After Baoyu married Baochai, her emotions went through many fluctuations. He initially rejected the marriage and tried to break free, but when he learned that Sister Lin had left him, he himself fell ill.
Originally, he planned to go with Sister Lin, but the members of Yin Si retorted that Lin Daiyu's fate was completely different from Yin Si, and life and death had their own uniqueness. What's going on here?Jia Baoyu's life is not over yet, and he can't die early, otherwise he won't be able to see Lin Daiyu again.
Despite the desire to die, it is impossible to achieve it and can only barely survive. Since you have decided to live, there is no need to be an enemy of yourself anymore, you can do whatever you want and show it to Baochai without reservation. Baochai knows that Baoyu's feelings for Daiyu are difficult to erase, so she feels deep disappointment and regret. However, mistakes have become irreversible, and the most urgent task at the moment is to maintain patience and gradually change it.
Shen Ying returns to the exam room after getting lost, and the good times with Jin Yu Liangliang are fleeting.
In the later stages, Baoyu suddenly had a sense of "awakening", and he decided to devote himself to the study of books, and his determination became stronger.
Before preparing to go to the examination room, Jia Baoyu walked up to Mrs. Wang, knelt down and kowtowed three times, and then said: "My mother gave birth to me all my life, and I didn't have any response, only this time, I prepared wholeheartedly and successfully became a lifter." At that time, my wife liked me very much, and even if the things of my son's life were over, I covered up the bad things in my life. ”
After hearing these words, Mrs. Wang's heart became even heavier, and she said: "Of course, it is good to have such a heart, but it is a pity that your old lady will not be able to see you again. "She's not here!As he spoke, he pulled him up.
After saying goodbye to Mrs. Wang, Baoyu came to say goodbye to Baochai again. Baochai was completely shocked at the moment, she heard many words from Baoyu and Wang's wife Li Kun, each of which portrayed a bad omen, but she didn't dare to take it seriously, so she could only cry silently.
Baoyu walked up to him and bowed affectionately. Baochai's tears kept flowing, and then she heard Baoyu say, "Sister, I'm leaving." Please follow your wife closely and listen to my good news for you. Baochai said: "Now is the time to talk about this nagging." Baoyu said, "Your urging made me nervous, and I realized it was time to leave. ”
After Baoyu left, he never returned. Mingyan later told me: I heard that Bao Erye has left with a monk.
Entering the dream of the middle of the night in the middle of the night, looking at the sky with teary eyes, although it is a match with gold and jade, why is there no fate in the end?
Not to mention it for the time being, when Mrs. Wang learned the news, she cried hoarsely and darkly.
When it comes to Baochai, although she was very scared and sad when she heard the bad news, she did not cry excessively in front of her elders, fearing that it would further hurt her mother-in-law and mother. So, he put a chair beside her and let her lie on it to rest. When night fell, I went back to my bedroom and put down all the support, but I already felt exhausted and suddenly collapsed on the bed.
She seemed to have a premonition about today's scene, it was like a nightmare she had experienced, but she never expected it to happen. Baochai's eyes were full of tears, but her heart was not satisfied. "Why don't you study hard?She struggled to the window, staring at the vast sky, her heart full of weeping and questioning, "What mistake did I, Baochai, make?".Why suffer such a punishment?If Jin Yu didn't have fate, how could she get married?If Jin Yu is destined, why does she just exist in name only, like a phoenix?”
The attacker noticed that Baochai's body was trembling slightly, and his shoulders were trembling, so he endured the sadness in his heart and walked over gently to help Baochai lie back on the bed. When he tried to comfort her, he found that he had burst into tears and did not know how to speak. Baochai lay down inward and waved his hand, suggesting that the attacker went down to rest and did not need to be accompanied. The assailant stepped back and returned to his bed, silently weeping, not mentioning it for a moment.
Speaking of Baochai, she didn't know how long she cried, but she fell asleep vaguely in her dream
Awaken and enlighten the illusion and persuade the infatuated soul, while Baochai seems to realize non-hatred and live his whole life.
Baochai felt like she was crying in a cloud surrounded by white mist, and she was in a happy mood. I unconsciously felt a little confused, and when I looked around, I found that this Qiongtai-style building seemed to have entered a fairyland. "The fragrant clouds are scattered in the Fanglin, and the depths of Cuiwei are people. Zheng Nahan suddenly saw a fairy walking slowly, she floated to Baochai's side, supported Baochai with her hands, and said to her, "Hundred Flowers Fairy, you stand up first." ”
Baochai asked in shock: "Hundred Flowers Fairy?."Who is the fairy girl summoning?”
The fairy girl said with a smile: "In your previous life, you were the essence of all flowers, the essence of all flowers, and the essence of all herbs. And the 'cold incense pill' you eat in this world is actually your incarnation, and the cold incense pill represents your 'root of wisdom and source of morality'. ”
Baochai said: "Since this is the case, why was I relegated to the world and married Jia Baoyu?."”
With a smile, the police said, "What the hell are you doing wrong?".It's just an illusion from history. You have come to this world to help the Shenying attendant and the Zhuzhu Fairy solve a merry case, help them pay off their emotional debts, and continue their studies in the afterlife. ”
After Baochai heard these words, her heart was full of anger, and she said angrily: "Fairy Gu, this sentence is really too cold. Since I have done nothing wrong, why should I be humiliated and robbed in vain?The purpose of my descent is to solve other people's public cases and make wedding dresses for nothingWhat does this case have to do with me?Isn't that a great grievance to me?Fairness in the end?
The Vigilant Immortal Gu explained, "After a long period of cultivation, you have gradually improved, and you are well versed in the worldly and human feelings. I would have liked you to instruct me on how to be a superficial 'how to behave' in this world. I don't want to involve you in this complicated relationship of right and wrong, but because you have a temporary selfish desire to take possession of that Shenying attendant. Now, why do you blame others in turn?”
Baochai couldn't help but say angrily: "What the fairy Gu said is really too much, it was the leper monk who told me, 'I am destined to have jade in my life'. Isn't the leper monk an angel for the fairy girl?”
Immortal Gu retorted, "This statement is really inaccurate. The words of the leper monk are right, because you are not only beautiful and virtuous, but you also deserve to be blessed. You have the qualities of gold and jade, and you know the world well, and you should be a match for a real 'Huaiyu' person. But you choose to match with the 'fake jade', depreciating yourself and thinking very low of yourself. How can such a person stop the ** underground?”
Baochai felt like she was in a fog, unsure of how to respond, and didn't know where to start asking questions. Her mind is always led by the nose, always wandering in the sight of others, always feeling so naïve and pitiful. He stood still, like a wood sculpture or a clay sculpture. Her gaze swept around, but there was no movement. After a while, I suddenly recalled that sentence and asked, "What do real jade and real gold mean?"Is the fairy aunt telling me that I met the wrong person?”
The fairy girl said with a smile: "That's true. In the Zhen family in Jiangnan, there is a man named Zhen Baoyu, although he was indulgent in his youth, but when he reached adulthood, his heart was full of passion and blood. After careful consideration, he became more active and enterprising, and such a man was known as the "real treasure jade".
Although Jia Baoyu is glamorous on the outside, his heart is empty and empty;Like the magnolia flower, although fragrant and gorgeous, it hides a mystery and makes people elusive. The quality of this rotten wood can only be closely linked to the "people of grass and trees". If you have anything to say to him, please hide it and don't let anyone know!As a fairy with gold and jade, how can you belittle your worth and have anything to do with her?Why does she admire you so much?At this moment, how can you not understand that your understanding of people is wrong?That's my dearest, that's my mentor, but you treat him like a plaything, a playmate. Baochai said: "This statement of the fairy aunt is inaccurate. Despite Baoyu's somewhat eccentric personality, his intelligence is outstanding, and who can be sure that he is not the real 'True Jade'He just needs to be further polished and perfected. ”
The Vigilant Fairy Gu said with a smile, "You are so emotionally troubled, but you are still so deeply involved. Even though you know that the person is opinionated and irretrievable, you are overconfident and trying to change his personality. You may not know that as a human being, your nature is fixed, and you can't change it yourselfNow, is the bitter wine you brewed alone and the bitter fruit you have tasted because of your selfishness and malice?”
After hearing these words, Baochai felt the blood boiling all over her body, her face was hot, and she instantly felt extremely ashamed, almost wanting to throw her heart and liver into the air - so as to relieve her of remorse and shame at the moment.
Baochai clutched her chest tightly and tried to stick her heart out. When she realized that she couldn't do anything, she suddenly heard a piercing cry in her ears: "Second grandma, what happened to you?".However, the nightmare is over, wake up quickly, right?”