EnterOperating roomThe night before, I was in a very good mood and after ten days in the hospital, I felt very relieved that the day had finally arrived. I was the first patient of the day, and there was an attending doctor who operated with me. Her anesthesiologist came to her just before eight o'clock in the morning to confirm the procedure, and I didn't receive any calls from my side. It wasn't until about eight o'clock that ** called me with a moving bed, and I lay down, and my husband was already waiting for us outside the inpatient department, and we took the elevator together to the third floorOperating room。I climbed onto the operating table on my own and lay there naked, the hanging bottle already ready, and the doctor confirmed my name and past medical history again. By this time they were ready, handed me an oxygen mask, and told me that I wouldn't know anything for a while. I quickly asked them if I was going to faint right away, and she told me to take the anesthetic later. I mentally built myself to believe that everything would be over when I woke up, and thinking about it made me feel completely calm.
After about half an hour, the attending doctor walked outOperating roomTalk to my husband and tell him that the breast-conserving surgery was a success. The room doctor at the bedside woke me up, and I was still in a daze when I heard his words, the operation is over, please sit up. I sat up in a daze, he bandaged me, and I could only feel like I was still about fifty percent conscious. After tying it up, he asked me to move to another bed and told me that the breast-conserving surgery was successful. I asked him if he had the surgeryHe told me no, there were two other attending doctors, and they performed the surgery together. I lay on the bed and reached for my right breast and didn't feel itDrains, indicating that it is not placedDrains, which should mean that there isn't much bleeding, which is great.
However, in the years following the surgery, my memory deteriorated significantly as I approached the age of fifty, but I didn't realize that it was the effect of anesthetics. It wasn't until the last few times I had baffled me that it occurred to me that it must have occurred to me that the anesthetic must have worked. When I was in Dali, I didn't use a computer for two months, and I didn't use WeChat. One day I needed to print a file on WeChat, I went to the computer's WeChat, and suddenly my mind went blank, how to get on WeChat?What's the password?Later, I clicked on WeChat, and I saw *** and remembered that I had to scan *** to log in. It was the first time I realized that I was really getting a little sluggish.
The most recent incident happened when I went to the bank, I took out my bank card and inserted it into the ATM, and at that moment my brain was completely blank, and I didn't know how to plug it in, and I ended up plugging it in the wrong two times. I told the lobby customer service manager about the problem, and she also thought it was strange. Under her gaze, I inserted the card again, and she immediately told me that I had inserted it backwards and that I had inserted it as instructed by the arrow on the card. It occurred to me that I used to follow the direction of the arrow. MineMemory loss, physical strength has also deteriorated. I used to not be easy to catch a cold, but now as long as there is a little wind and grass, I will catch a cold, and even occasionally have a low-grade fever. My immunity is declining, and I understand that this is not just caused by surgery, but may also be related to tumors and various **. Back pain also frequents, and now half a year after the surgery, my memory is still so poor.
As a patient, I understandlifeThe troubles are not worth my anger and anxiety. Fifty years ago, looking back now, no longer bothered me. Being alive is at its best, and I am deeply aware of that. Now, I realize that I might be a more carefree person and stop worrying about trivial things. Live in the moment, be more tolerant of yourself and others, and cherish each daylife。Through surgery and illness, I learned to understand and accept my weaknesses, while also gaining a deeper perspective on life.
Looking back on the procedure, I can't help but think about how tremendous the impact the surgery had on the body. The body that has moved the knife has become no longer the same as before. Various physical reactions after surgery, such as:Memory lossThe decline in immunity made me deeply realize that the changes brought about by surgery are not only physical, but also psychological and physiological. However, I don't regret having this surgery because it was to protect my health and life.
Through this experience, I realized the fragility of the body and the preciousness of health. Everyone should be positivelifeattitude, care about your physical health, and try to prevent and check as much as possible. FacelifeWe must learn to be strong and optimistic, and face all difficulties with a positive attitude. lifeEvery challenge is an opportunity to grow and learn, and we need to be brave enough to face, adapt and excel.
In the end, I hope to be able to bring the thoughts and insights that this surgery has brought to me, and to live a healthier, happier and more meaningful lifelife。No matter what difficulties and challenges I encountered, I will always remember the experience of surgery, believe in my courage and strength, and bravely face and overcome everything.