Click, click.
"Look here, look here, laugh...Keep your head down, lower your head a little bit, right...That's it" "Okay, next set".Her daily life is all about the click of the cameraPose accordingly as requested by the photographer, under the camera, she showed "infinite infinite confidence" and was able to become the focus of the audience in an instant.
But she was also ridiculed by everyone because of her figure, and was subjected to verbal violence, which once made her suffer from depression, and the ridicule of the people around her once made her"Star Dream".Broken, but she did not give up hope for life, and now she ismade money by relying on the figure that had been pointed at.
*The woman above was born in 1995"Gong Zhen"., my hometown has recently become popular all over the InternetZibo, Shandong, and her current job is to earn money by relying on her figure.
Plus size model in Guangzhou's garment industry.
In fact, Gong Zhen's family conditions are not bad, her father is a contractor, and her mother is a full-time housewife, Gong Zhen, as the eldest child in the family, has been extremely favored by her brother and parents since she was a child, and her enlightened parents have a great influence on her, and she has developed an independent character since she was a childParents never forcibly indoctrinate her with thoughts
Maybe it's the support of her family that can make her survive the most rare stage of depression.
Gong Zhen, like many girls, has a dream of stardom, and she has been very envious of the stars who have been active on the screen since she was a child, with beautiful makeup, beautiful clothes, and a smile that blooms with charm, these things are very attractive to her, but she suffered from it when she was in adolescenceTaunts from classmates
When other girls have acne on their facesGong Zhen has to suffer from body anxiety, the male classmates in the class often take advantage of it"Fat".came to give her a nickname to mock her, and over time, her classmates no longer called her by her name, and they all used nicknames instead.
If you are annoyed, you will be isolated by your classmates"Can't afford to play"., so Gong Zhen can only reluctantly accept this very personal attack nickname, in her impression, she is very impressed by a boy, not because she likes it, but because of this boy's leadership for the whole three years of junior high school, she has become the object of ridicule from her classmates.
He belongs"Naughty and mischievous".The professional household sat in the last row of the class, according to Gong Zhen's description:
"Whenever he wasn't in the main class, he would take out a paper ball and throw me from behind, and if I couldn't run in physical education class, he would pull a few of his classmates and laugh at me."
"But I was afraid of being isolated by my classmates, so I could only force a smile to respond."Could it be that this treatment is really because Gong Zhen did something wrong?Everyone's physique is not the same, some people just don't get fat no matter how they eat, but some people will grow meat even if they drink salivaBut because you are fat, you will be discriminated against and ridiculedGong Zhen made up her mind to start dressing up, always paying attention to her clothes and learning to put on makeup, but because she was bullied during school, she was not interested in learning at all, and finally chose to go to a junior college.
But for Gong Zhen, who has a good family condition, she doesn'tIt is too necessary to have academic qualifications to prove yourselfWhen she just graduated from junior college, she had the idea of starting a business, and her brother who loved her immediately provided it to him after learning about it100,000 yuan of entrepreneurial fundsHer father also praised her for her courage and told her to "go forward and not be afraid of failure".
The enthusiasm of the new graduates is usually exchanged for the cruelty of society, and the snack bar near the university town was declared bankrupt in less than two yearsAlthough the business failed, the "money" was wasted, but it also allowed Gong Zhen to learn a lot of things that can't be learned in books.
After the failure of the business, Gong Zhen decided to find a job first to accumulate experience, and soon went to work in a friend's company through the introduction of her brother, starting from the simplest clerk and then transferringCashier, but I didn't expect that bullying that I thought would only occur in school was actually in the workplace.
Gong Zhen was ostracized by her colleagues, on the day of the company's general manager's birthday, Gong Zhen's superiors asked her to buy cakes, at first she said that she would share the cost equally after buying it back, but she didn't expect that after coming back, the superiors said that you are the cashier, the money is all here, just go for reimbursement, and it is not easy for everyone to make money.
At that time, Gong Zhen didn't understand anything, but she was just a novice in the workplace, and she was really stupid to go to the reimbursement bill, and after this matter reached the ears of the general manager, she immediately found the chairman and said"Gong Zhen abused his power to give gifts with the company's money".
At this time, Gong Zhen couldn't argue and jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it away, and the colleagues who should be with him before didn't dare to stand up and say a word for her at a critical moment due to the pressure of their superiors, which made Gong Zhen feel greatly wronged, even if her brother was ready to take her to the chairman friend to explain the situation, she was also refused.
She thinks she has done nothing wrong, why should she explain the matter.
After this incident, Gong Zhen felt that her straightforward personality might not be suitable for today's workplace at all, in a word"When someone sells it, he stupidly counts the money for the other party."
For a long time after that, Gong Zhen was depressed, became overeating, hormonal disorders in her body, went to the hospital for examination, and needed thyroid hemirectomy surgery, and she would be woken up in pain every day in her sleep for a week, and the physical pain made her particularly irritable during the hospitalization.
The mother who took care of her would often go home and secretly wipe her tears, because she didn't want to see her daughter become like this, and her parents never asked Gong Zhen for anythingI just hope she can be happy and happy
When she was discharged from the hospital and saw her mother who was listless at home, she knew that it was because she was tired when she was taking care of herself in the hospital, and she hugged her mother and cried with a sore nose in an instant.
She blamed herself very much for not controlling her emotions and hurting the person who loved her the most with the knife of words.
In the days that followed, Gong Zhen became a lot more cheerful, but she didn't choose to enter the workplace again, and she was ready to adjust her mentality firstOne day in 2020A sudden incident shattered her otherwise peaceful life.
On this day, she bought a dress on the Internet, and after wearing it, Meimei took a photo and sent it to a circle of friends, Gong Zhen's friend saw it and said, "She also has one and asked Gong Zhen how much she spent to buy it", and the two of them combined Gong Zhen found that it was expensive, so he asked for it angrilyFind a merchant to explain
The merchant also expressed his apologies for this, and the store manager immediately added Gong Zhen's WeChat to prepare to return the extra money, but he didn't expect that when the store manager saw the ** photo of Gong Zhen wearing his own clothes in the circle of friends, he felt that this woman was too suitable for the model that the store had been looking for.
So the store manager asked Gong Zhen if she was willing to be the exclusive ** model of their store, and in the days that followed, Gong Zhen also had a job, and whenever the store was on **First sent from Guangzhou to Zibo, where Gong Zhen is located, and then she is responsible for patting and sending it to the store.
But after all, the resolution of the ** shot with a mobile phone is still too far from that of professional equipment, so the store invited me to Guangzhou, and they were responsible for finding a team Gong Zhen to be a model, and Gong Zhen immediately agreed.
But I didn't expect that when he told his family, he was rejected by the family for the first time in his life, and even her father, who doted on her the most on weekdays, solemnly denied her idea, and the family thought that it was inconvenient for a girl to go out so far away from Guangzhou, and"Plus size model".It sounds a little dusty.
This time Gong Zhen didn't listen to her parents, she had already booked a ticket without authorization, she found a small direction in her life, and finally relied on her brother's lobbying to make her father reluctantly agree.
Before leaving, the family told me thousands of times, I am afraid that Gong Zhen is going out for something, askingSend your company's address and your home address to your family, and keep in touch with your family every day.
Although Gong Zhen decided to go alone, in fact, she was also scared in her heart, after all, it was the first time she went out alone or a girl, and she promised her family that if she felt inappropriate, she would return immediately.
It wasn't until she arrived in Guangzhou that she really saw the so-called "models", not all of them exuding dazzling light on the Victoria's Secret stage, in dilapidated hutsThere was only one backdrop and a bunch of shooting equipmentIn this way, the model put on the store clothes and posed for all kinds of poses according to the photographer's requirements.
And what Gong Zhen has to do is use her own"Plus size body".Show the beauty of plus-size clothing to online shopping customers, with the improvement of people's quality of life, more and more girls will be a little plump and therefore difficult to buy clothes, especially because of pregnancy and obesity pregnant women, and at this time there is a need for some plus-size clothing so that these girls can also be beautiful.
When she first arrived in Guangzhou, the store manager did not ask Gong Zhen to take pictures immediately, but first took her around the major clothing cities to see how other people's models showed their clothes and how to put on a suitable shape to make ** look better.
Gradually, Gong Zhen discovered that her figure was not all drawbacksIn the eyes of others, an obese figure can also earn money
But this job is not easy, in 2021, Gong Zhen took more than 30 sets of clothes for five hours in a row when shooting clothing posters for a storeIn five or six minutes, you need to change your outfit and continue to poseAnd in order to speed up the efficiency, the store has strict requirements for the time to change clothes, which is basically about one minute.
But the shoes provided by the store this time were very ill-fitting, and Gong Zhen could only cooperate with the photoEndure the pain and put on shoes that don't fit properlyContinue to take pictures, after a few hours, the blood on the feet has already been ground out, but there can still be no change in the expression, keep smiling to make ** look better.
Wearing high heels for a long time made Gong Zhen's feet more swollen and even deformed, and sometimes it was necessary to take pictures in the clothing city, and the crowd was blessed by the hot weather in GuangzhouThe bustling crowd in the mall makes the air conditioner a "furnishing"., the clothes were soaked with sweat after a shooting.
Because Gong Zhen had no previous shooting experience, she always showed unnaturalness when facing the camera at first, so she was also criticized by many photographers, in addition to taking pictures"Live streaming".This kind of live broadcast does not need to think of scripts to promote the goods with goods, in fact, it is more like online sales, and you need to answer all questions about the size and details of the clothes.
So when she is not taking pictures, memorizing words has become Gong Zhen's daily routine, and sometimes she has to memorize more than a dozen clothes a day, and she has to find a way to change her words so that she can attract customers who live broadcast.
Often a live broadcast lasts for several hours, and the non-stop talking makes Gong Zhen's mouth dry, and she may not even be able to speak the next dayThere will always be a place for the "golden voice" on the dormitory table
It can be said that after engaging in this job, Gong Zhen completely lost her rest time, and in her spare time, she was looking for other models to learn from experience, and even took pictures of herself more than photographers to promote herself, learning more styles so that she could control all kinds of clothing.
One after allIt is impossible for a model to be "hanged" in a storeIn order to have a broader space for development, Gong Zhen will also take the initiative to find store cooperation, and keep up with the most popular styles at the moment, make timely changes to adapt to the trend of the times, and through unremitting efforts, Gong Zhen's income has been able to reachThe daily income is around 3,000 yuan
But this line is not all "good people", most of the merchants will come to Gong Zhen for the best sense of beauty, but some are for the "advantage", and after accepting the invitation, they took a few photos of the United States"Let's take a look".As a result, there was no news in the follow-up, and it was completely relying on "white prostitutes" to find models for their store clothes.
At first, Gong Zhen thought that the ** that was filmed did not meet the requirements of the merchant, until she saw that the store had its own test shot**I realized that I had been released from the pigeon, these are generally small shops, and if they don't have extra money to hire models, they will issue announcements to deceive models in the name of test shooting.
This kind of situation is not uncommon, but the models usually don't waste time to care, just don't take the appointment next time, in addition to encountering "white prostitution merchants", she will also encounter refusal merchants, feeling that her figure is embarrassed to be a model, such words reminded her of the time when she was bullied.
Gong Zhen's heart was also shaken, not sure if she was still suitable for this business, after all, such a figure is too limited, and don't think that plus-size models can indulge in "eating and eating" without worrying about the figure, they just need to ** but still need to exercise to maintain the beauty of the figure.
To put it bluntlyWhere there should be meat, where there should be meat, where there should be lean, be lean, and a figure like Gong Zhen is undoubtedly not suitable for clothes with pants suits, which will undoubtedly highlight their own shortcomings, in comparisonDressesIt looks good when you wear it.
Today, Gong Zhen has beenStayed in Guangzhou for three years, Although she is very busy with work every day, she wants to copywrite and shoot ** docking businesses, etc., but she likes her busy and fulfilling work now, and she gradually looks at the ** that her body has suffered, and she will also exude her own self-confidence when shooting.
Although it is not an era where fat is beautiful, why should women be imprisoned because of their body Aren't fat women qualified to be beautiful?
Nowadays, many women with the smallest size of clothing can't even wear 80 pounds, which is not givingThe majority of women create body anxietyIs it?
Although Gong Zhen weighs 170 pounds, she is more than many 100-pound girls"Dazzling".
Self-confidence is always the most important factor in beauty. (*From the Internet, infringement contact deleted).