That was the last encounter between Er Chun and Sun Baiyang.
At that time, the forces of the Tenrikyo sect invaded the Forbidden City, causing everyone to feel that they were in danger.
Sun Baiyang originally planned to leave the palace with Er Chun and Yu Ying, but Yu Ying changed her decision in the process of escaping, gave up on Sun Bai Yang, and decided not to run away again.
Sun Baiyang faced Yuying's ruthless back, his eyes were red, and Er Chun, who was standing behind Baiyang, also looked at Sun Baiyang with tears in his eyes.
Who can tolerate those he loves so much, and cut the heart of another like a knife?
Er Chun clung to Sun Baiyang and comforted her loved one with the words he had said to her before: "Don't do it for me, don't do it for Yuying, don't do it for anyone else, live well for yourself." This is what adults taught me. ”
With a wry smile on his face, Poplar pushed Er Chun's hand away and followed in the direction where Yuying was.
When Er Chun saw the figure of the poplar walking away, his tears couldn't help but slide.
From beginning to end, Dong Jiaerchun has always been just a lowly admirer.
Erchun experienced a tragic fate, losing contact with his sister during his childhood, after which he was adopted by Father-in-law Xu.
Although everything is favorable, Grandpa Xu is not a philanthropist, and the reason why he adopted Er Chun is only for his own safety.
After more than ten years, Er Chun became a young woman who was good at strategy and court struggle under the guidance of Gonggong Xu.
Then, with an ambitious mission, she stepped into the palace.
Once you step into the palace, it's like the deep sea. Although Er Chun had already undergone the most rigorous Gong Dou training, after the incident between Shuning and Yuan Qi, he still couldn't stand this cruel Gong Dou. Therefore, he chose to give up on himself and indulge in the pain of cold stones.
In the most sluggish stage of Erchun, Sun Baiyang always stood next to her.
* Illness has become the starting point of their emotions.
In Zhongcui Palace, when Bai Yang bluntly pointed out that Er Chun had taken the forbidden medicine Han Shi San, the arrogant Er Chun felt very angry and refused to allow Bai Yang to do ** for him.
At some point in the past, Poplar revealed that Er Chun had changed his medication, and from then on, she became wary of Poplar.
Despite this, Er Chun finally lost consciousness due to his physical weakness.
When Er Chun woke up again, his robe was gently untied, which was the effect of the acupuncture that Poplar had done for her.
Erchun mistakenly believes that Poplar is his disciple, which makes him very angry and threatens to punish Poplar.
Poplar showed a calm and unhurried attitude, clearly explaining the ins and outs of everything, acting at the behest of Grandpa Xu.
After Er Chun learned that this was the entrustment of his father-in-law, he had a deep trust in Gonggong Xu and let down his guard against the man in front of him.
The relationship between Er Chun and Sun Baiyang soon took deep roots.
Sun Baiyang's demeanor is elegant and personable, and he has always shown deep care and care for Erchun. His smile is so natural and kind, his eyes are as clear and bright as the sun, and his slightly shy smile makes people feel that he is a very good man to get along with. Anyone will be tempted by him like this.
In fact, Sun Baiyang has such an attitude towards every woman in the palace. Baiyang has a deep understanding of Er Chun, who has always been regarded as a pawn by Gonggong Xu, and shows special sympathy and pity for him.
Since childhood, Er Chun has learned a lot of skills under the strict guidance of Father-in-law Xu and Aunt Liu, but at the same time, he has also lost his care and attention to her.
Although Sun Baiyang's concern for Er Chun was meticulous, Er Chun wanted to refuse, but due to his lack of love since childhood, he fell into it even more.
When Concubine Ru tried to arrest the traitor in Zhong Cui's palace, Er Chun provided information to Father-in-law Xu, but was unfortunately discovered by the guards. In the thick of the night, Er Chun was like a frightened rabbit, and at the critical moment, Sun Baiyang suddenly appeared and jumped into the lake with him.
Thanks to Sun Baiyang's assistance, Er Chun finally got rid of all suspicions and lived a carefree life, but Sun Baiyang was hurt because of her.
After experiencing the danger, Er Chun felt deeply guilty. Despite this, Sun Baiyang expressed his opinion to her:
Father-in-law Xu is your only goal, but have you ever thought about it, your path is your own. Why do you always make wedding dresses for others, bother others for others, and even take risks for others?However, if Gonggong Xu only sees you as a pawn, when the situation gradually spirals out of control, he will abandon you and guard you in the palace for a long time. At that point, you will no longer have anyone to remember who you are, and no one wants to know who you really are.
That was a sentence that no one else had ever said to Er Chun. Full of warmth and sincerity.
In Er Chun's world, Grandpa Xu is always that person, and everything she does is to ensure Grandpa Xu's safety. She said that without him, her life would not have been extended. This is the first time that Sun Baiyang has shown her that the world she lives in belongs to her and that she should live for herself.
When he heard those words for the first time, Er Chun was very surprised. Despite his apparent stubbornness and disdain, she has taken all of these words to heart.
In the face of Sun Baiyang's deep concern, who can resist it?Inadvertently, Er Chun has fallen into it.
The sachet given to her by Sun Baiyang was actually given by Fuya, who regarded it as a priceless treasure and had a soft spot for it.
When the emperor asked her about her request, she decided to refuse. She became the first person in the Forbidden City to dare to rebel against the emperor, which also left an unforgettable memory in the emperor's heart.
Later, when she mistakenly thought that her sister had passed away, her heart was heavy, and she couldn't sleep all night, Sun Baiyang thoughtfully sent her a marquee to accompany her through the loneliest night.
Every time the marquee is turned on, the whole room is filled with colorful lights, filled with a fantastical and romantic atmosphere.
Er Chun has learned to hide his heart since he was a child, and at the moment his smile is like that of a carefree child.
At that moment, the relationship between Er Chun and Sun Baiyang was both ambiguous and intimate.
Sun Baiyang always remembered everything Er Chun said and everything he did, and he always appeared by her side at critical moments to help her alleviate her worries and resolve doubts.
Er Chun, who has always been known for his independence and self-improvement, quietly let down his guard and became more gentle as water in the face of Rusi's concern.
After spending 20 years in the world, this is the first time that Er Chun has experienced such happiness and comfort.
Er Chun's deep affection for Sun Baiyang came to an end in a sudden accident. Suddenly stopped.
She unexpectedly discovered Sun Baiyang's deep feelings for Yuying.
In front of Yuying, Sun Baiyang still showed his gentleness, but his eyes revealed a deep affection that Er Chun had never seen. There is an indescribable delicacy and sensitivity in her eyes, and there is a tenderness and persistence in her words. Her emotions are deep and extremely cautious.
At that moment, Erchun suddenly realized that he had become a complete laughing stock.
In fact, in the ambiguous and ambiguous relationship with Sun Baiyang, Er Chun couldn't wait to express his feelings to Sun Baiyang. She was desperate to get a clear answer from Sun Baiyang.
Although she was destined to be the emperor's partner, and although she shouldered the heavy responsibility of Father-in-law Xu, as long as Bai Yang said "he loves her" to her, she could give up all the glory, wealth and mission responsibilities.
However, the facts gave her a painful slap in the face.
She finally understood why Poplar turned a blind eye to her sincere feelings, and even offered to ask her to express her feelings to the emperor, and wished her a speedy death.
In fact, he had no feelings for her at all.
After learning the truth of the matter, Er Chun felt like a knife in her heart, and her pride made her neither want to share the deep affection of Poplar with Yuying, nor do she want to be a humble unrequited lover.
Therefore, on that night, she resolutely sent the marquee back to the hospital and arranged for the attendant to sleep as instructed. She wants to be a woman's dream, a woman's life. She intends to act immediately and decisively strip Sun Baiyang from her life.
That night, Er Chun was lying on the dragon bed, next to a man she didn't love deeply. Her thoughts were completely about the time spent with Sun Baiyang, and although her heart ached like a knife, she still had to greet another man with a smile.
After a period of verification, Er Chun's deep affection for Poplar has never dissipated.
Because of her deep love for Sun Baiyang, she developed a strong sense of jealousy towards Yuying.
In order to express his jealousy, Er Chun put all the blame for Gong Dou on Yuying. Whether bright or dark, all the palace battles and tricks are concentrated on Yuying.
Yuying's strategy was originally unfavorable to Erchun, but when faced with Erchun's all-out attack, Yuying gradually lost ground, which instead inspired Sun Baiyang to have a stronger desire to protect.
On the other hand, Er Chun, in front of Sun Baiyang, her appearance became more and more annoying and incomprehensible.
In the end, she used her own hands to tear the last trace of Sun Baiyang's sympathy for her into pieces.
Since then, Sun Baiyang and Er Chun have completely severed their relationship, and the former affection has gradually dissipated.
She is a noble person, and he is just a doctor who has nothing to do with her.
Destroy the enemy a thousand, and lose eight hundred yourself.
Erchun is angry because of his revenge and targeting of Yuying, however, hatred also weakens his kindness and brilliance in turn.
Mired in a seemingly impossible romance and a pointless struggle, she has a haggard expression on her face, exhausted both physically and mentally, and at the same time loses her sense of self.
The roots of Erchun's epiphany can be traced back to Fuya.
As Er Chun's own sister, Fuya has already experienced deep love pains, and she persuades Er Chun to let go. In the depths of the imperial palace, as the women of the emperor, their deep affection for Sun Baiyang seemed to be destined to be fruitless. Instead of doing this, it is better to keep your love deep in your heart and send blessings to your loved ones.
Er Chun had tears in his eyes and nodded in agreement.
After letting go of his obsession with Sun Baiyang, Er Chun regained his past kindness. She even took the initiative to assist Sun Baiyang and Yuying, creating opportunities for them.
Ironically, when Sun Baiyang saw Er Chun's kindness, the first thing he thought of was: "Noble Chun, what kind of drama do you want to do?"”
After learning the news, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of Er Chun's mouth, and the relationship between her and him could not be restored.
Why can't Er Chun get Sun Baiyang's affection?
Compared with Yuying, Er Chun is undoubtedly outstanding.
Yuying cherishes the affection of the family very much, and Er Chun is also a person who cherishes feelings very much;Yuying's face is like a blooming flower, and Er Chun is also the representative of the country's color and fragranceIn terms of strategy and wisdom, Er Chun's level far surpasses that of Yuying.
I suspect that Er Chun must have asked Sun Baiyang many times why he loved Yuying instead of her.
Whenever I see Er Chun's deep feelings for Sun Baiyang, I will recall the conversation between Ah Zi and Qiao Feng in "Dragon Babu":
Ah Zi asked her brother-in-law, "Ah Zhu, what are her advantages?"I'm not even as good as her in a**Do you always miss her?”
Qiao Feng responded with a calm attitude: "You are excellent in all aspects, but you surpass her in all aspects, your only deficiency is that you are not her."
From an objective point of view, compared to Er Chun, Yuying is definitely not perfect. But for Sun Baiyang, all of Yuying's shortcomings are lovely. Although Yuying can't pinpoint which one is better, her merits are irreplaceable.
This reveals precisely the greatest injustice in love.
Er Chun finally chose to leave the Forbidden City as his end.
She left with Kong Wu and Anqian in a simple flatbed truck.
She visited Anxi's hometown, a place full of small yellow flowers, full of tenderness and loveliness.
In that place, there were no court struggles and intrigues, and people did not deceive and calculate each other;There, he was just an ordinary teacher, an ordinary teacher. In that place, there was not a single male named Sun Baiyang;In that place, Erchun is about to embark on a new journey in life.
If you can let go of a man who doesn't really love you, then Er Chun will definitely live a very happy life in the next stage of his life.