When I went back, I thought of where I lived, in that unspeakable place, what I was doing, where I might have forgotten who I was, and I just existed mechanically.
In this chaotic era, I once dramatically imagined that if I lived alone, the world would still be normal, in fact, this kind of loneliness can give me inner peace more than the hustle and bustle. Who would have thought that I would actually put it into action and perform this dream-like journey.
I stood in front of the sea, feeling the warmth on my face, and the light reflected in my eyes, which was the sparkling ripples on the surface of the sea shining in the sun. Wisps of breeze gently blow across the face, blowing the residual heat on the face, you will feel the dampness, the breath is filled with the smell of the ocean, it is the moment when its flavor is strong, trying to look straight ahead, but the dazzling scene slightly narrowed your eyes, deep breath intoxicated in this beauty, open your hands, embrace the whole world. Love, like a pure star, burst into the depths of my soul and burst into bright light.
I breathed hard, trying to catch the vague scent. It remains ethereal, leaving only deep nostalgia and endless longing. There was a buzzing in my ears, a lot of noise around me, but it didn't matter to me.
I was a child who had too much fun, and I inadvertently attracted the chase of the adults, and the call was clearly audible, and I was very helpless and full of love for my mischievousness, and I ran in a hurry, although the pace was a little messy, and occasionally bumped, but still firmly continued to move forward. Under the heavy footsteps, the firm belief in the future and the responsibility on our backs, we will move forward quickly or slowly, not afraid of difficulties, not afraid of challenges, and move forward bravely towards the unknown.
In their unique world, the trajectory of life is different, and what they say is not controllable. If I do something wrong, it may cause them to be restless, or make them confused, or even become the object of their pastime. I'm sorry for that, because that's not what I was meant to do. Now, I am wandering here, no longer influenced by others, and finally I have gained inner peace. For me, it's a relief, and it's also an account of myself and others. However, at this moment, have I failed to the fullest and need to close myself off?Actually, I was very calm. Although I don't know if my current self is still the same person, I know that the past is irretrievable. Perhaps, I will gradually get used to this lonely existence, and gradually decay with the passage of time. However, that's what I really do now.
The road of life is rushed, but there are also some people who stop by our side. They whispered softly, telling something behind their backs, and I would be very pleased to listen quietly. I ask you, "Hello, are you dead?""You immediately close your eyes, obviously bored with my question, but you start to hate not knowing how many friends will come to mourn, and you don't know how many people will brazenly hold celebrations for you, and you start to get tired of being stuck in this dark dead end.
In the hazy and blurred vision, I saw a little starlight, stood up suddenly, licked my lips, and said to myself, you have worked hard, this is a narcissistic comfort, but it is also the true feeling of my heart. Creative Inspiration Center