I'm a college girl with an unspeakable secret
His fiery breath rippled in my ears, my cheeks instantly crimson, and his clear gaze whispered to me, 'I like you.'""
In my junior year, I had a practical Xi opportunity and chose to work as a clerk in a local company.
When I first met my boss, he gave him a dazzling feeling. About forty years old, dressed in a neat suit, his deep eyes exude maturity and stability.
He was a little surprised when he saw me, and I quickly introduced myself as a new Xi, and he motioned for me to sit down.
During the meeting, I deliberately sat in the last row, but he cast his eyes on me from time to time.
He asked if the department manager had assigned me a position, and the manager was stunned for a moment and said that I had just arrived and had not yet been assigned. The boss nodded and said nothing more.
However, the department manager assigned me a position that day. Colleagues whispered that I must have a backstage, otherwise why would the boss ask about a Xi in a meeting.
I chose to pretend I didn't hear these words and let them go.
Over time, the department organized potlucks. I wanted to run away, but I ended up participating. I always feel embarrassed on this occasion because I don't know anything about the wine market.
I didn't expect my colleagues to toast me one after another. Do they really think I have a backstage? I can't shirk it, I just accept it.
I've never had so much drinking experience, I just remember the boss left later, said a few words to our department head, and then took me away.
All I remember was someone in the car holding me all the time, my face was hot, and it felt incredibly comfortable against his cool neck.
When I woke up, I found myself in a dormitory, and when I went to the company, my colleagues looked at me strangely, and I didn't know it.
A good colleague later told me that my boss took me away last night and asked me how my relationship was with my boss, and I was confused and didn't know how to answer. Some vague memories of last night came flooding back to me, and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to hide in.
In order to avoid misunderstanding, I deliberately avoided the boss. I was deliberately absent from the meeting, and my boss was in our office, so I hid outside.
One time as soon as I joined the company, my boss walked out. I was trying to hide, but my boss stopped me and asked why I was avoiding him. I had no choice but to tell the truth, saying that I didn't want my colleagues to misunderstand that I came in through the back door. The owner didn't say anything more and just let me go.
The boss disappeared in front of me for a while, but I always felt empty in my heart. His deep eyes always lingered in my mind, and I have to admit that I had developed a crush on him.
A few days later, the department manager suddenly told me that my boss wanted me to accompany him on a business trip. I was shocked, but at the same time full of anticipation because I was finally able to spend all day with him.
On the road, the boss kept asking me if I was tired while driving, and I secretly laughed in my heart: Isn't it you driving?
After arriving at the hotel, we booked two rooms. I helped him carry his luggage into the room, and he told me that there was a dinner in the evening and invited me to join him. I nodded helplessly, I had to face such an occasion again.
At the dinner, I was the only woman, not to mention how embarrassing it was. Everyone else toasted me, but the boss blocked it for me, but he drank a lot, which filled me with gratitude.
When it was over, I helped him back to the hotel. He was indeed a little drunk and lay in bed. I wiped his face, covered him with a quilt, and put a glass of water on the table.
Tell him to call me anytime if anything, and I left. However, I didn't expect him to sit up suddenly, grab me, and I didn't stand still and fell on the bed. His warm breath blew in my ears, and my face flushed instantly.
His confession was clear, and I had no intention of refusing. He whispered in my ear, "I like you." ”
I don't know how to deal with the next day, but at least I'm happy at the moment because he's the one in my heart.
It's an unspeakable secret in my heart that I can't share with anyone. I don't know what the future holds with him, but at least for now I don't regret it.