Minglou had just returned to Shanghai, and before he had a chance to rest, he went to No. 76 to meet Wang Manchun. Wang Manchun was like an energetic bird, hurrying out of the gate. Ming Lou, her heart was full of thoughts about her, with a warm smile on her face, holding an umbrella with raindrops ticking, standing outside the door, just like the warm sunshine in March, she threw herself into the arms of Ming Lou like the wind, and Ming Lou immediately hugged her tightly and rotated with the wind.
There is a romantic atmosphere in the air, as if they are a couple of reunited lovers. Wang Manchun's face full of happiness and joy once made me mistakenly think that she had sincere feelings for Ming Lou, because they were lovers. But that's not the case.
After 5 years, Wang Manchun has never entered the palace of marriage, and her only claimed partner was also killed by her, is this because she never really left the Ming Building?What has she been waiting for?Did she always have a deep affection for his brother?
Before Minglou returned to Shanghai, Nantian once held a ** from Minglou and asked Wang Manchun if they were lovers in their relationship, but Wang Manchun firmly denied it, only saying that they were brothers and sisters. Why did she choose to say no?Because she doesn't believe it, and she doesn't know if she will love someone.
If you really love Ming Lou, why not bravely face the history between the two?Are you afraid of being ridiculed?Worried about attracting criticism from others?Or are you afraid that you have some emotional problems?Worried that this will have a negative impact on your promotion and wealth?Or are you afraid that your love will be known by others?In her heart, love is long gone
Past fate, bondage, and obsession began to emerge.
Wang Manchun's first encounter with Ming Lou, Wang Manchun, who was only 14 years old at the time, was dressed in newspaper uniforms, whistled, put his hands in his pockets, and walked quite comfortably. She managed to get rid of those retinues because she was reluctant to attend any celebratory feasts or associate with those who were not good at flattery, and her innocence and innocence were unforgettable.
When she walked to the bank of the Qingshi River, the fog and rain were filled, and from a distance, she noticed a young man on the bridge, he was wearing a neat tunic and holding a black umbrella, and his face looked very delicate. She looked through the mist to the bridge, and suddenly saw a small cabin beside the bridge, which was his grandfather's former home. The young man looked up at her, smiled and said to her, "Miss Wang, uncle wants me to take you home." ”
This handsome and dashing young man deeply touched the heart of the girl Wang Manchun in an instant. She persuaded her father to move the family from Suzhou to Shanghai and study at the same school as Ming Lou. When Ming Lou was 17 years old, she invited her to enjoy the red plums in the snow together, which deeply touched her girlish heart.
However, the beautiful first love caused the collapse of the Ming family due to her uncle Wang Furui's personal desires, and eventually led to the death of Ming Lou's father, although at that time, her love for Ming Lou was so sincere.
In love, the most frightening thing is not the fate that is destined, but the stubborn reluctance to let go even though the fate has ended. The mirror in "Mirror Flowers" is a woman who loves others and hates herself. 17-year-old Wang Manchun didn't want to lose her feelings, she stood in front of Ming's house and revealed to Mingjing her decision to marry Minglou. Spiegel said, "Okay, unless I'm dead." ”
Wang Manchun resolutely responded: "Okay, I will wait until the moment you die!.""I don't know if I should do it because I'm used to it. From that day on, her feelings for Mingjing changed, and she developed a strong antipathy towards Mingjing, which she believed had been obstructing her from associating with Minglou and sending Minglou abroad, all because Mingjing had an improper relationship with Minglou.
However, she felt helpless and could neither stop Minglou from going abroad, nor get Mingjing to accept her. Her strength is too weak and she wants to get stronger, but the only way to make her stronger quickly is to follow her uncle. At first, she may not have any concept of right and wrong in her heart, nor any national righteousness, but because of some chances, she became a pawn of Wang Pseudo** and the Japanese. She has no family, no warmth, and she only has the love in her heart, but no trauma left.
Therefore, when she entered number 76, she started her own business with her own efforts, but as time passed, her deep affection for Ming Lou gradually turned into a kind of persistence.
In the work "The Rise of the Green Snake", the fox once expressed - longing but not getting, letting go but unable to let go, this is called obsession. The story in "Green Snake" also has this kind of persistence and entanglement, as well as this kind of entanglement and struggle, but it is all so helpless and desperate. Obsession can be described as persistence and prejudice on the part of one side. It is the power of one's heart, a kind of self-knowledge. This is the exact opposite, completely distorted and unreasonable;It's something that others can't do on their own.
That's what you've been chasing for someone or something in the past years;It's the kind of "deep and hateful" feelings you have for that person. That's the time when you give up yourself, your family, and your friends and don't want to let go, in the final analysis, it's "I have an old man to go with a sword, and I don't want to return to the spring breeze." ”
The reunion after five years was full of deep obsession.
After so many years, Wang Manchun has also established his position at No. 76. She became more and more capable, and Ming Lou just happened to return to her. The desire for love in her heart gradually took root, and she was determined to enter the Ming family, not out of true love, but because she never got it, so she was determined to do whatever it takes, whether it was a human or a Buddha.
Wang Furui organized a bailout salon called "Shanghai Financial Circle" at the Shanghai Hotel. In order to confirm the true identity of Ming Lou in Chongqing, Wang Manchun specially arranged for a person disguised as a Chongqing intelligence dealer to go to the No. 76 dance party in the exploration building. When Ming Lou asked Wang Manchun if he was loyal to someone, Wang Manchun suddenly smiled, looking a little crazy.
Her feelings for Minglou may not be deep, and if she really loves someone, she may make great achievements in front of Nantian, in order to ensure that the backing Wang Pseudo** is stable, just because she listened to someone's remarks and easily questioned her lover's political views?
After Ming Lou learned of Wang Manchun's position at No. 76, he repeatedly hinted to Wang Manchun to give up his current job, and even once he said directly in front of her: "Stop, don't kill anymore." Ming Lou didn't want to see Wang Manchun continue to engage in such a dangerous profession, but Wang Manchun couldn't understand it, she thought that No. 76 gave her a new life and could make her forget the past.
He felt he had something to contribute to the position, so he resigned. Over the course of her career, her personality has changed, becoming more independent, pursuing fame and profit, causing her to have difficulty distinguishing between right and wrong.
After Mingtai**, when he was confused, someone asked him about twice in a row: who is Minglou and who is Minglou. "How do you know I'm Mingtai?With a smile, he used his vise to pull out Mingtai's fingernails one by one. The younger brother who always called her "sister-in-law" had blood flowing non-stop.
Faced with his pained face and his miserable screams, not only did he not react, but boldly proposed to let his once arrogant eldest sister come to see what he looked like now.
She is actually indirectly torturing her eldest sister Spiegel. She knew that Spiegel's love for her brother was the most, and if he was tortured, it would be like hurting Spiegel's heart and body. She harbors a deep hatred for Spiegel because she has never had a chance to hurt her before, which makes her very angry. As she said, "I can destroy everyone who stands in my way, but I can't hurt her".
At the moment when Spiegel came to No. 76 to ask her to release Mingtai, Wang Manchun's ruthless side was perfectly presented. The mirror's face was grabbed by Mingtai's hand, and Minglou's feet also stepped on the mirror. She shows Spiegel Myong's fingernails and asks Spiegel to kneel down to wipe off her shoes that are stained with Myongtai's blood.
She also said some insulting things. Her love has become twisted and deformed to the point where she wishes everyone would die. Her wish is to let Minglou's family die, leaving only Minglou and her. In order to enter the Ming family smoothly, she is willing to get his people to make up for the loss she once did not get.
This unobtainable love has transformed her from an innocent lady to a ruthless, cruel and ruthless person. Before the Poison Bee died, when Mingtai asked why the Poison Bee had become a traitor, she only laughed contemptuously. In the process of capturing people, her eyes are sharp, her hair is unusually neat, her palms are clean, her eyes are cold and ruthless, her hands are constantly waving guns, and she is blind to innocent lives, all of which reflect her bloody, extreme and stubborn.
Therefore, she was destined for a tragedy. Probably all extreme, persistent and stubborn women do, even if she pursues power because of a kind of self-preservation after being rejected by Spiegel after the age of sixteen.
Attachment eventually turns into resentment, which is destined to be a tragedy.
As a member of the Wang family, every time we meet, we fall in love like secret thieves. "She said she wanted to marry me, but I didn't want to marry, what do you say?I look forward to the day when fate will make her lose her life in front of me. You're right, but she's a woman, she's a woman. Wang Manchun is becoming more and more dissatisfied with the current living situation, she desperately hopes that she can disappear as soon as possible and become the grandmother of the Ming family. However, the flip side of her obsession is those unmet expectations, or more precisely, desires.
I'm such a person, I'm such a person!"She's invested too much in her emotions, really, she's put her heart and soul into it. She didn't understand why her eldest sister would make a decision so easily, and no one should think that way unless she decided to make such a decision herself.
Holding such a persistent attitude is destined to turn into a tragedy, and those who once loved deeply have hidden secrets in their hearts. This emotion is both torture and pain. She was a very ordinary girl, and an ordinary woman. She doesn't actually belong to the same world as the members of the Ming family.
She is confused about the role of the eldest sister in the Ming Building, and she does not understand the possible consequences of hurting the eldest sister. She was immersed in her own obsession, but she forgot that Ming Lou was a real person, she forgot to sincerely exchange hearts with him, and she also forgot to really understand him and care about the things he cared about.
If she truly loves Ming Lou, she won't just want to clear all the obstacles in front of her. Instead, she should love Spiegel with all her heart and try to make Spiegel accept her. Marriage is not just a matter between two people, it involves the relationship between two families. Especially in that era, two families with deep hatred, Spiegel's attitude is also understandable.
She should have a deep understanding of Ming Lou's inner world and truly recognize his true face under disguise. With her ingenuity, there shouldn't be much difficulty. After all, she has a chance to become the head of the special high-tech intelligence department, and her IQ should be quite high. If he really goes to know Minglou deeply, understands his political stance and patriotic feelings, he will understand that he is a backbone Chinese.
Even in everyday life, witnessing the suffering of the Chinese people under Japanese aggression and giving them a trace of sympathy as compatriots, or even if they are not so bloody, but do not want to become a tool of Japanese killing, Minglou will not say such words as "Qingben is beautiful, but can be a thief".
After all, before returning to Shanghai, Ming Lou's feelings for her had never changed. It can be said that Ming Lou's love for her comes from the heart. In the VIP room of the No. 76 ball, Ming Lou was having a conversation with Wang Manchun. "What are you going to do?Ming Lou suddenly heard two loud bangs, "bang, bang", but he didn't think much about it.
He hugged Wang Manchun tightly and quickly pointed the item in his hand to the door. It was his instinctive, subconscious protection, and his first reaction. He fears that Wang Manchun may be in danger, so he will take immediate action to protect her safety, and only those who truly care about her can do this.
On the night when Wang Manchun's uncle was **, Ming Lou couldn't help but say: "Manchun at this moment, why am I not by her side?".He really wanted to accompany Wang Manchun, wanted to be by her side in her saddest moments, and also wanted to comfort her, because in his heart, she always occupied a place.
After Wang Manchun escaped from the Japanese prison, he kidnapped Spiegel. It's a tragic story, and it's a tragic character, a tragic tragic figure. Then, he forced Ming Lou to show up, intending to cut off relations with Ming Lou. After Wang Manchun died, he fell from the second floor.
Ming Lou stared at him closely, his eyes filled with tears, and his face showed deep pain. He didn't want to leave for a long time, it was a deep attachment to the person he loved, because he couldn't accept her real death. Although Minglou loved Wang Manchun deeply, he chose a different path from her and did not conspire with her.
He tried to suppress this inner emotion, because his family and country are more important than everything, and how can he have a home without a country. At present, the country is facing a great dilemma, and only when the country is liberated from the Japanese invaders will he be able to truly live a peaceful life and think about his private life.
Even though Wang Manchun didn't know anything about it, she still decided to hurt Spiegel. She knows that hurting Mingjing will only ruin the relationship between her and Minglou, so she only wants to take revenge, because the man who once gave her sincerely used the name of the Japanese special high school to imprison her in a dark cell.
The mirror in the mirror is a person, and the mirror in the mirror is not a bright building, just a person. There was no light, no bright building, and no one to talk to her in that place. She was abandoned in the dark, feeling hopeless and hateful. She decides to take revenge on the person she loves the most, and she vows to end her life in front of Minglou and even kill Mingjing.
Ming Lou, what kind of sweet words are you going to use to deceive me?I trusted you deeply—I trusted you when you left me;When you're abroad, I'm looking forward to you;Even though you have returned home, I still have faith in you. But what about you!You seem to have set a trap for me, and every step of the way seems to want to end my life!”
Do you really think I'm the one who wants to be like this?Because of what your eldest sister said, you once abandoned me and left me alone in Shanghai. ”
I'm really crazy!You're making me lose my mind!From the moment you returned to China, you kept calculating me, gradually pushing me to a desperate situation!”
This passage is Wang Manchun's final statement, which is both sympathetic and sad. From the good emotions of the past, we can clearly feel that it has changed and become more persistent. She said to the bright mirror that bowed her head to shine your shoes: "If you unfortunately pass away, I will enter the door the next day and hold a funeral for you as the eldest and youngest grandmother of the Ming family." ”
The ruthless woman in gorgeous gear and holding the number 76** in her hand, the woman with an innocent smile when she rushed to the Ming Tower, and the innocent and beautiful woman who ran on the path under the shade of the trees, all disappeared into the darkness and ended their miserable lives.
Eventually, she may realize that her death was not due to a mistake at work, but because of the illusion of love she created and the obsession she couldn't get. This obsession made it impossible for her to leave Minglou, and if she could let go in time, the two might just be ordinary colleagues, and maybe her life didn't end so quickly;If she doesn't give up, her love will be ruined.
If she has sincere feelings for Ming Lou, then she might as well go into his heart, form a united front with him, and become a person who loves the country, maybe such a love relationship can be recognized by the sister who is also a red capitalist!
Please mention at the end of the article:
Long is not as good as obsession, short is not as good as fickle", love itself is beautiful, but there is also a kind of love, it is obsession, it is a burden, it is a harm, but also entanglement. Around us, there are always such women, who love one man after another, but have never been able to find the relationship that truly belongs to them. If you don't get it, you don't want to let go;If you can't get it, you will destroy it;If you get one, you have to abandon the other, if you lose one, you have to give up the other, and so on.
Unbeknownst to many people, this attachment has made love unusually sharp and then unreservedly hurts their loved ones until they are scarred. Love is a heartbreaking word, but it is regarded by countless people as the root of all evil. This not only leads to the destruction of others, but also to harming oneself.
As Buddhism teaches us, you can only truly attain it if you can let go of something that is hard to let go, and if there is nothing you don't want to give up. Love is not only an art, but also a kind of wisdom. In the journey of love, when you have the ability to love, please love affectionately;If you can't love anymore, then let go of yourself and others at the right time, so that you can follow the rhythm of nature and enjoy the wider world.
Even if you can't let go, you shouldn't turn this affection into a stubborn pursuit, understand that this love belongs to you and will eventually belong to you, and if it doesn't belong to you, it can't be forcibly obtained anyway.