[Daily Update No. 1725].
Although he let his friend encounter a "disaster", he also let himself see "himself".
In the morning, I had a dream, in the dream, I had a conflict with the female classmates in the class, the thing was obviously not done by me, I couldn't say it clearly, this is not the most angry, what is even more angry is that my good friend brought his secretary to help me break it, and I have to find out the truth, and I have to be impartial to show fairness, so angry that I turned around and left, and even this friend wanted to break off the ......
That's it, I woke up angry, and I woke up a little confused, thinking no, I want to go back to sleep, and I want to change the ending ......
Early in the morning, this friend was still talking to me, and I couldn't see what he said, so he asked him not to talk to me, and I was still ......very angry
I've seen it before, and I've seen how to settle accounts after waking up from a dream, and I think it's funny, although I know it's a dream, but in fact, it also reflects a certain psychology of myself, such as wanting to be favored, wanting to be partial regardless of the reason, all of which come from the deep desire of my own heart when I was isolated and helpless when I encountered this situation in the past.
Maybe it's because he hasn't come out of the past yet, but this kind of dream is also an awareness, allowing himself to see the sadness hidden in his heart, which has actually passed very, very long, but the young self is still full of grievances, so aggrieved that he doesn't want to be reasonable at all.
Speaking of those classmates back then, I never contacted them again after graduation, and I gave them up very decisively, in fact, I had already vented this anger back then, but I didn't expect to be disturbed by such emotions after many years, and to hope for the unconditional support of a friend - this in itself is just a delusion, an obsession with the past - and my reason knows that no one can really be unconditional......
Seeing this obsession, it is healing the child in himself, telling himself, it's okay, it's all over, everything is over, and I have done well enough, neither because of the malice of these people, let myself become bad, let my life fall to the bottom, nor because of these people caused any irreparable losses, but just give up a classmate love that may not last forever, which is not a pity - and I often secretly rejoice that malice did not really hurt me, I feel that I am a strong person.
While secretly comforting himself, he felt quite satisfied with himself, this kind of secret thought, probably many people have it......
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