrowed it. Liqin held back her tears.
*The mother on the other end was still chattering and counting until Liqin hung up silently**.
No one can help, so she can only resist by herself, Liqin wiped away her tears, and began to seriously liquidate what she had, but it can be calculated, this formula seems to be the end of zero.
Lying in the intensive care unit are their husbands, lovers, and people who have worked together for a lifetime, how can they abandon their "comrades-in-arms" on the battlefield? That's a betrayal!
While encouraging herself, Liqin was forced to cry helplessly by reality.
He Wei's sudden appearance really messed up Liqin's position, and when she was worried about money, the other party came over with money.
She knew that the other party was not the one who took out the money easily, and sure enough, He Wei's purpose was direct and clear, he wanted her as a person.
Liqin didn't want to discuss it with him in the hospital, believing it to be a blasphemy against her loyalty.
Although, there is really no alliance between her and Xu Guoan.
The two made an appointment at a nearby café, and He Wei proudly ordered two cups of coffee, as if to say: What's the matter, haven't you drunk it? Follow me, you're blessed!
Liqin lowered her head, turned the coffee cup she had just served, and asked directly: "I will pay you back this money!" ”
Just because you sell braised pork? He Wei snorted coldly, "You also know what I want, just give it directly, buy out this money at once, it's cost-effective!" ”
He said it lightly, as if it was a deal, and she Liqin had made a fortune.
Liqin clenched her fists and held back tears.
used to be the most reluctant to sell her self-esteem and sneer at her cousin's way of living, but she didn't expect that at this moment, she still couldn't salvage herself from the darkness.
Could it be that sacrificing self-esteem for the sake of life should also be a kind of salvation?
A huge shame poured over Liqin's whole body like cement, and when she raised her head sluggishly, she suddenly smiled evilly: "Just once? ”
yes, just once, you'll have to listen to me. He Wei straightened up, as if this way he could get back those lost faces.
While Liqin was still thinking, suddenly a few acquaintances came into the café.
They were all former classmates, and when they saw Liqin, they hushed around and asked for warmth.
Liqin was busy greeting, and she couldn't be happy because she was so worried about things that she couldn't get up and go to the bar to order some snacks.
She actually hid in the bathroom, sat on the toilet and covered her face and cried.
For their unfathomable future, but also for the kingdom east that is at stake.
She heard the voice of an acquaintance at this moment, and quickly stopped crying.
I thought she was just as tall, but that's just the case. ”
For He Wei's money, is it possible to be emotional? ”
Did you photograph her low-level **? He Wei said, shoot it well and send it to the group. ”
When Liqin heard this, she felt a chill all over.
Liqin knew that He Wei was going to take this opportunity to torture his Qinggao to his heart's content, he wanted to get it back, and then show the world the results of the battle: she Liqin is just this kind of goods!
She returned to the table again, with a smile on her face: "He Wei, I'm not a little girl anymore, I'm old and yellow, you don't dislike it, and you're willing to spend so much money for me, but you can do it, I can't." ”
I'll pay you back the money, thank you! Liqin stood up and pushed the coffee to him, "Guoan invited me to drink it, there are bitter and sweet, life is the same, there is nothing to despair and be surprised." ”
She was telling herself that this was all that happened!
What He Wei scolded behind her, Liqin didn't care, at least she retained this self-esteem, it was priceless!
Then she sent the ** she photographed to He Wei and left him a message: "Leave a bottom line for being a man, so that you can see you later and have something to say." ”
Xu Guoan was finally rescued, and the money was spent cleanly, but Liqin was not afraid, she had already made a repayment plan, and put a sum of money into He Wei's account every month, and the principal and interest were clearly divided.
The parents still blamed as before, and Liqin was more relieved and less explained.
This is her and Xu Guoan's life, and it also belongs to her and his self-esteem.