Li Shuxian likes to share her life on social platforms, and she once again posted a ** dinner with friends on December 23, which is no different from her usual practice.
Although Li Shuxian did not describe the dinner too much, judging from the **, she did not show any unhappy emotions.
Even if it is linked to the previous dynamics, you can feel a hint of the atmosphere of "the years are quiet".
However, not long after such a peaceful atmosphere, Li Shuxian passed away in a ** way.
Why did Lai's mood change so much in just a few days?What kind of sad past is hidden in her life?
On December 26, the day after Christmas, Dr. Xu Zhizheng woke up early to go to work at the clinic.
However, just as he was about to arrive at the clinic, he received a strange text message.
This text message from my wife, Lai Shuxian, briefly reads: "Goodbye, we will meet in the next life. ”
Xu Zhizheng suddenly had an ominous premonition, just a few short words were enough to make him change direction and immediately turn home.
However, when Hui Zhizheng returned home, the house was already filled with the smell of gas, and Lai Shuxian had already passed out in bed.
As a doctor, he only had to glance at his wife and immediately realize that something was wrong. He understands that he is afraid that his wife has really left.
However, his inner suspicion led him to immediately call the police and take his wife, Lai Shu-yin, to the hospital, hoping that modern medicine would work miracles.
Even after being taken to the hospital, Lai Shuxian still could not escape the fate of carbon monoxide poisoning, and the Hong Kong star who had amazed countless people eventually passed away.
Under the report of **, many people soon paid attention to the news of Li Shuxian's death.
Lu Huiguang's ex-husband also rushed to the hospital as soon as he learned the news, with his two sons.
Ren Huada, who had cooperated with Li Shuxian, couldn't help but express his condolences after learning the unfortunate news, expressing regret for her passing.
Her friends were even shocked by the news the next day, trying to remember the night before when they had dinner with her.
No matter what they thought, they didn't notice anything unusual about Lai.
Lai's suicide was a surprise because her gentle image surprised everyone.
However, in fact, Lai Shuxian began to suffer from depression as early as 20 years ago, and it is still not completely**.
She is a woman who gave birth to four sons and is envied as a "doctor's wife", but outside the public eye, she still carries many unspeakable pains in her heart.
18-year-old Lai Shuxian signed up for the "Miss Asia" beauty pageant because she has a vision for the entertainment industry. In 1995, she was successfully selected as one of the Miss Beauty Pageants.
Although her face was still a little immature at that time, her tall figure and dignified appearance still won the love of many audiences and judges.
She was still young at the time, and in front of the applause and flowers of the audience, she naively thought that a road to fame was paved ahead.
However, as the knockout rounds progressed, Li Shuxian gradually realized the harsh reality of the entertainment industry.
Some people will quietly cut a big hole in other people's clothes, some people will directly break the heels of other people's high heels, and some people will sprinkle itchy powder on other people's **.
Some well-to-do girls even bring boxes of bird's nest backstage and give them to the makeup artist one by one in the hope of getting special treatment.
Li Shuxian always felt that the unscrupulous behavior of the contestants in order to achieve their goals was like seeing a bunch of "little sisters", and she didn't understand why a game that could have been fair play became so chaotic, can't everyone compete fairly?
As the game progressed, Lai gradually realized how simple she was.
More players have already mastered more "smart" methods, rather than relying on the above tricks.
They build good relationships with various authorities and secretly obtain various resources.
Once you have a backer, you will suppress your subordinates even more fiercely, and even behind-the-scenes personnel such as makeup artists have to pay attention to their emotions before they dare to speak.
After a long time, even Li Shuxian herself began to feel confused, she was not sure whether she should stick to it, and she was not sure if she could adapt to the deception in the entertainment industry.
Perhaps because "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers", Li Shuxian finally decided to stay after a long time of entanglement.
She was too innocent at the time, just a little girl from an ordinary background who had never experienced ups and downs since she was a child. How did she think that this is the "tip of the iceberg" in the entertainment industry?
At that time, Li Shuxian was indeed favored by fate. Although she lacks social experience, with her pure temperament, she successfully won the runner-up of the "Miss Asia" contest that year, second only to Yang Gongru.
Li Shuxian became a rookie of ATV with such an outstanding performance, thus embarking on her own acting career.
Full of joy, Li Shuxian looked at the script in her hand, thinking that she was about to become the next star, but she didn't know that endless pain awaited her.
At that time, the popular IP "New Bao Qingtian: The Third Trial Champion" was the first TV series filmed by Li Shuxian, and her partner was the famous actor Lu Liangwei, who was in the limelight at the time.
At that time, the Hong Kong entertainment industry was completely different from the current mainland entertainment industry, once it had a certain popularity, even the director had to take care of it himself. At that time, Hong Kong actors, whether they were big stars or small actors, had to obey the arrangements of leaders and directors.
Even a rookie actor like Li Shuxian, who debuted through the draft, the director has very strict requirements for her.
For a particular shot, the director would sometimes lash out at actor Li Shuxian, who had poor acting skills and was not skilled in business, on the set, and then forced her to shoot until late at night.
Lai was already extremely uncomfortable with this kind of high-intensity work, and this feeling became more pronounced as time went on.
Despite the hard work, it did not bring a satisfactory ending. Working with Lu Liangwei or with Lin Zhengying, Li Shuxian is the one who has been overlooked.
Lai's slow performance in winning the hearts of her audience was a stress that made her feel restless, despite her high expectations from the start.
It wasn't until 1996 that she co-starred with Ren Huada, Chen Xiaochun and others in "Crazy Boy 3", and she became well-known to the audience for playing the role of Ren Huada's wife in the film, "sister-in-law" Fang Ting.
However, during the filming of "Snowflake Sword", Lai's anxiety became more and more serious.
At that time, it was Yang Gongru who participated in the competition with her and won the title of champion, and he was the protagonist of this drama.
They were short of just a few votes a year ago. But now, a year later, one of them has become the protagonist, and the other has become obscure and can only be used as a supporting role.
Li Shuxian almost lost all confidence in her star journey, and even had the idea of quitting the circle because of such a huge gap.
Therefore, when her boyfriend Lu Huiguang proposed to her, Li Shuxian chose to marry him without hesitation.
She found that her married life was not a landing, but a different abyss.
Like Lai, Lo is an actor. He was born in an artistic family, and he is also Jackie Chan's right-hand man, and he is deeply trusted by Jackie Chan.
Therefore, whether in terms of status or income, Lu Huiguang far surpasses Li Shuxian.
Under the careful care of her husband, Lai's career ambitions gradually faded. Especially after giving birth to two sons, she is more inclined to retire completely and concentrate on her husband and children at home.
As the child grows up, Lai's life gradually becomes difficult.
has experienced too many deceptions in the entertainment industry, and not long after being at home, Li Shuxian suffered from depression, which is the primary reason.
Even when he was sick, her husband Lu Huiguang never cared about himself and his children, and was busy with Jackie Chan all day long.
Lai's condition worsened again because she experienced the pain of being unaccompanied and ununderstood.
Her marriage and Lu Huiguang have gradually exposed hidden dangers.
Since Lai and Lo Wai Kwong got married in 1998, Lo Wai Kwong has hardly spent much time with Lai Shu Yin.
Lu Huiguang sometimes spends less than four months of the year at home. Therefore, the responsibility of taking care of the two children and the elderly on both sides is shouldered by Lai.
Li Shuxian was in good health before, but fortunately she did not get sick. But now that she is sick and even needs to be accompanied by someone constantly, how can she continue to take care of the housework in such a situation?Even so, Lu Huiguang did not give more love to his family.
As time passed, the contradictions between Lo Wai Kwong and Lai Shuxian deepened. In 2006, they finally chose to divorce, but the two sons decided to stay with their father.
Lai undoubtedly felt a lot of frustration as a result.
She decided to act again, partly to distract herself, and on the other hand, to make a living.
However, she failed to make a name for herself in the entertainment industry when she was young, and how could she become popular when she appeared in front of people again four years later?
After experiencing some twists and turns, Li Shuxian's life has not improved except for guest appearances in two TV series that are not very popular.
It wasn't until Lai Shuxian met Xu Zhizheng that her situation began to improve.
In stark contrast to his predecessor, Lo Wai Kwong, Hui is a beauty doctor who not only earns a lot of money, but also has a sense of humor.
Therefore, for a long time after meeting Heo Ji-jung, Li Shuxian always felt that her life had finally ushered in a good time.
It didn't take long for Li Shuxian to marry Xu Zhizheng and became the envy of everyone's "doctor's wife".
After marriage, she gave birth to two sons, and her mental state gradually improved, and she seems to be moving towards a happy life.
This innocent woman, regrettably, fate still did not favor.
Negative news about Xu Zhizheng has poured in, all because the passion in his marriage has gradually faded.
There were even reporters who photographed him meeting with a beautiful hottie at night.
Li Shuxian seems to have lost the last shred of hope for marriage, and Xu Zhizheng's flowery heart seems to have dealt her a fatal blow. She not only scolded the third party directly, but also took off the wedding ring that she had always cherished without hesitation.
Even so, Li Shuxian did not make the choice of divorce.
She had been through two failed marriages, so she had lost faith in whether she could find a good man. Being a long-term housewife also made her lose the will to fight.
She realized that once she divorced, with her own talents, it would be difficult for her to afford the maintenance of her four sons, and even to support herself.
In order to survive, Lai Shuxian had to tolerate what her husband did. However, even so, Lai Shuxian's compromise failed to make Xu Zhizheng restrain himself, and he still did not shy away from appearing with the "little three" in public.
Li Shuxian has never understood what she did wrong in the process of going from being the runner-up of "Miss Asia" to becoming Mrs. Xu in the end, and why she couldn't get rid of the tricks of fate no matter how hard she tried.
Her husband does not value her, and his career is not satisfactory, as if he has become an unlikable little girl, whether it is career, love or marriage, he will not get a satisfactory ending.
After more than 20 years of fighting against fate, Li Shuxian finally chose to leave the scene after the carnival.
Her life is like a mountain, there have been glorious moments that are the envy of everyone, but in the end she has to face the fate of returning to the ordinary.