Since I learned mechanical drawing design, my brain has been tired, and I have to install a lot of details in my head, every size line point. Finally, it should be assembled into a large assembly drawing. The complexity speaks for itself. I started out with rigid memorization, my brain was rote, and my mind was full of words. Later came the figure. Filled up the brain, and broke out. If you don't have that ability, you won't do it, or you won't give up, and your brain will be tired. At first, it was a little painful, oozing blood, and then it couldn't be relieved, and the wood hurt. Learning Xi can really make people crazy, like Fan Jinzhongju, isn't it an example, normal people, it's almost popular, it won't be too imposing on people, and pedestrians can't reach it. It's been more than ten or twenty years, and I still have nightmares in my mind about exams, endorsements, drawings, and business trips. Every time I have a dream, it hurts my brain, and it's really bad to force people crazy. My brain hurts terribly.
Therefore, I advise everyone to work and learn Xi one subject, not too much, and rest and rest, it is impossible to force it. It's not okay to have a headache to go to work and study Xi. Damn. Insomnia, going crazy, doing wrong things. I learned a lot of mechanical design, at first it was a bogie for a bullet train, but I went crazy, I didn't work when I came out, and I went to do a lot of other things, water supply equipment, radar, steel structure, rolling mill, paper calender, etc., each of which had to be learned from scratch, and I was tired to death, which also made my brain hurt badly. Severe insomnia, plus mental**. And Yu is sick and Yu is endless. The mystery is the same. I remember drawing a device in the machinery factory, and it took a month to get the drawing done, and the feeling that my brain was already full, and my headache was getting worse day by day. So don't do too much, fine a line, reading drawings and articles are originally learned by people, not born, and will not be suitable for human nature. So enough is enough. There is also continuous work, there is no long-term vacation to really tired and disabled patients, migrant workers are really good, and there are college students and migrant workers who work in the office, they are all working every day like a year, working for a year, long-lasting mental fatigue and physical fatigue, this is a dangerous and self-harming behavior, and the state is actually the promulgator of the decree, this is the damned powerful snobbery and rich dog that let the toiling masses die. Literacy is a very cerebral thing, not a real thing, after all, it is an abstract representation, and it is a fragment in the brain, and it has to be connected together, which eventually leads to brain overwork. Or watch ** listen to the sound to learn Xi, reading is old and outdated.
Now I can't do mental work, I can't do mechanical drawing and design anymore. You can't read too much text or write too many articles, otherwise you will have a headache and insomnia. At this point, I want to rest, not forced, paranoid, depressed, I want to walk happily and sleep well! In addition, I have an IQ of 107 or less, so I can work as a waiter or customer service. Others are not recommended.
At first, I thought there was a problem with my brain when I was a child, I had a fever, I talked nonsense at night, and I didn't know what was going on. This was the first time that I had a encephalopathy and burned out.
After that, it was time to go to school, teach in a classroom style every day, endorse, ask questions, be scared, and be nervous. This is the second encephalopathy. Nervous.
Then there was high school, Xi was okay, I kept sitting and studying Xi didn't exercise, because of my withdrawn personality and not open, I was extremely lonely and unsociable, which was the third encephalopathy and depression.
When I went to college, I had a good dormitory, but it was disrupted by a Cantonese man, he bought a computer, and he didn't study Xi every day, play games, and even at night. I have nothing to do to play Red Alert, everyone who has played it knows that this game is very big, it takes more than half an hour to play a game, my brain starts to be overdone, the reaction is nervous, cold sweat, and my brain is uncomfortable. The high tension of the large game for a long time led to the fourth encephalopathy of the brain, which burned.
There are six people in a dormitory in college, and there are always those who sleep one after another, but I am always the first or second to sleep, they all play games, go to the dormitory next door, and socialize very well, but they disturb sleeping, and I don't know how later, I can't sleep with people, otherwise I can't sleep, my brain is like a pump, forced to sleep, and I am even sicker. This is the fifth encephalopathy, forced sleep.
There is also a computer, Liu in the dormitory next door watched pornography, and Chen also watched it in this dormitory, I looked at it when no one was around, it was like a fever, brain suppression was not, indulgence was not, both sides were not good, the brain was sick for the sixth time, and it was stimulated.
When I arrived at the graduate student dormitory, I was cured of many diseases, but suddenly I was admitted to the graduate school by more than two points, and many courses were difficult, in fact, it was not within my interests, hobbies and abilities, and I was forced to study Xi, coupled with endless confusion, and the seventh encephalopathy. Forced Xi.
I didn't communicate with people in the company at work, and the master ignored me, didn't teach things, so I learned by myself, read drawings, read books, and at that time I was very good **Love to ask and share information online, and I didn't sleep all day long** information, I remember that there was a full set of McGraw-Hill's physical and mechanical data, and the electronic version of various books, I was really greedy, greedy for too many books, and there was close to a t of information, my brain was tired and dizzy, overworked and bruised. Don't know the break. This is the eighth encephalopathy caused by endless ** data, tired and deprived of oxygen.
Later, his work was not smooth and his ability was insufficient, so he was dismissed and sent to the hospital. I've been thinking about writing articles, looking forward to showing my grievances, so I've written a lot of articles, my mother's story, the story of an honest person, the problem of virtue and ability, the problem of arts and sciences, etc., all of which have hundreds or even tens of thousands of readings, and I began to be happy to write, but as a result, I thought about it day by day, and my brain even thought too much, and it hurt to think all night. This is the ninth encephalopathy, overthinking.
Everything in history led to my eventual hospitalization, where I was diagnosed with severe mental insomnia. You can learn from this, I knew I wouldn't go to school. A person who works and has a harmonious family and a successful career, but now I have no wife and no children, so I have no success. I think this is a problem of contemporary society, of course I am mainly responsible, but my loneliness is due to the introversion of ancient China, my brain is tired, it is because I am diligent and studious, and my greed and playfulness have not affected me from graduating with all the passing grades in college. Everything has a cause and effect, I don't know if it's my fault or the environment, I hope you can learn from it.
I am now living on a subsistence allowance of 1,000 yuan, and I have thought through the above questions, but how can ordinary people have a chance, they will be trapped in it for the rest of their lives, and they will not be able to get rid of it. Hurry up and implement a welfare state. This is the way human beings live.