The rainy season reminds me of you again!
Strolling, maybe it's a pleasure, maybe it reminds me of you more.
I remember that day, I was not walking, but running in a hurry. I didn't pay attention to you, but I was stopped by you. An unfamiliar face was smiling at me, and suddenly I felt that there was no rain above my head, and an unfamiliar figure was standing next to me.
In autumn, the weather in the north has turned cooler, and there are few pedestrians on the streets. Walking, it feels like time flies so slowly, for a person who is not talkative. It's just that when I secretly look at you, I find a smiling face next to me, and I don't know if you're always like that. I wanted to say thank you, but before I could say anything, you'd be far away.
By chance, I found out that we live in a small area, and I live behind your house. But you're a student, and I'm a guy who already works on a construction site. I've been waiting for you, consciously or unconsciously, and I don't know when I started to have thoughts of love for you. I didn't find you dressed fashionably like everyone else, but I thought you were nice and beautiful.
One day, I finally mustered up the courage to tell you what I thought, told me about my love for you, your charm, I thought you would reject me, but instead of your rejection, you shyly agreed. I know that I will live happily ever after, and I also say to myself that within my power I will give you what you want.
Every day after work, I am Xi waiting for you at the entrance of your school, and then go with you to the park near the community, eat street snacks with you, and I can see the smile on your face every day, and I will feel happy and happy. I want to hold your hand forever and laugh with you in this noisy world.
And just like that, we got along for a year. Although we have only been together for a year, I feel that this is the happiness of a lifetime. I wanted to ask you if I did something wrong, but in the end I didn't get a chance to ask you. I always believe that you are right and that you will never deceive me. I'm working hard, I don't want to be simple, I want to give you happiness.
I don't know why, slowly, I found that our relationship began to fade and you were no longer as good to me as you used to be. You've come to me less often, and the smile you give me doesn't seem so real. Once again, I plucked up the courage to ask for your reply, but this time you resolutely told me that we should break up. I suddenly felt that an uneducated person is really so useless, and there is no reason to pursue a high-quality person?One has a bright future, and the other has a depressed life, this may be the reality. Then, I felt like I should quit and leave you the space you want. I moved, and although it wasn't far from my old home, I wanted to change to a new environment, maybe it would be better for you and me......
I haven't seen you again for a long time, and half a year has passed alone. Every time I walk down the street, I hope to meet you, at least I feel relieved to see you, and I don't pray for your smile at me. However, the last time we said goodbye, we didn't have a chance to meet again. Every time, when I see a lover holding hands and walking on the street, walking in the park, eating street snacks together, talking and laughing together, how I miss the old days, how much I want to have such days with you. Do you know how much I missed you, how much I missed the past, and what I never remembered about you?
One day, your friend came to me and said I had something to say, but I wasn't familiar with her and I didn't know what to say. She only told me that she had something to give me, and then I got the letter from her. When I opened the letter, I saw your familiar handwriting, which I didn't want to see, but seeing her expectant eyes, I still sat on the bench where we used to sit often, and looked at it slowly:
I'm sorry, dear, I want to be with you forever, and I can't afford to leave you alone.
Deception, perhaps makes you sad, and the days of leaving you, I always spend it in tears. I always want to pick up** and listen to your voice on the other end**, but every time I dial it and put it in my ear, I hang up and put it down. When I think of our meeting, the days we get along, I will secretly smile. When I was lying in bed, I was always looking at the door of the hospital room, and I wanted to walk in with you, and I longed for your hug, and I looked forward to your kiss, but I couldn't tell you that I was here. I always look there, but every day I am disappointed, but I still persevere, believing that one day you will come when I can still hold on.
My mother is always comforting me, I don't cry, I'm not afraid of the torture of illness, I only cry quietly when I think of you. I'm not crying for my rush of life, but for not living with you forever. Sometimes I laugh, laugh at your cute actions, laugh at your sweet words, laugh at your love for me.
I saw you last night, and I saw you coming in through the door, and I struggled to sit up and look at you. The roses in your hand were placed next to my bed, your hand clenched my trembling hand, and when I wanted to hold you in my arms, you were gone, leaving only the bouquet of roses beside the bed. Why did you come, but you didn't take me in your arms, I hate you ......?
I woke up from the dream only to find out that it was fake, I don't blame you, I know you didn't come.
Don't think about me anymore, I hope you live well and you will be happy in the future. I want you to be happy and don't let me see your displeasure, then I'll beat you, you know?You'll forgive me for my mistakes, you will, right?
I hope you have a good time and find another person sooner rather than later, happiness, you know!
Tears slipped quietly from a person's cheeks ......