As a child, I always thought of myself as a hero, a hero who could save the world. I worked hard to learn Xi and train hard in order to become the most powerful hero ever. However, as I grew older, I gradually realized that I was not that hero, but an ordinary NPC.
I started playing a variety of roles. In school, I am a student, and I have to work hard to Xi and get good grades;At home, I am a child, listen to my parents and take care of myself;In front of my friends, I am a friend, and I want to listen to them and help them solve their problems. These roles were necessary, but I gradually lost my true self.
I started imitating others, in order to be recognized. I try to make myself better, but that's not my true self. I began to realize that I had been playing the role that others expected me to be, and I was ignoring my own inner world.
I realized that I needed to find my true self. I started to stop and think about my inner world, about my worth. I found that although I am an NPC, I have my own value and meaning. I can live for myself and fight for myself.
I started doing what I loved. I love to read, I love to write, I love to draw. I started working on these areas instead of working on other people's expectations. I find that these things make me feel fulfilled and satisfied, and I feel like I'm becoming my true self.
In the process, I also encountered many difficulties and setbacks. I would be disoriented, I would feel lost and helpless. But I know that as long as I persevere, as long as I don't give up, I will find my own way.
The fact that I recognize that I'm an NPC isn't scary. On the contrary, it has made me understand myself more and cherish my worth and meaning more. I believe that everyone has their own value and meaning, we just need to find our own direction and purpose, as long as we are brave enough to do what we love, we will feel fulfilled and satisfied, and we will find that true self again.
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