Life is just an illusion and has no value at all. —"Joy Treasure".
Jiang Xibao's life is sad, he has been living by pleasing men since he was 13 years old. Although she is beautiful, intelligent, sees everything clearly, and is studying at the prestigious University of Cambridge in England, she has to take sleeping pills every night to fall asleep.
Jiang Xibao, the hostess of Yishu's feature-length ** "Xibao". Xibao, who grew up from a single mother with the intention of "being rich", was covered by a 65-year-old wealthy businessman Miao Cunzi due to problems such as Cambridge University tuition fees and living expenses.
01. "I always want to get a lot of love. If there is no love, it is good to have more money. If there is none, then I still have a body. ”
Because of the encounter, money and love, Xibao has both, but she relies on sleeping pills to sleep every night.
Xi Bao loves to read, and is good at reading, and blurted out a famous sentence, because of a chance encounter, her special speech and distinctive, young and beautiful appearance, by the rich businessman Cunzi and like a canary to keep at home.
Xibao asked for the first time for the package deal because of his girlish self-esteem, but the actual dilemma was placed on that: college tuition and living expenses.
Over the years, I have been poor, I love poverty, I have everything, and I have accumulated so far, and I suddenly have an exit, and I am worried about the result, so I have to do it again. —"Joy Treasure".
Although Xibao's mother has been deliberately rich and supportive, even the school is a noble school attended by a trustee, even if there is only money left to pay the gas bill, her mother first chooses to buy her a yarn skirt to wear, Xibao pierced her ears when she was 7 years old, and wore a pair of small golden bell earrings.
But in Xibao's memory: "We were always poor", "We didn't have money to buy shampoo, we washed our hair with soap powder, but our hair must be clean." "。
So poor Xibao has learned to please boys by virtue of his beauty since he was 13 years old and make them pay. So, is Xibao's mother educated correctly?Didn't you say "poor children, rich daughters"?Why did Xibao's mother "rich" hurt Xibao?
No. If I had disappeared for another ten years, she wouldn't have come to me with so many ads. —"Joy Treasure".
Xibao deliberately saved money and flew back to Hong Kong because she missed her mother, but she got a meeting gift from her mother: "What are you doing when you come back?"If you have money to buy a ticket, you won't go around Europe. ？"。
After her mother's death, Xibao found that the relationship between the two was awkward, without much emotion, and since there was no luxurious time to cultivate emotions, memories were just fragments.
And Dad, Xibao is only willing to call himself his mother's ex-husband. Since Xibao has memories, his father only asks for money every time he appears, and the mother and daughter are reluctant to meet when they meet, and they are not even willing to mention their names.
Growing up, I didn't like other people, and I didn't like myself. I'm not responsible to anyone. I'm not anyone's, no one is mine. —"Joy Treasure".
Xibao has no right to choose her own background, her handsome and prodigal father and beautiful and vulgar mother gave birth to her for their own momentary happiness, but they don't love her, and only step by step can they adapt to society and live.
What a pitiful and distressing Xibao, so after Cunzi did not doubt her and gave her regardless of the return, he spoiled her like a princess, and even killed her for herself, Xibao fell in love with him, and loved and accompanied him as a father and mother.
Originally, she planned to break free from the shackles of Cunzi after completing six years of study, and fantasized about getting a lawyer's license after graduation and creating a world by herself.
But her calculations were wrong, and some things were not included in the plan at the beginning and end.
Xibao is still constantly fighting with her heart, she hates the days of being imprisoned and being possessed, and I want to finish my studies and get a diploma from a prestigious school as soon as possible, and be liberated from these days of buying and buying.
But she forgot that she was still a man, and that he was a man with affection and righteousness, especially with a conscience and self-esteem. This captive and filthy life eventually made her decadent and her studies interrupted.
In the end, she became rich and pitiful.
02. Life is just an illusion.
Xibao has always been jealous and smart, smart and naïve, and endearing, since he has a solid father, he doesn't need to struggle for life, and of course he is happy to marry the young talent Song Jiaming.
In her homeland, a woman has discovered the true meaning of life, and she used to think that money could buy everything, but her mother and Cong Shu were not short of money, but they were immersed in misery for a long time. —"Joy Treasure".
However, Conghui ran away from home after getting married and never came back, and he didn't even see his father Cunzi for the last time, and Song Jiaming became a priest in a monastery. Although Song Jiaming had sincerely planned to elope with Xibao.
And when Xibao is the ideal model couple, even if they are sick and admitted to the hospital for surgery, they have no lover by their side, and they still have Xibao to accompany them. Which is better or worse, which is stronger and which is weak?
Miao Congxi looked at me and said, "The best dowry for girls is a diploma from a prestigious school, don't rely on the diploma to eat, otherwise you will die of suffering." Take it to marry someone else, and the husband's family is afraid of bullying the educated daughter-in-law. —"Joy Treasure".
This is what Cong Xi told Xibao, Cong Xi did it, although he was already very rich, but unfortunately left 3 children to commit suicide.
As the only son of Miao Cunzi, Miao Congshu was madly admitted to a nursing home. Satoshi was a "man who asked others to eat bread if they had no bread to eat", and perhaps a sanatorium was the most suitable for him.
The deeper he got, the more he realized that everything was just an illusion.
Cunzi also lacks love, and although he is very rich and powerful, he is a loser.
He is not a good father, the eldest committed suicide, the young daughter ran away from home to find the meaning of life, the only child who was expected to be crazy and crazy!
He is not a capable husband, and he has not spoken to his wife for at least 25 years. My wife seems to be nothing more than a fertility machine.
What if there's too much money?
Or the same loneliness and loneliness?
He and Xibao are actually just warming each other and getting what they need.
03. Everything is not worth it.
Whether it is reasonable or not is everyone's value view, and what is the point of raising children?What is the meaning of life?What kind of loss will a sea-crossing ship bring to society if it sinks at the bottom of the sea?—"Joy Treasure".
Due to the poverty of his family, Xibao embarked on the road of no return and took a lifetime. But she is still living the most sober and knows that she is living now.
When she was overwhelmed by Cunzi, she thought about leaving Cunzi, but she couldn't live without him. And she belongs to him alone.
Love him?She didn't know, she only knew, "In the laughing society, unless you can find a noble career, a noble career must be backed by a noble education, and a noble education must be rich, and it will always go around and around." "Instead of trying to win over others in society, it's better to just win over one person!
Therefore, Xibao did not choose to leave Cunzi, but stayed by his side until his death. Also patiently help Cong Shu**.
Xibao received an expensive inheritance that could never be spent. But she has long been accustomed to the days of not moving away from her former home, and she does not know how to spend these possessions.
I exchanged a million yuan straight banknotes from the bank, all of which were in large denominations, and they were in a pile of bookcases. When you are free, you can take it out and shoot it in your hand, just like someone else playing poker, and the interest is particularly high, and you can play for 2 hours with one shot.
What are some hobbies?I feel like I'm mentally **. —"Joy Treasure".
Xibao's deeds tell us that shortcuts are not easy to take, and in the end it is empty. No matter what your current situation is, as long as you have the right heart, you can always find a breakthrough, and money is still earned sweetly, freely, and steadily.
When we were young, we were seduced by confusion, blinded by superficial things, and did things that we regret for the rest of our lives. Like Xibao, is it worth it to harm money for life for money?Never do something you regret.
The author loves Mr. Yang Jiang's words very much, send you:
People will get different cultivation and benefits in different trainings. Just like spices, the more crushed and ground you are, the stronger the aroma. ——Yang Jiang, "Walking to the Edge of Life".