When she didn't marry into the Qin State, Mi Shu didn't know much about the King of Qin. On the one hand, it is because they have not known each other for a long time and have not had many opportunities to get in touch. And the more important reason is that Mi Shu's love has added a filter to King Qin.
The simple and ignorant Mi Shu fell in love with King Qin at first sight. In her eyes, King Qin is simply the embodiment of perfection, he is tall and mighty, and he is affectionate and righteous, and he exudes the charm of a mature man all over his body, which attracts Mi Shu so much that he can't extricate himself.
Moreover, Mi Shu also thought that King Qin, like herself, attached great importance to this feeling, and Mi Shu's self-touching made her even more unable to think rationally. It is in this context that Mi Shu is not the king of Qin and does not marry, and she doesn't even care about her reputation.
And after Mi Shu married into the Qin State, she finally gradually saw the King of Qin clearly. This is not because Mi Shu has become smarter, nor is it because, through close contact, Mi Shu has a better understanding of King Qin and a more comprehensive understanding of this person.
Of course, Mi Shu and King Qin live together, and they are more familiar with King Qin. However, the main reason why Mi Shu saw King Qin clearly was because King Qin treated her not at all what she imagined. After hitting the wall again and again, and being disheartened again and again, Mi Shu finally became sober and recognized the reality.
In the past, Mi Shu was originally a pure love brain, and she was King Qin's little fan sister. And Mi Shu, who became the new queen of Qin, finally found that even if she married into Qin, she did not live the life she wanted.
And she can finally stay with her sweetheart, but King Qin is no longer the gentle appearance he was at the beginning. Mi Shu went from shock, confusion, to disappointment, grievance, and acceptance, and her psychology went through a series of changes. And she is no longer the princess of Chu Guochang who was dedicated to love.
After Mi Shu married to the Qin State, she found that the King of Qin did not love her. When she was in Chu State, Mi Shu was completely self-inflicted. The reason why King Qin tried every means to marry him was not because of himself, but because of his identity.
But at that time, Mi Shu was so stupid, she was still moved by King Qin's persistence, and harmed the interests of Chu State and sent a head to King Qin. Mi Shu also ignored the opposition of her mother and brother and insisted on marrying the King of Qin.
And after Mi Shu became the king of Qin, after experiencing some things, Mi Shu finally became smart. What King Qin valued most was the interests of the country and his hegemony. As for the harem, as long as it is peaceful and does not cause him trouble, he does not bother to bother.
When Mi Shu first arrived in the Qin Palace, she didn't have much ability, and she was even more unfamiliar with the affairs of the harem, and there were even more provocations from opponents led by Mrs. Wei. King Qin did not sympathize with her difficulties, but because of some of Mi Shu's mistakes, he showed no mercy, revealing the king's affectionate side.
Mi Shu was reprimanded by King Qin and snubbed by King Qin because of Fan Chang's promotion of ** steps and the death of Yu Meiren. Later, it was because Mi Shu broke into the main hall and spoke for the mother country, which made the King of Qin extremely unhappy, so that Mi Shu was confined and recuperated, and the power to govern the harem was handed over to Mrs. Wei. And Mi Shu, who was already pregnant, felt lonely and disappointed.
She couldn't have imagined that the King of Qin, who was extremely gentle to her in the past, had changed his face after arriving in the Qin KingdomIn fact, after going through it a few more times, Mi Shu also understood that it was not King Qin who had changed. It's because King Qin's love for her was pretended. Now there's no need to put it on.
King Qin's attitude made Mi Shu helpless, and he always maintained his love for him. When you love someone again, but he looks down on you everywhere, ignores your love, but always finds fault with you, denies your hard work, and ignores your efforts, will you continue to love him?
Even if it is still love, this relationship will be mixed with more disappointment and pain. It is at such a moment that it is easiest to see a person clearly.
In the past, Mi Shu had too many beautiful fantasies about King Qin, thinking that if she married King Qin, she could live a happy life like a prince and a princess. However, the reality is such a slap in the face. King Qin not only did not shelter her from the wind and rain, but poured salt on her wounds again and again.
King Qin neither loved Mi Shu nor recognized Mi Shu's ability. In such a state, what Mi Shu got the most was King Qin's white eyes, as well as King Qin's turn of face and disbelief in people.
When Mi Shu was still the princess of Chu Guoyan, the King of Qin in her eyes was a good man with affection and righteousness, and he would not marry if he was not a king. And when Mi Shu stayed in the Qin Palace for some time, Mi Shu finally understood what it means to be a companion like a tiger.
The reason why she dared to break into the hall and vent her emotions was because she still had illusions about King Qin. The reason why she tried her best and showed favor to King Qin in every way was because she really regarded King Qin as her husband.
But the lessons again and again made Mi Shu enlightened. Mi Shu's cognition of human nature has gradually increased, she is no longer naïve, no longer willful, the danger of the deep palace makes her walk on thin ice, and even speaking, she has to think repeatedly.
Mi Shu understood that King Qin was the king of a country, and he was attached to him, so it was better to play scheming than to talk about feelings. Gradually, Mi Shu treated King Qin as a boss to curry favor, and if she didn't pay so much sincerity, she wouldn't be too sad.
Even, Mi Shu knew that King Qin liked Miyue, and King Qin didn't like beauty, but he was very special to Miyue. Mi Shu watched coldly, and finally discovered something that she couldn't find before.
When Mi Shu had no illusions about King Qin, when Mi Shu went through blows again and again, Mi Shu finally recognized King Qin. But at this time, even if Mi Shu wanted to regret it, it was too late.
What made Mi Shu even more crazy was that King Qin asked for Mi Yue. One of them once said that he would not go to bed, and the other once swore an oath to himself. Now, they are ignoring their own existence.
It was at this moment that Mi Shu saw the relationship between the sexes more thoroughly. When Mi Shu knew that Mi Yue was sleeping and King Qin didn't touch her all night, Mi Shu's mentality collapsed.
At this time, she completely saw King Qin clearly, and she also saw clearly that King Qin's so-called love for herself was just a complete use. She was desperate, but calm.
I think that at the beginning, King Qin was impatient to ask for Mi Shu's innocence, and he also publicized it everywhere, ruining Mi Shu's reputation. And now, King Qin is so cautious in order to let Miyue open his heart, for fear that Miyue will not be comfortable.
Mi Shu said to the tortoiseshell that a woman can make a man cherish it to this point. Isn't the man being dragged in the hands of a woman?Mi Shu's words are very transparent and accurate. It's just that the reason why she can have such an understanding is because of her own painful experience. When a woman falls in love with a man, she will always feel that the man is so good that it is inevitable that he will not be blind. But when a woman finally sees a man clearly, it must be that she has been hurt emotionally and finally no longer looks at each other through her own filter.
If you can, every woman wants to be cherished by the person she likes for a lifetime, even if it is to lie to herself, please don't give up halfway.
However, either the woman who has fallen into madness can't be rational, or the man pretends to be too good when he is in love, and when the woman sees the reality clearly and recognizes the other party, she has already gone too many detours!