In the post-statehood years,He ZizhenAs the ex-wife of ***, she received the treatment of the deputy provincial level. This makes *** feel relieved, regretful, self-reproachful and pity, becauseHe ZizhenHe has supported him in his most difficult moments, and their separation has left feelings of regret and self-reproach between them. This article will *** rightHe ZizhenThe reaction to the treatment and the emotional reasons behind it, and will do some thinking and summarizing about it.
He ZizhenAs the wife of ***, she not only held an important position in the course of the revolution, but also at the same timeCommunist Party of ChinaAn outstanding party member. She showed extraordinary bravery and organizational skills during her time in Jinggangshan, and was injured many times during the Long March, making outstanding contributions to the cause of the Chinese revolution. Her departure made *** regretful, and nowHe ZizhenReceiving vice-provincial treatment allows *** to rest assured that her life is guaranteed. This makes *** feel relieved and emotionally rightHe Zizhenof respect and gratitude.
However, we must recognizeHe ZizhenThe glory and contributions of the revolution could not hide the difficulties and struggles she faced in her personal life. Especially during her years in the Soviet Union, her life was extremely difficult because she was taking care of her two sons and sick people. experienced the pain of losing a childHe ZizhenHer mental condition also gradually deteriorated, and these difficulties made her life more challenging. May she be better cared for and cared for under the vice-provincial treatment, so as to gain inner peace and happiness.
WhenHe ZizhenWhen she left Yan'an and chose to go to the Soviet Union, she called and hoped that she would return to China many times. However,He ZizhenInsisting on staying in the Soviet Union, the two did not see each other again for the next ten years. He ZizhenPart of the reason for leaving can be attributed to her fierce personality and the frequent quarrels between the two. And it was precisely because there was no effective communication and compromise between the two sides at that time that the separation became a reality.
Looking back, ** may ask himself in the bottom of his heart whether he is half responsible for the conflict between the two. InYan'an periodThere are many misunderstandings and disagreements between the two sides, and communication between them has become a problem. If they had taken the initiative to reconcile at that time, perhaps there would have been no later sighs and regrets. This kind of self-blame and regret has become an emotional expression of ***, and it has also been deeply reflected in our hearts.
** Once said in a conversation with his daughter Li Min that he was for andHe ZizhenHe also has half of the responsibility for the reasons for the divorce. This "half of the responsibility" may be understood as:Yan'an periodThey did not communicate effectively, the two sides were resolute and uncompromising, and there were misunderstandings on both sides. This sense of responsibility made *** feel guilty, and he regretted not being better withHe ZizhenCommunication and problem-solving, which may change the fate of both of them.
The separation of the two has brought both of them pain and psychological trauma. EspeciallyHe ZizhenThe death of her child during her time in the Soviet Union had a huge impact on her psyche and led to a serious disorder in her mental state. I also felt guilty and remorseful about it. This emotional struggle and inner self-blame make the separation of the two a shadow in their lives.
He ZizhenBefore returning home, I had hoped to be able to meet ***, howeverTianjinWhen she was blocked, she couldn't achieve a reunion with ***. This is undoubtedly aggravatedHe Zizhenof predicament and sickness. However, ** was always concerned about her, he demandedShanghaiMayor: YesHe ZizhenGive proper care and cover her living expenses. This kind of care and concern warmed upHe Zizhen's heart also reflects ***'s deep affection for her.
InLushan ConferenceOn the reunion, ** discoveredHe ZizhenHer mental state was still very unstable, and she was crying all the time. This made *** extremely uncomfortable, and her heart was full of pity and pity for her. The complicated feelings between them make it impossible for them to forget each other, and neither of them has forgotten the pain and joy they once experienced together. As Li Min described in "My Father***", the emotions between the three of them are entangled, and the joys and sorrows of one are closely related to the other two.
By *** pairHe ZizhenThe reaction to the treatment and the emotional reasons behind it**, we can see the complex emotional entanglements between the two. Although they have long since separated, they still care about each other, and neither of them forgets each other. RightHe Zizhen's concern and concern are not only because she is his ex-wife, but also because she has always supported him in his most difficult moments and made outstanding contributions to the revolutionary cause. However, the regret, self-blame and pity between the two also made them unable to forget each other's pain and pain. This paragraphHistoryThe story not only represents the emotional entanglement between the two, but also reflects the best pairHe ZizhenThe affection of the heart. It makes us aware of the complexity of emotions and the fragility of human nature, which is worth reflecting on and thinking about.