You may not know that Zang Tianshuo, the pioneer of Chinese rock music, once had a Mongolian lover, and she was Siqingerile. She was once known as "China's Janice Joplin", her singing voice is affectionate and wild, her ** style is changeable and distinctive, and her life experience is bumpy and extraordinary. However, her love life is a thrilling tragedy, she was deceived by Zang Tianshuo to become a "little three", and experienced a relationship hell of pregnancy, abortion, stalking, and liberation and rebirth.
Zang Tianshuo, may not be familiar with this name, but he must have heard his songs. He is one of the pioneers of Chinese rock music, and has composed classic songs such as "Nothing", "My God", "The Wind Blows the Wheat Waves", and is known as a "rock poet". He was deeply impressed by Siqingerile's talent, and took the initiative to invite her to join his band, "Zang Tianshuo and Cold-Blooded Animals", and began a career cooperation and relationship.
In the band, the relationship between Siqingerile and Zang Tianshuo gradually changed. Siqingerile's respect for Zang Tianshuo slowly turned into admiration for him, she felt that he was a talented, charismatic, and thoughtful man, and she was willing to give everything for him. Although Zang Tianshuo's attitude towards Siqingerile was imminent, the two eventually came together and began a secret relationship.
Just when Siqingerile thought she had found true love, she found out that she was pregnant, and the child was Zang Tianshuo's. This would have been a cause for joy, but it triggered a shocking reversal. Suddenly, Zang Tianshuo's attitude towards Siqingerile changed 180 degrees, not only was he unwilling to admit the child, but even brutally attacked and threatened Siqingerile to let her kill the child, otherwise her career and reputation would be ruined.
Under such a blow, Siqingerile fell into a depressed mood, she felt that she had no courage to live, and even thought about suicide. She didn't know if she should keep this child, she didn't know if she should leave this man. Eventually, after some struggle and thinking, she decided to kill her pregnant child, end her relationship with Zang Tianshuo, and start her life again.
This decision made Siqingerile pay a huge price, she lost her children and her lover, her heart was deeply traumatized, and her ** career was also seriously affected. She once told the story between her and Zang Tianshuo in "Women in the World" hosted by Yang Lan. "I was in an extramarital affair without knowing it," she said. When we met, everyone told me that he was single, and after a year of our relationship, he suddenly told me that his brother-sister lover was pregnant. I was devastated, I felt like I had been lied to, I felt like a sinner, I felt like a piece of trash.
However, just when Siqingerile decided to leave, Zang Tianshuo began to stalk her, he kept calling her **, texting, and even came to her door, saying some sweet words, promising to divorce his wife and start over with her. However, these are all his lies, he has no intention of divorce at all, he just wants to continue to play with Siqingerile and let her fall under his control forever.
In this way, the relationship between Siqingerile and Zang Tianshuo lasted for several years, until 2002, when Zang Tianshuo was sentenced to prison for drug use, ending their dysfunctional relationship. In 2004, Zang Tianshuo died of liver cancer, and Siqingerile was finally relieved and ended this painful relationship. She restarted her ** career and expressed her heart with her singing voice, her songs "I Love You China", "Prairie Love Song", "Paradise" and so on have been widely praised, and she has also become an influential rock queen.
Looking back at the experiences of Siqingerile and Zang Tianshuo, it is not difficult to find that their fates are completely different. Although Zang Tianshuo has a certain influence in the ** circle, his personality problems and criminal behavior have ruined his career and life, and he finally died, leaving behind an unbearable reputation. And Siqingerile is a girl who pursues her rock and roll dream, has experienced the peaks and troughs of her career, and finally won wide recognition and respect with her singing.