What kind of environment will make a girl deeply appreciate the pain of missing her parents' love from an early age?
Zhu Xun, the host we are familiar with, she has lived in such an empty and difficult environment since she was a child.
For some uncontrollable reasons, her parents had to leave her to work abroad, which made Zhu Xun, who should have been surrounded by the warmth of the family, lose the happiness of childhood.
In 1973, Zhu Xun was born in an ordinary family.
was supposed to be a peaceful and warm life, but because of a job transfer, the trajectory was changed.
When Zhu Xun was 3 years old, her father took her mother to work abroad, leaving Zhu Xun to be raised by her grandmother.
Mom and Dad have gone to work abroad, they will come back, and they will definitely come back with a lot of gifts to see Xunxun when the time comes. ”
Grandmother is always so relieved that Zhu Xun is not sensible.
In her heart, the departure of her parents is only temporary, and she believes that the love of her parents will definitely return.
However, month after month, the figure of the parents still did not return.
Zhu Xun gradually understood that he was abandoned in this world, and he could never go back to the days when he was loved before.
She walked around the old house alone, picking up ants and playing in the shade of the trees, but her heart was empty, as if a piece was missing.
Zhu Xun didn't understand what he had done wrong and deserved to be abandoned.
She worked hard to please her parents and studied every subject Xi seriously, hoping to get her parents' attention and recognition.
But whenever she rushed to report to her parents about her Xi, there was a cold response.
After graduating from high school, Zhu Xun applied to a Japanese university with the mentality of giving it a try.
Maybe if I go abroad, my parents will pay attention to me, she thought innocently.
On the day the admission notice came down, Zhu Xun excitedly called ** to tell his mother, hoping to get a little expression, even if it was just a "congratulations".
However, the cold voice of the mother on the other end made Zhu Xun's excited heart freeze instantly-"Japanese tuition is so expensive, I will only pay you one year's tuition, and you can solve the rest yourself."
Don't expect me to find a place to live. ”
Zhu Xun was speechless, she finally understood that her mother didn't care about her.
In loneliness and unwillingness, Zhu Xun came to Tokyo and began a hard life of studying abroad.
She didn't speak Japanese, so it was even more difficult to find a job.
I finally found a waiter at a restaurant, but I was fired because I didn't understand the language with the guests.
Since then, Zhu Xun has successively worked as a dishwasher and a dish washer, and as long as he has a job, he will do it immediately, and he does not dare to slack off.
She had a terrible year.
The cloud of tuition fees loomed over her, and she didn't know what to do next.
Fortunately, she is fluent in Chinese, and gradually earned some money by working part-time at a Chinese TV station, barely solving her financial needs.
The originally peaceful life was shattered one day - Zhu Xun suddenly fainted in the restaurant and was diagnosed with a rare hemangioma after being sent to the hospital.
The doctor said that the surgery must be performed immediately, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable.
Yue Bohua was backlit, and everything was borne by herself, Zhu Xun called ** home in despair, hoping that her mother could share some medical expenses for her.
However, the reaction of the mother on the other end made her completely disappointed - "You still have surgery for your illness?".Just kidding!Wouldn't it be nice to go to a small clinic for two injections, just solve it yourself!Remember to drink plenty of hot water. ”
Zhu Xun hung up the ** silently, and a tear crossed her haggard cheek.
She lost the ability to rely on her family a long, long time ago.
Unwilling to fall like this, Zhu Xun gritted his teeth and was treated in a small clinic for a period of time, but after all, there was still no **, and the situation was getting worse.
Going around and around, she was admitted to the hospital again**.
On this day, my mother suddenly came to visit and brought half a watermelon.
Zhu Xun was so overjoyed that he was so excited that he shed tears.
It had been a long time since she had tasted her mother's fruit.
However, the mother only stayed in the ward for half an hour and left in a hurry, but Zhu Xun looked forward to the half of the watermelon for three days.
It was the sweetest half of the watermelon in her life, as if it contained the world's sugar.
After struggling to survive, Zhu Xun slowly improved and continued to work in Tokyo.
Because of her excellent language skills, she gradually became famous as a host of a local Chinese TV station in 2000.
At this time, a ** broke the trajectory of her life.
* The father on the other end said in an eager tone: "Your mother is going blind with cataracts!".Hurry up and return home!”
Even though her parents have looked at her coldly for so many years, Zhu Xun still decided to give up her job and return to China to take care of her sick mother.
This, she thought, was the only chance to integrate herself into a family that had long since collapsed.
After returning to China, in order to support his family, Zhu Xun started various part-time jobs.
She practiced Mandarin hard, and finally joined ** TV in 2010 and became famous in one fell swoop.
In 2003, Zhu Xun's father was also terminally ill and in critical condition.
Zhu Xun worked tirelessly to take care of his father's daily life.
Wang Zhi, who co-hosted the show with her at that time, saw that she was so filial to her parents and admired her.
The two fell in love while caring for the sick and got married in 2004.
Soon after marriage, Zhu Xun found that he had a malignant tumor, which was very close to his vocal cords.
Faced with an unknown tragic ending, she was helpless.
Fortunately, her husband Wang Zhi and her in-laws took good care of her and gave her infinite warmth.
Wang Zhi's mother said to her: "I will treat you as my biological son, you just take care of your illness, you will be fine." ”
Zhu Xun finally mustered up the courage to have the operation, and fortunately, the operation was quite successful.
After Wang Zhi's father also passed away one after another, Zhu Xun took care of his father-in-law's daily life until he took his last breath.
She began to feel that maybe married life could make up for the loss of family warmth.
She and Wang Zhi gave birth to a smart and clever daughter, and she even learned from her mother to love her daughter.
However, the good times were short-lived.
After Zhu Xun's father also died, she thought that her mother would stay by her side and rely on her life.
I didn't know that my mother married overseas and accompanied my sister and left her alone.
Zhu Xun was so grief-stricken that she squatted at the airport and cried, hoping that her mother would stay for her, even for a second.
The departure of his mother made Zhu Xun's whole body collapse.
When she participated in a variety show, she stood on the top of the mountain and shouted: "Mom, come back, I miss you so much!".Tears rained down her eyes, and she was so choked up that she couldn't speak.
Finally, after the show aired, her mother returned to China to reunite with her.
Zhu Xun couldn't wait to cling to his mother all the time, for fear that she would leave again.
The two got along for just two months and became the happiest time in Zhu Xun's life.
However, the good times will never last long, and the cruel joke that God made to Zhu Xun seems to never end.
In April, her mother died of an illness, and she didn't even have time to say goodbye to her.
This is undoubtedly a blow to Zhu Xun's deepest body and mind, and her whole body is scarred, which is the last straw that crushes her.
When Zhu Xun later appeared in public, her face was covered with the scars of time and life, and she was like two people in the prime of her life.
Her face seemed to precipitate all the sorrows of both worlds.
In life, after experiencing such torture, perhaps she has long lost the strength to continue to persevere.
The only thing to be thankful for is that she also has a gentle and kind husband by her side, and they will go through this difficult time together.
We can only bless Zhu Xun and hope that she will come from the darkness to the light.
Zhu Xun's life is full of tragedy, she is like a little fragile girl, burdened with a heavy fate.
If there is an angel in this world who guards her, then this angel seems to have limited power.
Because no matter how hard she tries to soar, in the end fate will brutally shoot her down.
However, even after falling into the abyss, she did not give up hope.
Just like my mother said to her on her deathbed, "You must live well and become the person you want to be." ”
So she got up again and again, and even though she was covered in bruises, she had to keep walking.
She may fall countless times on the road, but she knows that as long as she doesn't give up, she will eventually see the light of day.
Until then, let's give her strength.
With our blessings, light her way forward.