On the occasion of New Year's Day, in the relaxed and lively New Year's Eve atmosphere, I entered the 27th year of my life, to be honest, time flies, a few steps further, I will enter the year of standing.
I asked myself, limited by ability, knowledge, family background, courage and opportunities, along the way, ups and downs, bumps and falls, loss and frustration have become the main tone of work and life. But how fortunate I am to be born and raised in Sri Lanka, I have witnessed the great progress of the motherland;How fortunate I am that at the age when I should have had children, I didn't get married in a hurry because the time was up, and I buried more bitter fruits;How fortunate I am, I am already doing what I want to do, to fight for the life I want, but I still lack a persistent persistence.
Looking back on the past, I have worked hard, I have chosen carefully, I have been hesitant and entangled, and I want to play the king bomb effect with bad cards, which is very bitter and can move myself. In the past, I used to bask in the warm sun to run and play ball, dig ditches and hoe weeds, and feed chickens and pick fruits. The morning light is slightly drunk, if the pursuit of a person's life is only food and clothing, then this kind of rural life is definitely the most comfortable.
It's just that I'm scared, I'm 27 years old, unmarried and childless, my job hasn't improved, and I've entered an irretrievably boring life. I'm not afraid of suffering, but I'm not willing to accept a meaningless life.
The previous year, when I was still 26 years old, I met someone I had liked for a long time, and we knew each other in the past, but he didn't like me. That's just my love for a long time, and maybe it will leave a mark on my heart for the rest of my life. But when it's time to let go, it's time to let go. It's really a pity, I'm sorry for myself.
If a person wants health, beauty, wealth, power, and wisdom, if he is not born and has not acquired them, then he must pay for them if he wants to acquire them the day after tomorrow. But in what direction and to what extent I need to pay, I really can't answer the question. Because at the age of 27, I was still a failure, and I didn't succeed in the worldly sense. Even a healthy body has not been able to protect well, in the last year a year as many as eight colds and fevers, an average of 067 times, and two high fevers in December. This flu almost burned out my internal organs and mind, and the virus invaded all my organs. Low back pain, bone headache, joint pain, dizziness, nasal congestion, hoarseness, no part of the body is intact, and such a sick body, with a high fever of 39 degrees, has to go to work. Alas, this sinful world.
What to do?27 years old seems a little scary, but time will not wait for me, I am already on the ninth day of 2024. What to do?Maybe life will always be so dull, I am both a risk-averse person and a person who expects surprises to fall from the sky, and the contradiction is really a contradiction. What to do?The word fate may depict my life in white without rendering with boring brushstrokes, but a black and white sketch will also have a stunning artistic effect. Of course, no one can give up on my life, not even myself.
Many years ago, a passage on the Internet still alerted me: "Yu's family was poor when he was young, but he still didn't know how to make progress. The importance of knowledge is only realized after the years. However, the flowers have a re-blooming day, no one is young anymore, today I am fortunate to read the Dongyang horse preface, looking back on the past, I can't help but feel a little self-pity. It has reached the age of establishment, and I have been away from home for fifteen years, regretting the time and feelings I wasted. Only now do I understand that life does not give you the time and opportunity to explain what happened to you, only by persevering in hard work and breaking the boat can you see the light of day, and hope that everything is still in time. ”
For most people, life has never been easy, if you want to live a different life, insist on breaking, fighting, creating opportunities, embracing possibilities, and on the road of hard work, every day is a better version of yourself. Come on, I'm 27 years old.
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Ten. Seven, twenty-seven or thirty-seven, or whatever, I look forward to your kind words!