After Li Wenda listened, he felt that his world had collapsed. He couldn't believe it was true, he felt that it must be a joke that Zhang Zhenren had played on him. He said, "No way!."This must be fake!You're all lying to me!Zhang Zhenren!Zhang Zhenren!Come out soon!Tell me it's all fake!After speaking, he picked up the jade pendant and waved it in the air.
At this moment, Yu Pei suddenly emitted a strong light that illuminated the entire room. Li Wenda and the people of the Li family were stunned by this light. Then, a voice appeared on the jade pendant, which was Zhang Zhenren's voice. The voice said:
Little Brother: If you hear my voice now, it means that you have opened the bag. Congratulations on meeting your loved ones.
I know you must be sad and miserable right now. I know I've done you a lot of harm. But I didn't lie to you, and I didn't bully you. I'm just giving you a chance, a chance to say goodbye to Mrs. Lin.
You may not understand my intentions, or you may not accept my arrangement. But I hope you can understand my distress and forgive me for my selfishness. I also hope that you can understand Lin Niangzi's choice and accept her happiness.
The love between you and Mrs. Lin is a beautiful memory. But it's also an unattainable dream. You don't belong to this world anymore, you don't belong to each other anymore. You should let go of the past, let go of attachments, let go of pain. You should look forward, to the future, to new life.
The world I give you is just a transition. It is not your end, nor is it your destination. It is just a platform for you and Mrs. Lin to meet, a stage for you to have a happy ending. You can only see each other once and say goodbye once in this world. You can't have any other intersections, other concerns.
I know it's cruel and ruthless. But that's the last thing I can do. I hope you can understand my distress and forgive me for being selfish. I also hope that she can understand my intentions and accept my arrangement.
I have one last word for you: live a wonderful life!
Zhang Zhenren respectfully.
After the voice was finished, the light on the jade pendant gradually disappeared. Li Wenda and the people of the Li family all looked at Yu Pei blankly, not knowing what to say. Li Wenda felt that his heart was about to break, and he didn't know what to do. He wanted to see Mrs. Lin and say goodbye to her. But he was afraid to see her, to hurt her, and to lose her.
He hesitated for a while, and finally decided to go to Lin Niangzi. He said to his family, "I'm going to see her, I'm going to say goodbye to her." Please forgive me, I can't stay here any longer. With that, he got up and walked out of the room.
The people of the Li family didn't understand what he was talking about, and they didn't know that he was going to **. They tried to stop him, but he was already far away. They could only watch him leave.
Li Wenda ran to where Lin Niangzi lived and knocked on the door. The door opened, and out was a middle-aged man, who was Lin Niangzi's husband. When he saw Li Wenda, he asked, "Who are you?"Who are you looking for?Li Wenda said: "I am Li Wenda, is Lin Niangzi here?"I want to see her. When the man heard this, he was a little surprised. He said, "Are you Li Wenda?."The scholar who has been dead for a long time?How did you end up here? ”
After Li Wenda heard this, his heart ached. He said, "Please don't get me wrong, I have no ill intentions. I just wanted to see her and say goodbye to her. Please let me in. The man looked at Li Wenda and felt that he was a little pitiful. He remembered that Lin Niangzi had mentioned Li Wenda and said that she once loved him. He softened his heart for a moment, and then said, "Well, since you are so sincere, please come in." But you can only see her once, and you can't disturb her life. After saying that, he opened the door and let Li Wenda in.
Li Wenda walked into the room and saw Lin Niangzi. She was sitting by the window, holding a book in her hand, looking serene. She was also surprised when she saw Li Wenda. "You are ......," she saidLi Wenda?How did you end up here?You're not already ......As she spoke, she choked up, tears welling up in her eyes.
Li Wenda walked up to her side and hugged her gently. He said: "Lady, it's me, it's Li Wenda." I'm back, I'm back to see you. Please don't cry, don't be sad. I just wanted to say goodbye to you. Lin Niangzi raised her head, looked into his eyes, and asked, "Why?"Why are you doing this to me?Why did you leave me?Why are you dying? ”
Li Wenda sighed and said, "Lady, I didn't think about treating you like this, I didn't think about leaving you, and I didn't think about dying. But it's all fate, and I can't change it. I was cut by bandits on the way to the capital to catch the exam, and I died on the spot. Later, a Taoist priest saved my soul and used his magic power to bring me back to life. But this rebirth is not really a rebirth. I just borrowed his mana and lived in an illusory world. Once his mana is depleted, or destroyed, I'll be gone. And everything in this world will disappear with it. ”
After Lin Niangzi heard this, she felt that her head was about to explode. She said, "What are you talking about?".What does this mean?Isn't this world real?Isn't the mutual we see now real?Li Wenda said: "Lady, I don't quite understand the intention of the Taoist priest. He left me a letter and a bag with his explanation and farewell.
There is a jade pendant in the bag, which is his heirloom and his magic weapon. He said that the world is just a transition, just a platform for us to meet, a stage for us to have a happy ending. In this world, we can only see each other once, say goodbye once. We can't have any other intersections, other concerns. ”
After Lin Niangzi heard this, she felt that her heart was about to break. She said, "It's cruel!It's so ruthless!Why did he do this?On what basis does he decide our fate?Why can't we be together?Why can't we be happy?Li Wenda said: "Lady, please don't blame him." He also had good intentions, and he wanted to give us a chance, a chance to say goodbye to each other. He wanted us to have a good memory and let us have a happy ending. ”
Lin Niangzi said: "Good memories?."Happy ending?Is this called beautiful?Is this called consummation?We've been in love for so long, but we can't be together;It's so rare for us to see each other, but we have to be separated. What kind of beauty is this?What kind of consummation is this?Li Wenda said: "Lady, I know your feelings, and I am the same as you." But we have no choice, we can only accept reality and accept fate. We don't belong to this world anymore, we don't belong to each other anymore. We should let go of the past, let go of attachments, let go of pain. We should look forward, to the future, to new life. ”
Lin Niangzi said: "New life?".Do you mean my current husband?Do you mean who I am now?Do you mean my current life?Did you know?I don't love him at all, I'm not happy at all, I don't want to live at all. I married him just to survive, to find a way out for myself. I think of you every day, wait for you every day, pray every day that you will come back. I've never forgotten you, I've never given up on you. You are my one, my all, my life. What's the point of me without you? ”
After Li Wenda listened, he felt that his tears were also flowing. He said, "Lady, please don't say that. You still have a lot to cherish, a lot to look forward to. You still have your parents, you have your siblings, you have your friends. They all love you, they all care about you, and they all want you to be happy. You can't give up on yourself because of me, you can't hurt them because of me. You should live for yourself and for them. ”
Lin Niangzi said: "Live for yourself?."Live for them?What's the point?I just want to live for you, I just want to live with you. I'd rather die if I couldn't be with you. If I can't live and die with you, I'd rather not have this world. ”
Li Wenda said: "Lady, please don't say that. It's not fair to yourself, it's not fair to them, it's not fair to me. Although we can't be together, we can still love each other in our hearts, see each other in our dreams, and accompany each other in our memories. Although we cannot live and die together, we can still bless each other, meet in heaven, and continue in the next life. Although we cannot have this world, we can still have each other, connected in our souls, and in eternity. ”
Lin Niangzi listened to Li Wenda's words, and felt that her heart had softened a little. She looked into Li Wenda's eyes and found that they were full of sincerity and tenderness. She remembered the joy and happiness they had had, the vows and promises they had made. She felt that she still loved him very much and wanted to be with him.
She said, "Venda, I really love you and would love to be with you. But we have no choice, we have no hope. You said that we can still love each other in our hearts, see each other in our dreams, and accompany each other in our memories. But none of this is enough, none of it is true, and none of it satisfies me. What I want is your hug, your kiss, your company. What I want is your body, your soul, your life. What I want is to share weal and sorrow with you, grow old with you, and never be separated from you. ”
After Li Wenda heard this, he felt that his heart was also a little shaken. He also loves Mrs. Lin and wants to be with her too. He also felt that loving each other in his heart, seeing each other in his dreams, and accompanying each other in his memories were not enough, neither of them were real, and they were not satisfying him. He also wants Lin Niangzi's hug, Lin Niangzi's kiss, and Lin Niangzi's company. He also wants Lin Niangzi's body, Lin Niangzi's soul, and Lin Niangzi's life. He also wants to share weal and woe with Lin Niangzi, grow old with Lin Niangzi, and never be separated from Lin Niangzi.
He hesitated for a moment, but finally decided to give up his reason and follow his feelings. He said to Mrs. Lin: "Lady, I really love you and want to be with you." Now that we have no choice, there is no hope. Then let's have a good love in this world. Let's forget everything and leave only the two of us. Let's seize this last chance, just for this last moment. Let's use all our strength, all our passion, all our gentleness. Let's exhaust all our love. ”
After speaking, he kissed Lin Niangzi's lips. Mrs. Lin was moved by his kiss and responded to his kiss. She pressed herself tightly into his arms, feeling his temperature and heartbeat. She forgot her current husband, forgot her current identity, and forgot her current life. She only remembered that he was the person she loved the most, and she was the person he loved the most.
They hugged and kissed like this, enjoying true love in this illusory world, creating eternal memories in this short time, and looking for a happy ending in this cruel fate.