Guo Juren's concubine Tian Xiao'e originally lived in Guo Ju's house, but later fell in love with the worker Maike Heiwa, maybe it was true love. Xiao'e has always followed Heiwa wholeheartedly, and even lived in a simple cave without complaint. She even once said to Heiwa: "No matter what you do, I will support you, even if you open a cave, I am willing to help you." ”
Heiwa was later driven away by the people brought by Tian Fuxian, and Xiao'e was forced to succumb to Lu Zilin, and followed Bai Xiaowen according to Lu Zilin's words. Although everyone thinks that Xiao'e is a "", some people think that Xiao'e endures humiliation for the sake of the black baby. The so-called Lu Zilin and Bai Xiaowen are not as influential as Heiwa on Xiao'e. In fact, the author observed Tian Xiao'e's pain of being stuffed with dates at Guo Ju's house every day, and only then did he know how sincere her heart was for Heiwa.
She was born in a scholarly family, but she was reduced to someone else's Xiao'e, who can save her from the sea of suffering?
Tian Xiao'e has a prominent background and was born in a scholarly family. The original book does not describe Xiao'e's family background in detail, but only mentions that her father is a showman. However, based on Xiao'e's appearance and her father's identity alone, we can infer that Xiao'e's family must have been very wealthy, at least it used to be.
The little girl was born into a family, and she dreamed of marrying a talented man from an early age. In that era when her parents arranged marriages, she could not freely choose who she would marry, and she could only let her parents decide. She never expected that her parents would choose a "talented" person for her, even though this person was over half a hundred years old and had gray sideburns.
When Tian Xiao'e met Guo Juren for the first time, she was undoubtedly very shocked and at a loss. She never thought she would marry such a man. However, what is even more tragic is that Guo Juren did not marry her out of ordinary life and child-rearing considerations, but had another secret purpose, that is, to let her help him make dates.
Since marrying into a wealthy family, the eldest lady has to keep an eye on Tian Xiao'e every night and force her to stuff dates into her body. This kind of humiliation made Tian Xiao'e instinctively resist, and several times she secretly threw dates into the urinal while the eldest lady was not paying attention.
Xiao'e is not only responsible for the work of stuffing dates, although she lives in the side room, but in Guo Juren's house, she is like a servant, busy doing housework every day, serving tea and water, scrubbing and washing, serving the lord and wife, and she is completely an obedient maid.
Guo Juren's wife strictly stipulated that he could only enter Tian Xiao'e's wing room three times a month. Due to Guo Juren's age, it is almost impossible to maintain this frequency of three times a month, resulting in his body not being able to keep up with the rhythm every time his desire comes, which makes him feel extremely ashamed. Therefore, he can only satisfy his desires by whipping and torturing Xiao'e.
Tian Xiao'e lived a life that was worse than death, and she could only endure it. She was born in a scholarly family, and she listened to her father's words since she was a child, but she didn't expect to suffer such a fate. Now that she had to obey the old lady's commands, she couldn't help wondering how long she would have to endure. Guo Juren is already very old, if he is not in good health one day, how will the eldest lady treat Xiao'e?Selling her is probably the lightest way to dispose of her.
However, fate always comes by surprise. In the depressed days, Xiao'e and Heiwa met. It seems unbelievable that a young lady from a scholarly family would fall in love with a swarthy Maike. However, this is the case, Xiao'e fell in love with Heiwa deeply, and even fell out with Guo Juren, just to be with Heiwa.
According to some, Tian Xiao'e's behavior may have been due to Heiwa's sturdy body, and this possibility is not unfounded. However, I think the bigger reason is that Heiwa and Tian Xiao'e both have a spirit of resistance, but there is a difference between the two. Heiwa's resistance was more practical, he dared to leave the Bai family and go to be a wheat guest himself. And Tian Xiao'e's resistance was silent, just throwing dates into the urinal.
As soon as Heiwa's rebellious image appeared, Xiao'e immediately fell in love with it, and it can be said that Heiwa became Xiao'e's salvation. However, due to Xiao'e's special identity, the appearance of Heiwa caused her to fall into a more unfathomable predicament.
Lu Zilin's "taking advantage of the void" completely disintegrated Xiao'e's last remaining self-esteem, and the dates of the year contributed a lot.
Tian Xiao'e was so anxious that she found Lu Zilin in the township with her eggs, hoping that he could help save the black baby who was taken away. However, the treacherous and cunning Lu Zilin took advantage of the danger and bullied Tian Xiao'e.
Xiao'e must know Lu Zilin's character, because he went to her cave more than once, and often. So, how could Xiao'e be willing?Why did she betray Heiwa and choose to be with Lu Zilin?The dates that Mrs. Guo Juren stuffed to her back then can be said to have contributed a lot.
Tian Xiao'e betrayed Guo Juren back then, but she didn't feel guilty at all, because she didn't fall in love with Guo Juren, she only had love for Heiwa in her heart. However, this time, Tian Xiao'e was deceived by Lu Zilin again and betrayed Heiwa, which made her mood completely different from when she betrayed Guo Juren.
She felt like she had betrayed Heiwa, and she was a little unbearable, but Xiao'e put the blame on Lu Zilin, and she didn't have a strong sense of guilt. In her subconscious, she thought, "I was forced, and I was helpless." The same idea can also be used to make dates for Guo Juren, she was also forced and helpless at that time.
There is a concept in psychology called the "broken window effect", which states that the good is cherished more when it gets better, and the bad is more likely to be discarded when it gets worse. Xiao'e is one such example. At the beginning, she was the object of Guo Juren's pursuit, for herself, how would she evaluate herself?To be able to do such a thing, what else could she not do?And she once betrayed Guo Juren, so this betrayal of Heiwa may just be a reasonable thing.
Although she betrayed Heiwa and took refuge in Lu Zilin, deep down in her heart, this is just a more serious crime than making jujubes, and more serious than betraying Guo Juren. Compared with my previous self, this is just "50 steps and 100 steps".
If she hadn't tasted the taste of pickled dates before, had not been humiliated, and had never betrayed Guo Juren, I believe that she would never give in so easily in the face of Lu Zilin's aggression.
For Bai Xiaowen, Xiao'e is more like an "emotional catharsis" than a simple Tian Xiao'e.
Bai Xiaowen followed Tian Xiao'e all the way, initially because he was instigated by Lu Zilin and wanted to use her to retaliate. However, as time goes by, the relationship between Xiao'e and Hyo-wen gradually changes.
Bai Xiaowen and Tian Xiao'e have similarities, they should be the same type of people. Both grew up in strict families and had a stern and inviolable father. As the son of the patriarch, Bai Xiaowen's father, Bai Jiaxuan, required him to follow etiquette in his every move, so he spoke very carefully.
In this oppressive environment, Bai Xiaowen lived for a long time, which led to some not-so-good habits in him. It's not a physical illness, it's a psychological one. Baek Hyo-moon needs someone like "Heiwa" to help him, but unfortunately, he is a man and can only find a woman with a rebellious spirit to save him. Fortunately, Tian Xiao'e appeared.
Tian Xiao'e's rebellious personality inspired Bai Xiaowen and made him a persevering person. However, for Tian Xiao'e, Bai Xiaowen is not a lover, but more like a life dependent. He can give her the most basic living security, but the real love in her heart will always be Heiwa. Why?There are two reasons for this.
The reason why Tian Xiao'e is not particularly good at Bai Xiaowen is that she has experienced many men, because it is often said that true love often only exists in the initial stage. When a person has experienced too many feelings, they may become less cherished. This also explains why many people are obsessed with their first love, and Xiao'e's first love is Heiwa, when she met Bai Xiaowen, she no longer remembered how many men she had experienced, and she had long lost her original passion.
There is a second reason why Xiao'e is unwilling to live a good life. At the beginning, she and Heiwa lived an ordinary life, and Xiao'e was willing to be a hard-working woman, serving Heiwa every day, taking care of housework, and making delicious oily noodles. However, when Xiaowen appeared, he squandered his ancestral property and got drunk with Xiao'e. If Xiao'e really wanted to spend a good life with Xiaowen, she would not let him sell his ancestral property, nor would she condone him to do anything wrong.
Tian Xiao'e's feelings for Bai Xiaowen are actually more of an "indulgence", she is physically indulged due to spiritual emptiness, and only by indulging in flowers and drinks can she temporarily forget the pain and forget the pain of missing the black baby.
The infatuated woman failed to be happy in the end, and Xiao'e had no choice.
Xiao'e has no choice, if she hadn't followed Heiwa and continued to do things in Guo Juren's house, she might have suffered ** and died, or waited for Guo Juren to be sold by the eldest lady when she was older.
In the process of following Heiwa, Xiao'e has experienced many twists and turns. When Heiwa faced **, Xiao'e had to take action. She asks Lu Zilin for help, but encounters unexpected trouble. As an outsider, a woman with a mysterious identity, Xiao'e can hardly justify her situation. In contrast, Lu Zilin is a rich and powerful local person, Xiao'e is in a predicament, although she wants to resist, but she faces great difficulties.
Xiao'e's tragedy was already doomed from the beginning when she was sent to Guo's mansion, and there was no chance of reversal at all. It is not Heiwa, nor Guo Juren, nor Lu Zilin or Bai Xiaowen who is responsible for Xiao'e's tragedy, but her father, who has been a talented and knowledgeable person all his life.