He suddenly realized that the man who had been tolerant of him was dead.
He frantically dissected the wild dogs, trying to piece together my body.
His eyes were bloodshot and he muttered to himself"Gillian, I regret it, I regret it.
What the hell are you hinting at?"Xie Lan kicked open the door, holding only a half-burned portrait in his hand.
Do you think I'm going to be interested in you as long as you burn these things?"
He was furious like a beast in an invading territory, his clenched fists as if they were ready to smash me at any moment.
My face is pale, Do you like the sister-in-law in the painting?This behavior ignores morality!He grabbed me by the neck and looked like he was going to devour me.
I barely squeezed out a smile and said, "My lord, if my sister-in-law knew your mind, how would she feel?"The green tendons on Xie Lan's forehead bulged, and his eyes were full of entanglement and pain.
My lord, if I don't die, sooner or later I will tell my sister-in-law about it.
His hands tightened, and my brain began to run out of oxygen.
However, what I didn't expect was that Xie Lan controlled his emotions and let go of my neck.
He strengthened his guards and imprisoned me in the courtyard.
I touched my choked neck and sighed.
It's a pity that if he can be strangled to death by Xie Lan, the follow-up plot may be smoother.
I opened the system page, and the plot line was mostly completed.
After tonight's plot points, you should be able to complete all the plot points that need to be carried out.
I really want to go home, it's been seven years since I came into this world.
In the original world, I had cancer and was on the verge of death, and the system was bound to me, telling me that as long as I succeeded in attacking Xie Lan, I would be able to be resurrected in the original world.
As a villain, Xie Lan naturally had a tragic childhood.
In the book, Xie Lan's brother was killed on the battlefield when he was ten years old, and he and his sister-in-law were exiled to the frontier, experiencing many hardships, and during those years of mutual support, he gradually developed feelings for his sister-in-law, but unfortunately his sister-in-law did not like him.
So Xie Lan, as a villain who has become the emperor, imprisoned his sister-in-law and did many deviant things, causing the people to live a difficult life.
And my task is to attack Xie Lan and make him let go of his obsession with his sister-in-law and stop doing those immoral behaviors.
When I first arrived in this world, it happened to be the night of the original protagonist and Xie Lan's cave room.
Xie Lan stood in front of me, his indifferent eyes looking particularly charming against the red background.
He's very handsome.
I couldn't help but move.
In the original world, I had never been in love due to illness, and the moment I met Xie Lan, I understood that the heart depicted in the original book was so beautiful.
I began to awkwardly please him, helping him clean his study, wiping his sword for him, and his fingers were cut by the blade.
However, Xie Lan pressed the cold blade against my neck.
Who allowed you to go into the study?His face was full of murderous anger, Don't touch my sword, you don't deserve it.
I was full of grievances and sadness, and when I was about to speak, Cui Ningmian appeared.
She coughed and said, "Ah Lan, what are you messing around?"Jiaojiao is just kind enough to help you wipe the sword.
She blocked Xie Lan's sword, If you want to punish, punish me first, I let Jiaojiao into the study.
How dare Xie Lan make a move on Cui Ningmian, he lowered his head with red eyes and threw the sword that he didn't let me touch on the ground.
Seeing the red marks on Cui Ningmian's neck pressed by the sword, he bit his lip angrily.
That night, I saw the sword broken in two, lying alone in the fire.
Seeing this scene, I couldn't help but feel a sour feeling.
Obviously in the morning, Xie Lan was still angry because I touched his sword.
Now just because this sword accidentally injured Cui Ningmian, he no longer cherishes it.
The pain in the fingertips penetrated the nerves and traveled deep inside.
I comforted myself and said it didn't matter, Xie Lan was too guarded and didn't believe that I was normal.
He is a military general, and he is going to defend the frontier.
He refused my request to follow him: "The march is not child's play, you don't know how to ride a horse, how can you follow?".However, Cui Ningmian still wanted to go, so he hurried to find the best craftsman in the city to make the carriage, lest she would not be affected by the slightest bump.
I asked Xie Lan why, and he only frowned, "How can you compare it to her?"This sentence made my heart cry sadly, "But, I am obviously your wife." ”
My parents taught me by example that husbands and wives should work together and take care of each other.
The system comforted me that Xie Lan was just sick, and he didn't understand love, so I didn't want to be sad.
Then, I went anyway.
I pretended to be a small soldier, mixed in the team, and walked towards the Northern Wilderness step by step, and the three-inch golden lotus also became scarred.
A woman's identity is always difficult to hide.
Eventually, I was discovered, and Xie Lan asked me to go back the way I came.
I said, "I'm not going back, I'd rather die." ”
His face was hidden in the half-light and half-dark candle flames, and his red lips had a hint of evil, "Okay, you can follow if you want, but if you dare to ride a horse or a car, go back." ”
I asked him, "If I did, would you admit that I was your wife?"Xie Lan raised his head and glanced at me, a muffled laugh came out of his throat, "Look at your performance." ”
This road is really difficult, from Luoyang to the Northern Wilderness, no one dares to help me under Xie Lan's obstruction.
Although someone secretly helped me a few times, Xie Lan was always able to catch it.
Cui Ningmian was also closely monitored.
I had never suffered so much and soon became ill with a high fever and dizziness in pain.
I held Xie Lan's hand and shouted all night.
I don't know exactly what happened that night, but I remember that after waking up, Xie Lan's attitude towards me was much better.
He asked me to ride with him.
Everyone in the army knows that General Xie is the wife who loves him.
When I arrived in the Northern Desert, Xie Lan planted a cherry tree for me.
At that time, I knew that on the night of the fever, I pulled Xie Lan's sleeve and shouted cherry frying all night.
It was a rare time of warmth.
However, because of this cherry tree, I was imprisoned in a dungeon by him.
You are indeed a spy sent by the emperor!"Everything you do is to confuse me, gain my trust and then kill me. ”
Xie Lan's eyes were red, like a wild beast that had lost his mind, and he whipped me with a whip, and even added salt water.
I didn't understand what was going on, and Xie Lan didn't listen to me at all.
He firmly believed that my fever was nothing more than a ploy to gain his trust.
The pain was so severe that I lost consciousness.
When I woke up, I had been sent back to my room.
Later, I learned that the planting of cherry trees meant that I had completely won Xie Lan's trust.
The Emperor can then convey the message through me as a dowry-attendant.
With the news delivered, the emperor and the nomads of the Northern Desert united to surround Xie Lan.
As a result of the betrayal, his rear was in trouble, and his only uncle was also killed in that battle, and his personal guards were also ** miserable.
The people in the army originally wanted to kill me, but Xie Lan didn't allow it, he wanted me to live.
The relationship between me and Xie Lan deteriorated to freezing point that year.
I was trapped in the depths of the yard and couldn't get out of a single step.
It was a very torturous punishment.
If it weren't for the system, I'm afraid I would have gone crazy in the first year.
Xie Lan never showed pity to me, vented his dissatisfaction at will, and teased me like a lowly skinny horse.
My flesh was bruised and purple by his torture, and often the last wound was not healed, and the new wound increased.
The servants in the palace looked ashamed when they saw my wounds.
Except for Cui Ningmian, she heard gossip, and despite her weak body, she still supported her sick body to see me, and saw the bruises left on my wrists by the rope strangulation marks.
This is Xie Lan's doing, right?It's too much. ”
That day, she took me back to her courtyard to teach the servants who did not know the rules.
She waited for Xie Lan to come back, made him kneel in front of the ancestral tablet, and asked me to whip him with a ring ruler.
Don't be afraid, with me supporting you, smoke him, our Xie family doesn't bully women no matter what. ”
That day, I pumped as hard as I could, again and again, tears blurring my vision.
Before the crossing, I was a girl who was pampered by my parents and had never been wronged, but when I got here, I was always bullied.
Xie Lan's back was dripping with blood, but he gritted his teeth but didn't say a word.
In the end, even the ring ruler was broken, and he refused to say a soft word.
Xie Lan also seemed to realize his mistake and was a little gentler with me.
I thought it was a bittersweet end, but I didn't expect it to be just the beginning of another abyss.
The Northern Desert invaded, and Xie Lan disappeared on the battlefield.
Everyone said he had passed away.
With no leader in the rear, I, as the general's wife, had to stand up.
Although Xie Lan and the imperial court have not yet turned their faces on the surface, I can still command the guards in the city.
While I sent someone to find Xie Lan, I mobilized the guards in the city.
During my year in the Northern Desert, I also learned some art of war.
I know that until the outcome of the battle is decided, it is the most unwise choice to fight in a chaotic position.
But on the third day, Cui Ningmian also disappeared.
The strangeness of all this seems to indicate something.
I was full of uneasiness, but I tried my best to comfort myself.
Xie Lan is a villain, it is impossible to die so quickly, he will definitely come back.
And Cui Ningmian may have been taken away by Xie Lan ......When I think of this, I don't dare to think about it anymore.
However, the system uncharacteristically advised me to leave.
I refused. system, have you ever considered what will happen to the people in the city if I run away now?The mechanical voice of the system was puzzled, "Host, the people in the city are just NPCs. ”
I looked down at the bustling morning market downstairs and said, "No, they're real people." ”
They are all people who are trying to survive in troubled times, and I can't turn my back on them in times of danger.
I don't know when, some news came from the city, saying that I was a spy of the imperial court, and it was because of my transmission of the news that Xie Lan disappeared on the battlefield.
And Cui Ningmian's disappearance was because of my jealousy.
I tried to suppress the news, but it only scared the people in the city.
No matter how hard I tried, the news was still spreading.
It has even evolved into reality.
The people threw leaves at me and cursed me as a traitor.
The guards did not obey me.
On the night of the sixth day, the city was breached.
The iron cavalry of the Northern Desert entered Guanzhong.
On the night after my crossing, my hope was taken as a gift of surrender by the guards of the city.
You are General Xie's wife, and you are more beautiful than a orchid. ”
The cold whip of the Northern Desert King slid across my cheek and rested on my neck.
My clothes were split by the blade.
Hang her on the city tower, didn't they say that Xie Lan was affectionate?I don't believe that Xie Lan can't hide from this soft dodge. ”
The eyes of the Northern Desert King were filled with a thick malice, which I had never seen before.
I tried to keep myself calm, "Lord Wang, even if you kill me, Xie Lan won't come out." ”
I am the cousin of the emperor of the dynasty, the Gumin county lord of Dayan, and I was hung on the city wall, are you planning to form a blood feud with Dayan?"The King of the Northern Desert hesitated, he didn't really want to form a grudge with Dayan, he just wanted to kill Xie Lan.
At this moment, there was the sound of fire and weapons colliding outside.
Later, Xie Lan personally beheaded the king of the Northern Desert and declared war on the imperial court that night.
I stood in the steep cold wind, wearing thin underwear.
Everyone saw the embarrassment of my clothes.
They all said that I was defiled by the King of the Northern Desert.
I originally wanted to get close to Xie Lan, but when my eyes fell on Cui Ningmian beside Xie Lan, I stopped in place.
Xie Lan rode on the tall horse and didn't say a word, and the complicated look in his eyes made me feel chilled.
At this time, I realized that except for me, Xie Lan had quietly transferred everyone.
These are Xie Lan's plans.
On the night of the city's breakdown, all the people were the soldiers who played the role.
Xie Lan witnessed everything I had been insulted by the Northern Desert King in the dark.
He looked at me like a fool and worried about whether he would be injured on the battlefield.
He never really believed me.
In the days that followed, I was silent a lot, and I no longer took the initiative to do those hard and trivial things.
However, Xie Lan became a little Xi to the days without me, and often came to my yard to talk to me.
He asked me, "Jiaojiao, why do you like me?"I bowed my head and pondered for a long time, and then replied softly: "The general is gentle, and my heart yearns deeply." ”
It's not a lie, long before I crossed over, I felt pity for the character of Xie Lan, felt the suffering he went through, and felt the love he longed for but couldn't get.
Soon after, flooding occurred in Gangnam Province.
Xie Lan had to temporarily stop his assault on the imperial court and instead deal with the flood disaster.
He personally went to the scene to supervise, and Cui Ningmian also took me with him out of worry.
A gentle drizzle hit everyone's heart.
Cui Ningmian and I were standing in the greenhouse to distribute porridge and food to the victims, when the river suddenly rose, the soaked soil on the riverbank loosened, and a child accidentally slipped his feet and looked like he was about to be swallowed by the river.
I grabbed his hand, and Cui Ningmian realized it before he reacted.
Because the river bank was too soft, Cui Ningmian and I were washed away by the water.
She couldn't swim and fluttered wildly, and I tried to suppress my survival instincts, letting the river flood my mouth and nose.
Soon after, several dark shadows jumped into the water and swam towards us.
To be precise, it is swimming towards Cui Ningmian.
The system's voice began to muffle, "Host, please hold on a little longer......Then, the rushing river quickly separated me from Cui Ningmian.
At the last moment when my consciousness was about to disappear, I heard Xie Lan's voice giving a command.
He said, "Save my sister-in-law first!.""Without the slightest hesitation.
When I opened my eyes again, I saw the King of the Northern Desert.
He hung me on the pan, and the fire was blazing, and the undried water stains dripped from the corners of my clothes into the pan.
The painful burning sensation made me cry constantly.
Xie Lan, you hateful and vicious man, you killed 30,000 soldiers in my Northern Desert.
If you don't retire, I will make your wife into soup to pay tribute to the souls of my Northern Desert!Xie Lan was holding a bow, and his body was also wet.
In that case, then you should also give me a bowl.
He lazily raised his eyelids, and the arrow in his hand was aimed at me, "Chu Youshu, you can choose to die with my husband, or I will personally send you on the road so that you will suffer less." ”
I opened my eyes, moistened by the smoke, my body stiffened, and it was the closest I came to death.
I felt the hot steam on the soles of my feet.
Xie Lan showed extreme ruthlessness at this moment, and my heart was completely cold.
The Northern Desert King obviously didn't expect it, and he was stunned for a moment.
The dense feathers of arrows shot him into a hedgehog.
The sound of the bow drawn by the archers who had been ambushed in advance startled the birds in the bamboo forest.
General, be careful!I saw a cold light in my peripheral vision, and turned to stand in front of Xie Lan.
The sword thrown by the King of the Northern Desert pierced through my flesh.
At the last moment when my consciousness disappeared, I saw Xie Lan's surprised expression.
This time, he's definitely going to have more affection for me.
The thought crossed my mind.
Later, the system told me that after I fainted, Xie Lan's hand holding me was shaking.
When I opened my eyes again, I felt a dull pain in my stomach and a strong swelling pain all over my body.
His face looked haggard, and when he saw me wake up, he felt a little more guilty.
Gillian, I didn't expect you to be pregnant, I ......He explained for the first time.
He said, "Sleep ......."My sister-in-law is not in good health, and my eldest brother died on the battlefield again, if my sister-in-law has an accident, I am sorry for my eldest brother, and I will also disappoint those soldiers. ”
The King of the Northern Desert is a sinister and cunning person, and if I had shown sympathy for you just now, he would definitely ......I can only live by acting like I don't care about you.
Xie Lan didn't know how to explain it clearly.
General, I'm fine, I understand.
I obediently looked up and rubbed my head against his palm.
The well-behaved and obedient appearance made Xie Lan fall silent, and the guilt in his eyes was a little more.
The child will have it in the future.
There was a hint of hoarseness in his faint and hoarse voice, "I will protect you well in the future, and such a thing will not happen again." ”
I nodded in agreement and subconsciously stroked my lower abdomen.
The false pregnancy embryos exchanged by the system feel very real, and the symptoms of miscarriage are not at all less.
Watching my favorability rise rapidly, my smile became more real.
Xie Lan thought I was smiling reluctantly so as not to make him sad.
On this day, the favorability increased more than I had in previous years combined.
After the flood disaster, I exchanged some methods from the system to Xie Lan to deal with the disaster.
Once again, the opinion has been increased.
For the rest of the year, I couldn't move because I had just had a miscarriage, so I stayed in Gangnam-do.
I was idle and bored, and under the pseudonym Chaoyun, I opened a Salesian home for orphans in Gangnam Province.
With Xie Lan's acquiescence, the Salesian House was set up everywhere in his domain.
It was a rare sweet time for me and him.
Xie Lan would accompany me to teach the children at the Salesian Institute, listen to me, and comb my hair and eyebrows.
Until he found out about the secret letter I passed on.
All good things are destroyed in an instant.
Xie Lan trembled and pressed the sword against my neck, and the green tendons on his forehead bulged.
He clutched the envelope in his other hand.
Why are you doing this?The candle flame flickered, and I sat down in my chair and continued to sew needlework, the shadow of my hand flickering on the window.
Soon after, I had my last stitch and snapped the thread.
With a smile on my face, I said gently"General, who do you think you're going to kill?"His body froze.
You're going to kill my uncle.
He is now my only relative. ”
In the faint light and shadow, the sword was thrown to the ground.
She was originally the emperor's niece and was favored by the emperor since she was a child.
When she married Xie Lan, she wore red makeup.
This is also the reason why Xie Lan has always been wary of her being unfavored.
Xie Lan was full of anger and had nowhere to vent, so he sealed my courtyard again, not allowing anyone to visit.
The system asked me why I wrote to put myself in danger, and the last thing Xie Lan could tolerate was betrayal.
My eyes trembled slightly"System, sure enough, you're a machine, and you don't understand how complex human emotions are. ”
In the past, I always blindly followed Xie Lan, and such easy things were destined not to be cherished.
Moreover, what the original body wanted most was to protect her relatives, but she ended up using her body.
I have to do something to reciprocate.
Don't worry, Xie Lan won't kill me. ”
From that day on, Xie Lan's attitude towards me plummeted, as if he had returned to his original state.
He never spoke to me, and occasionally asked Cui Ningmian to accompany me.
Through Cui Ningmian, I can get information from the outside world.
Later, Xie Lan captured the whole of Jiangnan, and the emperor was not divided into five horses as in the original plot, and the emperor and the entire imperial family were put under house arrest.
And my relationship with Xie Lan is like a broken bronze mirror that can never be repaired.
The rift has always been there.