"I don't know if I'm a girl or a boy. ”
Possessed both male and female organs, **abnormal for thirty-three yearswas talked about by the people around him as a monster who was neither male nor female, and his parents were even more disgusted and bluntly said: Why can you be my child!
Why are women like this?How do you survive as a "hermaphrodite"?
Wang Ziqi has listened to too many people's discussions and scolding behind his back, and for at least ten years, he has not taken the initiative to step into the frightening circle including his parents.
Hermaphroditism", "has both sexual organs", "is she male or female" This is the confusion that has haunted Wang Ziqi for many years, and it is also a confusion that Wang Ziqi still does not understand.
And everything has to be fromThe third grade anomalyLet's start talking.
When Wang Ziqi was in the third grade, he suddenly felt pain between his legs, and Wang Ziqi, who was afraid, hurriedly told his mother, who thought it was a cyst tumor, but how could he not imagine that it would be like this.
Male *** officer.
The doctor's notice made Wang Ziqi's mother particularly shocked, this is obviously a little girl, how can she be a male *** official, but the doctor's advice is very straightforward, this is not a pimple, it is a male *** official.
That's not the point, except for growing male *** officers in the third grade,Wang Ziqi also has a uterus and ovaries in his body, which means that this child is a "hermaphrodite".
The doctor's advice made the Wang family thunder, and the gentleness in his mother's eyes turned into contempt, and the eyes of Wang Ziqi, who was only a third-grade child, also turned into indifferent looks.
Wang Ziqi also expressed fear of the abnormality of his body, but why is Wang Ziqi like this?
According to the doctor's examination report,Wang Ziqi was born with "hermaphroditism", and the prevalence of this congenital hermaphroditism is only 000001, even though the prevalence rate is low, it does not mean that there is none, Wang Ziqi has become this 000001。
Congenital hermaphroditism, this is not something that Wang Ziqi can choose as a child, butThe parents forgot about this and began to think of the third-grader as a monster with the people around them.
Wang Ziqi began to dare not go to the toilet, afraid of being discovered by others, in order to make himself look normal, he always chose to go to the toilet in the absence of others, but the paper could not contain the fire, and the more he tried to hide, the more he was discovered.
Wang Ziqi was exposed.
The shock and panic of the classmates next to him, Wang Ziqi saw it in his eyes, and it started after thatCalling Wang Ziqi a nondescript monster has become the biggest label on her.
has no friends, and the boys are also talking about her in private, Wang Ziqi has been excluded, and the school's ** makes this half-old child feel unprecedented malice, but what he didn't expect is,The greatest malice comes from his own parents
Because of the school's discussions, Wang Ziqi began to reject the school, and home became the only harbor for Wang Ziqi to choose to escape from the wind and rain.
Naturally, the gossip in this village did not let go of this half-grown child, a monster who is neither male nor female, Wang Ziqi heard about the family from school,The parents even yelled at Wang Ziqi: Why are you my child.
The scarlet in the eyes of his parents, Wang Ziqi saw it in his eyes, and it hurt in his heart, if the people next to him were like this, he would have given up, but now it was his parents who pushed the dagger to himself and asked himself who was like a monster, why was it his parents' child.
Wang Ziqi began to learn to live on her own.
"I'll never forget their eyes in my life, and if they could kill people, I'd have died I don't know how many times. ”
Now 34-year-old Wang Ziqi lives alone in a rental house of several square meters, and has not been home for more than ten years because he was rejected by his biological parents.
When he was a child, Wang Ziqi thought that as long as he learned to live independently, he would be able to stay away from such a sick environment, but Wang Ziqi couldn't imagine itAs long as you have "sexual organs" with you, this rumor will chase you thoroughly.
In order to be able to support himself, Wang Ziqi came out to work early to make money, and entering the factory became one of the few choices for Wang Ziqi.
And going to the toilet and taking a bath is still something that Wang Ziqi does not want to face, and he can avoid it, and the relationship with his co-workers is also average, and Wang Ziqi was exposed again.
The worker found out that his body was abnormal, and then Wang Ziqi was sued by the worker to the boss.
Wang Ziqi didn't feel much about this, he had heard and seen too much since he was a child, so Wang Ziqi was not surprised by the worker's complaint and the state that was about to foreshadow the boss, and was ready to leave at any time.
And this kind of situation has been encountered since Wang Ziqi began to go out to work.
Numbness, it doesn't matter, acceptance is Wang Ziqi's state.
But for his own state, Wang Ziqi has never given up hope of whether there is a cure every year, but looking at the "** abnormal 33 years" on the inspection list, Wang Ziqi still fell silent.
How should I survive at the age of thirty-four, and where is my living space?
Parents don't love, others talk about it, reading has become Wang Ziqi's choice to get out of the living world, life has to pass, this is Wang Ziqi's "lying flat" after struggling with fate.
Wang Ziqi's incident has attracted attention, and Wang Ziqi is no longer embarrassed about his "gender identity", but longs for the outside world to tell him the answer"Am I a boy or a girl?”
Because of the appearance of male *** officials, in addition to this, Wang Ziqi's appearance and voice have also begun to become more and more muddy, and his personality is withdrawn, and it is Wang Ziqi's norm to be alone.
Now 34-year-old Wang Ziqi's biggest wish is to become a normal person, she wants to wear beautiful clothes like a normal girl, have her own lover, and be able to enter marriage and have her own family like a normal girl.
Because of "hermaphroditism", Wang Ziqi has received attention"Sexual correction" surgery, but because of the cost of 200,000 yuan, Wang Ziqi chose to give up temporarily, but the hospital decided to operate on Wang Ziqi for free.
The appearance of the hospital brought Wang Ziqi a little closer to his desire to become a normal person.
Wang Ziqi cried, this woman who has been talked about since she was a child and even resented by her parents, cried when she learned that she could finally live like a normal girl.
But after so many years, the biggest pimple in Wang Ziqi's heart is still his parents.
"It's false to say that you don't hate. ”
But in the end, it is the family affection that blood is thicker than water, how can Wang Ziqi, who is alone and adrift, miss his parents, but the ** who has not called for more than ten years finally made Wang Ziqi silent.
Congenital malformations of both sexes, this is not Wang Ziqi's fault, whether she is discussed by others or looked down on by her parents, she is not a wrong person, but she has endured all the mistakes thrown by the outside world, and has lived alone for thirty-four years.
I hope Wang Ziqi will be all the best in the future.