Zhang Peng (pseudonym) and Li Shuang (pseudonym) have grown up together since childhood, and the two are neighbors who live in the same community.
Because they live in the same community, when they go to elementary school, the school district is also divided into the same elementary school and junior high school.
In this way, they started from neighbors to classmates, and they went from elementary school, to junior high school, and finally to the same high school.
They have always been at the same table, and the two of them have helped each other and taken care of each other since they were children, and even their parents are good friends with each other.
They usually go to each other's houses for dinner when they are out of school, and whenever they have winter and summer vacations.
The parents of both sides will take them out to travel again, and Zhang Peng and Li Shuang grew up together like a pair of brothers and sisters.
Zhang Peng is a lively and cheerful boy, and like most boys, he likes to play basketball and play games.
Of course, his biggest pleasure on weekdays is to make Li Shuang laugh, and Li Shuang, she is a smart and beautiful girl.
Since primary school, my Xi grades have been very good, and I like many extracurricular hobbies, like reading, like drawing.
She especially likes to listen to Zhang Peng tell her ghost stories to scare her, their personalities complement each other and they get along very well.
Parents who know them, and friends are very envious of the relationship between the two people, they have been a natural pair in the eyes of adults since childhood.
During the college entrance examination, Zhang Peng studied hard in order to be admitted to the same university as her, and in the end he lived up to his efforts.
Both of them were admitted to the same university, and in order to be closer to Li Shuang, Zhang Peng also deliberately chose the same major as her.
On the day the results were announced, they felt that the meeting between the two was arranged by God and a fateful fate.
The two happily hugged each other, and they decided to start dating officially in college to see if they were compatible with each other.
But in college life, Zhang Peng and Li Shuang's life trajectories have changed a lot.
Zhang Peng, who has just entered university life, feels that university is simply a paradise of freedom, and he can have fun as he wants.
Zhang Peng didn't care about his Xi at all, as long as he got out of class, he went out drinking with a group of friends in the dormitory.
Playing cards, going to KTV to sing together, and then soaking in the Internet café, he became obsessed with online games.
Addicted to it and unable to extricate himself, Zhang Peng began to gradually ignore Li Shuang's feelings, he felt that Li Shuang was already his girlfriend.
is already his person, will always be with him and will not leave him, so he treats her like a doll.
I don't go out on dates with her anymore, I don't bother trying to make her happy, and I don't even see her once a week.
But Li Shuang doesn't think like this, she feels that university is the last ladder to society.
Working hard now Xi can improve her abilities and lay the foundation for her future career, so she works hard to learn Xi.
At the same time, she will also participate in various club activities in school to enrich her campus life, and she also wants to play with Zhang Peng.
The two shared interesting stories in school together and grew up together, but she gradually found that Zhang Peng ignored her more and more.
's attitude towards her is getting colder and colder, and she has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a boyfriend at all.
Li Shuang felt that Zhang Peng was her boyfriend and a shield behind her, so she hoped that Zhang Peng could care more about herself.
supported her and encouraged her a lot in campus life, but the truth was diametrically opposite to what she imagined, and the two had more and more contradictions.
Zhang Peng often quarreled over some trivial matters, and at first Li Shuang was very humble to him and didn't worry too much about him.
But with Zhang Peng's intensification, she couldn't bear it anymore, so the two began to complain to each other and hurt each other.
Li Shuang also tried to communicate with Zhang Peng in order to adjust the relationship between them and change the status quo.
But after talking a few times to no avail, slowly their relationship became weaker and weaker, and even they themselves began to doubt.
Whether they are really suitable to be with each other, and whether there is really love between the two of them.
Their relationship in college has been stumbling for four years, but neither of them has proposed to break up.
After graduation, Zhang Peng and Li Shuang's lives have changed a lot, and Li Shuang relied on her excellent results.
and her outstanding ability, she found a job in a large multinational company, and she became an excellent employee of the company.
Li Shuang began to enter the upward stage of her career, and she now has a high income that others can only dream of.
She can achieve her dreams, and after going to work, she also begins to feel that her life is fulfilling, meaningful, and valuable.
But Zhang Peng was not so lucky, because he didn't Xi study hard in college, he only knew how to fool around with his roommates all day long.
He even barely passed the final exam for graduation through a make-up exam, and he did not participate in any practical Xi in his senior year.
After graduating, he didn't find a suitable job, and now he can only stay at home all day and play games.
He has nothing to watch TV, he eats and plays all day, and then sleeps, he has no job, no income.
He also doesn't have any ideals in life, he feels that his current life is boring, boring, and useless.
Li Shuang was also very sad when he saw Zhang Peng's condition, but he was very helpless and disappointed in Zhang Peng's self-abandonment.
She herself had thought about helping Zhang Peng, encouraging him, and letting him regain his purpose in life.
So Zhang Peng bought some new clothes and some books for her first month's salary.
Li Shuang hopes that Zhang Peng can find his hobbies, the direction of his life, and the goal of his life in the book.
In her heart, she also hopes that Zhang Peng can be more considerate and caring for her, and treat herself like before.
But Zhang Peng didn't have a trace of gratitude for what Li Shuang did, he felt that Li Shuang liked to read, and work was her choice.
He doesn't need Li Shuang's pity for him, nor does he need her to point fingers in his life.
Zhang Peng felt that whether it was the clothes or books that Li Shuang bought for him, they were all her own wishful thinking and had nothing to do with her.
Since then, Zhang Peng has felt that Li Shuang has become more and more disdainful of him, and he has become more and more disdainful of him.
The contradictions between the two people are getting more and more and bigger, and they are constantly quarreling over some trivial things.
In order to avoid Zhang Peng, Li Shuang was reluctant to return to the house he rented with Zhang Peng after work, and Zhang Peng became more and more dissatisfied with her.
One day, Zhang Peng looked at Li Shuang's mobile phone boredly, wanting to see who she was chatting with and what she was talking about.
Zhang Peng flipped through and saw Li Shuang chatting with their unit leader, Mr. Du, and he clicked in very curiously.
Seeing that Mr. Du chatted with Li Shuang in some ambiguous language every time he arranged work, he felt a sharp pain in his heart.
A strong sense of jealousy surged into Zhang Peng's heart, and he wanted to find out what the relationship between Li Shuang and her leader in the unit was.
One night, Li Shuang worked late overtime, and when she got home, Zhang Peng had already slept, she gently opened the door and walked into the bedroom.
Seeing the sleeping Zhang Peng tossing and turning on the bed, he still had a dissatisfied and angry expression on his face.
Li Shuang was very worried about him and didn't know what happened to Zhang Peng, so he carefully took off his clothes and climbed **.
She wanted to hug Zhang Peng and give him another kiss to comfort him, but Zhang Peng suddenly opened his eyes and pushed Li Shuang away.
Say it out loud: ".Did you go out to a meeting with Mr. Du from your unit today?
What is the relationship between the two of you, is there something unseemly?Are you hiding something from me!
Li Shuang was taken aback by Zhang Peng's words, she didn't understand why Zhang Peng was talking to herself like this today, she quickly explained.
What do you say, why did I go out alone with Mr. Du, today our unit has a meeting in the evening, and I will work for a while.
I will tell you when I come back from the unit, I have never hidden anything from you, how can you think of me like this.
Zhang Peng didn't believe what Li Shuang said, he hurriedly snatched Li Shuang's mobile phone, opened WeChat, and pointed to the chat record with Mr. Du.
So how do you interpret these chat logs?Normal subordinate relationship, would he talk to you like that?
Look at you, you're still chatting in the middle of the night, you haven't mentioned a word about work, and you dare to say that you haven't hidden anything from me?
Li Shuang saw Zhang Peng snatching her mobile phone and pointing to the chat history between herself and the leader, she felt very embarrassed and aggrieved.
She knew that she had a clear conscience, it was Zhang Peng who misunderstood her, tears slowly flowed from the corners of her eyes, and she wanted to explain clearly to Zhang Peng.
How can you think of me like that, he's my direct boss and I know he's always been interesting to me, but I didn't agree.
He was always talking to me about this and that after arranging work, and I couldn't ignore him.
I kept a certain distance from all the men in the unit, and I never did anything to be sorry for you.
At this time, Zhang Peng was angry, he couldn't listen to Li Shuang's explanation, he felt that Li Shuang was still deceiving him with lies.
He said angrily, ".You still dare to say that he is interesting to you, look at your chat, you know that he is interesting to you.
Can't you avoid it?Can't you block him directly?You've replied to every word I sent.
Isn't this called rejection, don't you think you're hypocritical, and you're still lying to me again.
Li Shuang felt very sad when she heard Zhang Peng's words, she felt that Zhang Peng didn't understand her hard work in the unit.
And he still doesn't believe in his character, Li Shuang feels that Zhang Peng has changed now, and he no longer loves her in his heart.
She said sadly".How can you say that about me, about me, how much I have paid for you, how much I have endured.
I gave up the opportunity to study abroad for you, I'm here to accompany you, and you?Idle all day long, decadent at home.
With Li Shuang's outburst, the quarrel between the two became more and more intense, and the words they said began to become more and more unpleasant and hurtful.
They have lost their minds, and they are not willing to make concessions and changes for each other.
The next day, Li Shuang didn't go to work, she packed her things at home and prepared to leave here.
Since yesterday's quarrel, she didn't say a word to Zhang Peng, and she didn't even look at each other.
She ended their relationship like this, and Li Shuang took her luggage and walked out of the small apartment they rented.
walked out of the memories of him and Zhang Peng for more than ten years, she didn't cry, didn't say a word, just lowered her head and walked silently through the door.
There was no turning back, no step of stay, and no hesitation about her choice, she felt that she had completely lost her heart to Zhang Peng.
Zhang Peng looked at Li Shuang's departing back, he suddenly felt hungry and empty in his heart, and he looked at Li Shuang's back blankly.
In his heart, he also wanted to catch up with Li Shuang and hold her hand to keep her, but he felt that his legs seemed to be unconscious.
didn't listen to his own call at all, Zhang Peng just let Li Shuang disappear from his field of vision.
After a while, Zhang Peng met a colleague of Li Shuang on the street, she was a girl who had a good relationship with Li Shuang.
called Lin Ting, Lin Ting saw Zhang Peng, walked forward, greeted him, and the two exchanged pleasantries for a while.
Lin Ting told Zhang Peng that Li Shuang's performance in the company is very good now, and she is very popular with male colleagues in the unit, and she is very promising.
She also told Zhang Peng that in fact, Li Shuang's leader, Mr. Du, has always been interested in Li Shuang, and this matter is something that no one in the company does.
But Li Shuang has never accepted him, but because she is Li Shuang's direct leader, Li Shuang has no way to turn his face with him.
And she kept a certain distance from all men in the unit, Zhang Peng felt very guilty after hearing it, and he blamed Li Shuang wrongly.
Li Ting also said that Li Shuang has been very sad since she broke up with him, and it was several of their colleagues who accompanied her every day and comforted her.
Even so, Li Shuang is rarely happy, there are so many male colleagues who pursue her, Li Shuang does not accept anyone.
She is working all day long, hiding her feelings in her heart, Lin Ting knows that she still loves Zhang Peng very much.
After listening to what Li Ting said, Zhang Peng regretted what he said to her at the beginning, and he was very remorseful for what he had done.
Zhang Peng returned home, thought about it, thought about it, thought about it, and finally decided to go to Li Shuang and apologize to her face.
asked her to reunite, and he waited for her downstairs at Li Shuang's house to come home from work from noon.
When Zhang Peng was waiting downstairs at Li Shuang's house, he was uneasy, and he recalled what Li Ting said to him yesterday.
I felt that I was really sorry for Li Shuang before, and paced back and forth downstairs under him.
While repenting of his mistakes, he hoped that Li Shuang would forgive him.
Finally, Li Shuang came from the street in the distance, and Zhang Peng's heart beat faster, as if the whole world had stopped turning.
When Li Shuang saw Zhang Peng, his expression was a little indifferent, but there was a hint of imperceptible heartbeat in his eyes.
Hey,Zhang Peng scratched his head, trying to squeeze out a confident smile.
I know I was wrong, and I really shouldn't have misunderstood you like that. Li Shuang stopped, a trace of hesitation flashed in her eyes.
Zhang Peng, it seems that there are really too many misunderstandings and problems between us.
Don't, don't say that, I really love you, I didn't realize how stupid I was.
Li Shuang, I beg you to forgive me, let's start again, okay?Zhang Peng's voice was full of sincere remorse for her.
Li Shuang looked at Zhang Peng, and she couldn't let go of it for a long time. “Zhang Peng, love is not just a matter of two people.
Love also requires trust and understanding, and what happened between us made me feel that maybe we really came to an end.
A trace of despair flashed in Zhang Peng's eyes, and he felt the shadow of loss.
No, Shuang'er, I believe that we can understand and trust each other in the future, I promise you, I will change, I will mature.
We can face the future together. "Li Shuang took a deep breath, she stared at the sky in the distance, as if she was thinking.
Zhang Peng, I don't want to waste time for an uncertain future, I need someone who can understand me.
Someone who is willing to work with me to pursue my dreams. Zhang Peng was silent, and he felt helpless.
Perhaps, he really missed the opportunity to spend his life with Li Shuang, Li Shuang turned around and left, leaving a hesitant Zhang Peng.
He looked at her back, felt like he had completely lost his bearings, and returned home.
Zhang Peng sat alone on the sofa and fell into deep thought, perhaps all this was really caused by himself.
His indulgence and immaturity made love so fragile that he sighed deeply.
Make up your mind to make some changes for your future.
As the days passed, Zhang Peng began to work hard to adjust his life, and he no longer indulged in games, but began to look for work.
He re-planned his life goals, and his friends were also there to support him and help him find himself again.
At the same time, Li Shuang has shown excellent ability in her work, and her career is thriving.
Although she experienced ups and downs emotionally, she did not give up her expectations for the future.
She worked hard, gained experience, and became the best in her career, and time passed slowly.
The lives of the two gradually went on different tracks. However, the love story doesn't end there.
By chance, they met again: ".Hey, Li Shuang, long time no see. Zhang Peng showed a confident smile.
Li Shuang looked at him with a faint smile in his eyes: ".Well, it's been a long time, you look like you've changed a lot and matured a lot.
yes, I've learned a lot during this time, I know I missed a lot, but I also understood a lot.
Zhang Peng said frankly, Li Shuang smiled slightly, ".Maybe we've all grown up and found a direction that's more suitable for us.
Yes, maybe everyone needs to go through some twists and turns to see the life they want more clearly.
Li Shuang said lightly, she felt the change in Zhang Peng, which made her feel a little relieved.
Li Shuang, I know that the past has hurt you, and I'm really sorry.
I hope to be able to start over and give us a chance. Zhang Peng looked at Li Shuang sincerely, hoping to make up for his past mistakes.
Li Shuang was silent for a moment, and she looked into Zhang Peng's eyes, as if looking for the truth in his heart.
Eventually, she smiled slightly: ".Maybe we can give it a try, but we have to start all over again and rebuild trust and understanding.
Okay, I'll try. Zhang Peng's face was excited and grateful, and he knew that this was an opportunity to start over.
From that day on, Zhang Peng and Li Shuang slowly reconnected, and they learned to better understand and tolerate each other.
Zhang Peng has also become more mature, proving his changes with practical actions.
And Li Shuang is also willing to give this relationship a chance to redefine, and they face the ups and downs of life together.
Working together to pursue their dreams has built a more solid emotional foundation.
This time, they learned to cherish each other more, understand each other, and go through the ups and downs of life together.
There may still be twists and turns on the road of love, but they are willing to move forward hand in hand to create a better future together.
There seems to be a tacit understanding in the hearts of the two people, maybe this time, they will choose a more mature and rational way to start over.
Love, like life, needs to go through ups and downs in order to be more resilient.
They embark on a new journey, no longer trapped by the misunderstandings and contradictions of the past, but facing the future together.
Love, sometimes you need to get lost in order to find a more authentic self.