I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love, and he was the husband of my colleague. We met by chance, and I didn't know he already had a family. His maturity and personable demeanor made me fall in love with him deeply.
We get along with each other full of excitement and joy, playing together, watching movies together, and tasting food together. His gentleness and thoughtfulness made me feel that this was the love I had been looking for. However, during our time together, I also felt endless pain and guilt. I know that our love is not allowed by morality, but we still can't resist the attraction to each other.
As time went on, I knew I had to face reality. I couldn't stand the destruction of his family and the stress he bringed. I tried to leave him, but I found that I couldn't let go of my love for him.
In the midst of this pain, I learned to grow. I began to reflect on my actions and think about how to face reality. I decided to leave the city
Go to a strange place and start over. I hope that in the new environment, I can find my place and find true happiness.
Although I still love him deeply, I know that this love cannot continue. I can only bury this relationship deep in my heart and move on. I hope that time will dilute everything, and I hope that I can find my own happiness.
It was a painful experience, but it was also a journey of my growth. I understand the complexity of love and the impermanence of life. Although I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have loved, I am still grateful for this experience because it taught me how to face life and how to cherish true happiness.