Class reunion is the kind of place that makes you nervous while looking forward to it. Especially after the divorce, it's like a wolf's den, ready to go in and take a look to see if anyone matches your embarrassment.
I put on the top "bachelor" suit, a pair of ragged jeans and an old T-shirt, and the "I'm doing well" vibe, I went to meet the glory of the class reunion.
In that bright scene, I saw her - Jingjing. Yo, I haven't seen her for 15 years, she has become a little old, but her eyes are still so sharp. She smiled knowingly when she saw me.
Hey boy, long time gone!She pulled me by the hand as if we had never been apart.
It's okay, you're fine too. "I'm embarrassed to deal with it, the old rules, more is better than less.
We found a quiet corner in the midst of the hustle and bustle and began a post-divorce meeting.
Aren't we both relieved, haha!She threw me a bottle of beer with an uninhibited smile on her lips.
Free a ghost, and if you are free, you have to live. My eyes widened, and I took a sip of wine, thinking to myself that this woman was still so open-minded.
Time flies, we talk a lot about old things, and we drink a lot of spirits. When I was a little dizzy, she suddenly stared at me with some affection in her eyes.
Do you remember the wind that blew on the side of the playground?Her voice was deep, dreamlike.
My eyes widened, "Well, yes. At that time, your hair was still black and shiny, and I didn't have an old man's head. ”
She smiled, as if she had gone back to her teenage years, "It was our best time." ”
The affection between us seems to be rekindled, as if the ashes of the years are burning again. Almost drunk, we decided to get out of the ocean of this alumni reunion and find some other place to continue our "wolf's den".
On the way, we were both a little drunk, and I was supported by her. Suddenly, she stopped and looked at me.
You, will you marry me again?There was a hint of uncertainty in her eyes.
I was a little dumbfounded, "Marry?."It's only been a long time since we've known each other, so don't be in such a hurry. ”
She smiled softly, "I'm a single mom of two." ”
I was stunned for a moment, and these words were like a bucket of cold water poured on my head. Two daughters?Single Mom?Brother, isn't this a burden?
Don't look at me like that, boy. The daughters are all good kids, and you're sure to love it. She put her hand on my shoulder.
I'm a little **, it's not what I imagined, I'm not going to marry a family at this time.
Jingjing, you really don't think about finding another bachelor?"I was a little embarrassed to say.
Her smile froze, and there seemed to be a hint of sadness in her eyes. She slowly withdrew her hand, "You know whatFor the past 15 years, I have been waiting for someone. ”
Waiting for whom?I asked, confused.
She looked at me deeply, "Wait for someone who is willing to accept me and my daughters." ”
At that moment, I felt an inexplicable responsibility fall on my shoulders. Two daughters, one family, can I carry it?
Jingjing, I ......I was a little embarrassed, and I swallowed the words back to my lips.
She shook her head, as if she already knew my answer, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't accept it. Let's forget it. ”
At the moment of separation, her back slowly disappeared into the darkness of the night like a regret in my heart. Perhaps, there are some things, once you miss it, you can never go back.
In the end, I walked home alone, and my heart was empty. The class reunion is a trap that not only allows you to reminisce about the past, but also allows you to face the future. Perhaps, I'm not ready.