Fan Xiaoxuan, this name may not be unfamiliar in your memory. She used to be the sweet little witch, with red hair on her head, scarlet lips sparkling and rebellious, and a metallic outfit that flaunted punk.
However, time flies, time flies, and now Fan Xiaoxuan has completed a gorgeous transformation, from an innocent and cute little witch to a rock girl.
This transformation is not only a change in the external image, but also a revolution in the depths of the heart. Let's walk into Fan Xiaoxuan's ** world and feel her gorgeous transformation from a little witch to a rock girl.
At the age of 30, Fan Xiaoxuan appeared in Shanghai and appeared at the recording site of the SMG charity program "Lightning Star Touched", although she was still holding the flute of the year, she sang a new rock song "Breakthrough".
Behind her stood her newly formed"100% band", the members are a group of young hairy lads. Are these all signs of her maturity?Sitting in front of reporters with the band members, Fan Xiaoxuan smiled calmly, her eyes were both indifferent and a hint of provocation, and the new tattoo on her arm was"100% band"of the logo.
Rock and roll is Fan Xiaoxuan's new profession to awaken herself. She admits that the previous style of "Health Song" confuses her, because it is just the result of the record company's deliberate packaging, and it is not what she really thinks.
She had felt lost and didn't know what direction she should be heading, and these questions had left her feeling devastated. She wanted to get rid of the label of "little witch", but she couldn't, which caused her to fall into depression.
She recalled: "At that time, I felt the hypocrisy, scheming and right and wrong of different people, and my heart was full of grievances: why did the world become like this?”
Fan Xiaoxuan began to have insomnia, avoiding all crowds, the picture of the demon kept appearing in her mind, her heart was full of thoughts of wanting to die but couldn't die, and even made many masochistic behaviors. One of the most terrifying was when in a hotel room on more than 20 floors when she suddenly started running for no reason.
tried to break through the window and jump down, but fortunately, her boyfriend at the time, Zhou Junwei, grabbed her ...... in timeFortunately, Fan Xiaoxuan communicated with the psychiatrist in time and accepted **, and her condition improved. "There are many ways to fight depression, but the most important thing is not to give up on yourself," she says. ”
In the field of rock and roll, Fan Xiaoxuan finally found her true essence. She has managed to overcome her depression, saying: "I haven't been able to find a ** that can release my energy before, but now I have found it in rock **." Maybe the rock factor has always been in my blood. ”
Now that she has, she has a 100% band, she no longer feels lonely and scared on the road to rock: "Although I have been in the ** industry for a long time, I am always nervous before every time I go on stage, and I am very scared when I perform, hoping to end it as soon as possible." But now, with the band, I'm not scared anymore when I'm on stage. ”
Maybe it's a change of mentality, she no longer rejects her former masterpiece "The Little Witch": "In fact, I will naturally change my style at every stage, it's not that I don't want to sing the previous songs, but I can't sing the original version anymore, because I'm no longer old enough."
Actually, I've performed many times with a 100% band in rock versions of my previous songs, such as "Oxygen", "I Want Us to Be Together", etc. Yes, if you have to sing the previous song, it's the rock version. ”
Is rock 'n' roll really her positioning?Fan Xiaoxuan still maintained an indifferent attitude, but her words were extremely resolute: "In fact, positioning is not very important. I've always been a casual, low-key person, and I like to experiment with all sorts of different things. If I had to define myself, I'm a very diverse artist. ”
At that time, Fan Xiaoxuan had a boyfriend who had been in love for four years, film and television star Zhou Junwei, who was very handsome and had been by her side during her most difficult period of depression. Later, the two announced their breakup. It is said that because of the incompatibility of the personality, one is impatient and the other is gentle.
At the age of thirty, Fan Xiaoxuan's current boyfriend Alen appeared in her band. Alen appeared in front of reporters with Fan Xiaoxuan, a thick beard, a strange top hat, colorful pants, a guitar covered with various stickers, and many tattoos on his body.
He looks hippie and offbeat. According to reports, Alen used to be a band"Chicken thigh rice"The lead singer, who later met Fan Xiaoxuan at a performance in Hong Kong and signed with her company, was photographed many times when the two appeared together, and now they have formed their own band, always sticking together.
In Xiao S's "Kangxi is Coming" program, Fan Xiaoxuan and Alen wore the same bright silver pants and red Converse cloth shoes, looking like a couple's outfit. The host Cai Kangyong knew that she didn't like to talk about emotional topics, so he asked her around the bend: "Your relationship with the members of the group is so good, is it good enough to kiss?"”
Fan Xiaoxuan thought for a long time, and the atmosphere of the scene almost froze, and finally she said: "I don't want to lie, so I keep silent." This sentence is equivalent to admitting the love affair with Alen.
Alen and Zhou Junwei's styles are completely different, is it Fan Xiaoxuan's new choice for love?In some TV shows, Fan Xiaoxuan has repeatedly announced that she will not get married. In the new **, the two repeatedly mentioned the concept of "individual", and some people speculated that this was Fan Xiaoxuan's declaration of not getting married.
In this regard, Fan Xiaoxuan avoided this question: "In fact, everyone thinks too much, 'individual' has nothing to do with marriage, people are originally individuals. Fan Xiaoxuan explained that she didn't want people to ignore her band focus on her private life.
At that time, Fan Xiaoxuan positioned her as the company"Little Witch"Confused, she struggled to find a way to break through. She switched from the apprentice of Fumao Records Li Yaming to the little-known Lin Weizhe ** Club, and every time she changed jobs, she was like a butterfly breaking out of her cocoon.
At the age of 30, Fan Xiaoxuan founded an independent ** brand by herself"Grazing fish"company, her mother also participated in the investment, a total of several million Taiwan dollars invested in the issuance of **:"This time I have a joint venture with my mother, and I am the boss. "The reporter found that during the trip to Shanghai, Fan Xuan Xiaoxuan's mother had been by her side. She wore the same hairstyle as Fan Xiaoxuan, and wore a black outfit, looking very elegant.
Whether Fan Xiaoxuan was rehearsing on stage or being interviewed in the guest room, she helped her daughter keep her beloved silver flute, carried a heavy backpack, and was responsible for communicating with the program team. Mother is like Fan Xiaoxuan's patron saint, helping her deal with some trivial things.
When talking about the topic of the difficulty of operating record companies today, Fan Xiaoxuan is resolute:"I've put all my savings into it, and if I don't sell 30,000 copies, I won't be able to recoup my money. If it fails, I won't continue. "
She unabashedly expressed her hope that this new **, which she and her mother jointly invested, could sell well, because the sales of ** are also related to one of her biggest wishes for a long time. Fan Xiaoxuan revealed that she grew up in a single-parent family, her father ran away from home when she was 2 years old, and her mother raised her single-handedly.
And her mother was a bar singer back then, good at singing Western love songs:"All along, my wish is to help my mother make a ** and realize her ** dream. I'm running it with my mom now'Grazing fish'I hope that this brand will become more and more successful and help me realize my dream of being a mother. "