I was born into a traditional family with loving parents and a harmonious family. However, in this seemingly happy family, there is an unspeakable secret, my father, although he behaves humbly and politely in front of outsiders, at home, he is a complete domestic abuser. His violent tendencies cast a shadow over the entire family and left his mother in agony.
Whenever my father was drunk, he punched and kicked my mother. As a young child, I could only hide in the corner and cry, powerless to stop my father's atrocities. The long-term fear and depression made me more and more reticent, and my only wish was to grow up to be away from this home and live a life of my own.
Finally, I was admitted to a foreign university and left my hometown happy. After graduating, I found that the reality was not the love and marriage I longed for, because the shadow of childhood became unattainable. I don't dare to trust others easily, let alone tell anyone the secrets of my heart.
As I get older, I feel more and more out of place with the people around me. Watching colleagues start families one by one, while I can't fit into their world because of the shadow of my past. He began to have low self-esteem, was afraid of facing his former classmates, and even began to wonder if his life had lost its direction.
However, in this desperate moment, my life took a turn for the better. Got acquainted with a psychiatrist named Wang Hao. Wang Hao is enthusiastic about public welfare and good at listening, and his appearance makes him realize that he is not unable to get rid of the shadow of the past. Under the guidance of Wang Hao, he gradually opened his heart and bravely faced his past.
During the year-long mental**, I learned how to deal with the fear and pain in my heart. Begin to try to trust others and find true love. Finally, at the age of forty-one, he met a man named Li Ming. Li Ming is kind and considerate, willing to listen to my heart, and willing to face the pain of the past with her.
With Li Ming's care and support, I finally mustered up the courage to say goodbye to my 40-year single life. Hand in hand into the palace of marriage.
No matter what kind of pain you have experienced in the past, as long as you face it bravely and ask for help, you can always find your own happiness. And true love will not be blocked by the shadow of age and the past.