Jiang Xueying's last intimate encounter with Qiao Zhiyong took place in a carriage. At that time, Jiang Xueying's husband had just died, and she soon became a widow. After learning the news, Qiao Zhiyong's heart was full of sympathy for Jiang Xueying. He knew that he owed Jiang Xueying something, but he couldn't go to He's house to visit her, so he could only go to the small temple they were married to recall the past, but he didn't expect Jiang Xueying to be there.
Time passed, and the people were no longer the same, and the ill-fated mandarin ducks reunited among many people and things, but before they had time to share their inner feelings, Jiang Xueying fainted due to excessive exhaustion.
When Jiang Xueying woke up again, she found herself lying in the arms of someone she loved deeply. Seeing Qiao Zhiyong's distressed appearance, Jiang Xueying's heart was filled with endless pain and anger. She couldn't help but kiss Qiao Zhiyong, hoping to express her affection and longing in this way, but she didn't expect to be pushed away by Qiao Zhiyong.
When Jiang Xueying was pushed away, her face showed momentary embarrassment and grievance. She looked at Qiao Zhiyong with pitiful eyes, but Qiao Zhiyong didn't speak, just gently touched his face. The eyes of the two met, and they could no longer control their inner emotions, and soon fell into a deep entanglement. Jiang Xueying said anxiously while releasing herself: Zhiyong, take me out of here, we have to fly farther and never come back. I have no one else but you. Qiao Zhiyong was troubled by this vague atmosphere and could only echo it again and again.
At this moment, these two people completely forgot their true identities: Jiang Xueying no longer remembered that she was married, and Qiao Zhiyong also forgot that she was already a husband. The carriage seemed to be a small world, which separated them from the real world, but the cruelty of reality did not allow them to forget.
Sun Xiucai's sentence "Owner, Kyakhta's inspection has been prepared, waiting for you to hit the road" successfully pulled Qiao Zhiyong back to real life. Like waking up from a big dream, Qiao Zhiyong sweated and came back to his senses in the carriage. At this time, he realized that he was no longer the young man who only knew poetry and book etiquette, and had grass growing and warblers flying and bright moon and breeze on his shoulders. He is now shouldering the heavy responsibility of the Qiao family, carrying the future fate of countless people, as well as his wife and children, and he no longer only cares about the love and ups and downs of his children as before.
Therefore, he angrily pushed away Sun Xiucai, who tried to intercept him, and reluctantly lowered his head and continued to move forward. His steps were so firm and slow. Jiang Xueying followed behind him, walking calmly, and said to him as she walked: The rich eldest lady of the Lu family has added two young masters to you, did you hold a grand wedding banquet at home before?He said yes, I also wanted to go and see her, but she didn't allow it, so I ran over by myself, do you see this place?Qiao Zhiyong, the reason why you came to that temple is not to visit me, but for yourself, to make your heart feel comfortable, is that so?I know you have a clear idea in your heart, and you should know what I mean. Qiao Zhiyong, you have to understand, I always regarded you as a man in the past, but today I disdain you, you are not a real man at all, Qiao Zhiyong, I have a grudge against you, and Jiang Xueying also has the same feelings for you.
This touching conversation laid the groundwork for Jiang Xueying's future revenge and hatred. Qiao Zhiyong didn't realize at this moment that when a woman began to show hatred, the horror level was even greater than that of love, and the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred.
Subsequently, Jiang Xueying, with the assistance of the master of the He family, adopted a child named Chunguan of the He family, and claimed to the outside world that this was her biological child. After the death of the master of the He family, Chunguan successfully inherited all the family property of the He family. Jiang Xueying faced those boxes of **and**, her heart did not have the slightest joy, but was full of deep pain and sadness. She looked at the glittering silver in a trance, and then whispered to herself: I already have silver, but it is too late to give me so many silver taels now?
At this moment, Jiang Xueying may recall that Qiao Zhiyong once remarried Lu Yuhan because of money, but she was helpless at that time. Not only did she not have enough silver to help him through his difficult situation, but she also had to watch the man she loved the most move towards another woman. And now, she had enough silver, but it was already too late.
Looking back on the past, they were forced to part ways, Qiao Zhiyong married for the silver, and she married for the silver, which was a forced decision. But Qiao Zhiyong fell in love with another person. On the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Qiao Zhiyong and his family gathered together, but he did not have laughter, happiness or companionship at the He family. The lights were bright outside, and he had to face the table full of food alone. This deep loneliness and loneliness was enough to make Jiang Xueying's heart completely collapse.
Jiang Xueying's heart was full of resentment, she didn't understand why she didn't fall in love with the young master of the He family, but Qiao Zhiyong fell in love with the daughter of the Lu family and had a child with her. Qiao Zhiyong once mistakenly thought that Jiang Xueying married another person because Jiang Xueying betrayed her. But in fact, Jiang Xueying's real hatred lies in the fact that Qiao Zhiyong not only betrayed their feelings physically, but also psychologically betrayed their feelings, which she absolutely could not accept.
Although Qiao Zhiyong and Jiang Xueying have been close friends since childhood, deep in his heart, Jiang Xueying has always been regarded as a picturesque girl who only knows how to have deep feelings and long meanings. However, his marriage changed because of her. What she didn't know was that Jiang Xueying had been trying to understand and approach him. Jiang Xueying understands the predicament and helplessness he is facing, and thinks that it is okay to get married, as long as Qiao Zhiyong can keep his heart, it is enough. However, such a seemingly superficial wish ultimately failed to materialize.
Before Qiao Zhiyong became a literati, Jiang Xueying's greatest wish was to become a red-sleeved fragrance and a little woman by Qiao Zhiyong's side. At that time, love had not been affected by reality, and Jiang Xueying always thought that only if they were firm with each other, nothing could separate them. However, when Qiao Zhiyong married Lu Yuhan because of silver, Jiang Xueying realized this cruel reality and realized that love without material things is a plate of loose sand. Therefore, under the persuasion of her family and the persecution of reality, Jiang Xueying decided to marry the He family, hoping to have more silver in the future.
As Jiang Xueying once expressed: I experienced death during this time, but now I have returned to this world. In this world, it is absolutely unacceptable to have no silver. I didn't want to be angry with Joe Zhiyong, but to gamble my life with the silver I hated and hated the most.
From this description, we can clearly feel that Jiang Xueying's feelings for Qiao Zhiyong are not particularly strong. What she can't stand the most is this cold and unforgiving world and the cruel truth. She hated her powerlessness in the past even more, and instead of reaching out to help Qiao Zhiyong at the critical moment, she let Lu Yuhan take the lead. This is also the reason why she is so eager to have wealth. Although she looks like a dazed smoker married to the He family on the surface, in fact, she hopes that after getting the financial support of the He family, she can also help Qiao Zhiyong.
Only when Jiang Xueying learned that Qiao Zhiyong had betrayed her physically and mentally that she really realized that even if she had wealth, Qiao Zhiyong would not let go of Lu Yuhan. Therefore, Jiang Xueying, who was full of jealousy and hatred, began to become enemies of Qiao Zhiyong, and she not only used the He family's huge wealth to rob the Qiao family's business, but also framed Qiao Zhiyong many times. Jiang Xueying hides the happiness and sweetness of the past deep in her heart, and regards revenge as her only goal for the rest of her life.
Qiao Zhiyong betrayed Jiang Xueying and sent him to prison with silver. Jiang Xueying thought that she could be ruthless to Qiao Zhiyong, but when she saw Qiao Zhiyong's scarred appearance in prison, she deeply regretted it. She thought that seeing Qiao Zhiyong so decadent and struggling, a trace of revenge would swell in her heart. However, her heart was empty and devoid of any other emotions other than deep heartache. This pain even exceeded the pain that Qiao Zhiyong had borne at the beginning, so she decided to rescue Qiao Zhiyong with many contradictions.
Jiang Xueying was in heartache and revenge at the same time, her masochistic way hurt both others and herself, which made Qiao Zhiyong's heart full of lifelong regret and guilt. In many silent nights, Qiao Zhiyong would sit alone in the quiet courtyard, looking up at the twinkling starry sky, seeing the increasingly beautiful scene of Qiao's family, looking down, his heart became more and more empty.
He knew very well that the innocent and beautiful relationship between him and Jiang Xueying was finally destroyed by fate. Jiang Xueying portrayed him as a real lonely person, who had nothing but a huge amount of family property. Qiao Zhiyong also made him like a walking corpse, in addition to taking responsibility, he lost himself.
The complicated love-hate relationship between the two lasted until later in life, and was finally quelled by a kneeling by Qiao Zhiyong.
Qiao Zhiyong finally realized his ambition of "connecting the world" in his later years, and Lu Yuhan, who accompanied him all his life, also passed away. Qiao Zhiyong felt extremely sad and desperate, he chose to retreat and sit alone on the rattan chair, immersed in this rare loneliness.
Jiang Xueying, with the assistance of the two girls, staggered into the Qiao family's compound. She leaned on crutches and slowly walked to Qiao Zhiyong's side, noticing a small bug on his forehead. She smiled softly, patted him on the forehead with a palm, and looked at him happily. Qiao Zhiyong slowly came back to his senses and said slowly, "Why did you beat me?"Jiang Xueying responded with a smile: "Bugs."
Qiao Zhiyong saw the two people he once loved sitting on the other side of time, and a warm feeling surged in his heart. He told Jiang Xueying: I had a dream before, in which I met a group of strange people who looked similar to us, but their clothes and residences were different from ours, and I couldn't understand what they said at all, which is really a pity.
Jiang Xueying smiled slightly, and Qiao Zhiyong then asked: Your son is **?Jiang Xueying looked a little lost, she said: Chunguan has been doing business outside, and I can't find him all year long, I have really become a lonely old woman, after so much, I am still alone, how can this be like so many people in your family.
After Qiao Zhiyong heard this, his heart was full of complicated emotions, he opened his mouth and told everyone: If Yu'er knew that you could come today, she would be very happy.
Jiang Xueying smiled slowly, and then said: My purpose today is to visit my cousin-in-law to see if you are okay. Seeing you like this, my heart relaxed, and after saying this, I took my crutches and prepared to leave.
Qiao Zhiyong looked at Jiang Xueying's swaying back, suddenly stood up, and told her seriously: I have learned everything about Beijing, and Cui'er has told me that it was you who put me in prison, and you who rescued me. In my life, I am worthy of both the Qing Kingdom and the Qiao family, and the only thing that can't be right is you. As I get older, I can't owe you any debt, I have already paid it off today, after saying this, I knelt in front of Jiang Xueying and kowtowed.
Jiang Xueying looked a little at a loss, but she just smiled indifferently, then gently poked Qiao Zhiyong with her crutches, and then left the scene with a trembling mood.
Qiao Zhiyong's kneeling not only dissipated decades of grievances and entanglements with the wind, but also drew a perfect end to this relationship. In the end, in the footsteps of Jiang Xueying's departure, Qiao Zhiyong also closed his eyes.
Summary: May your life be filled with warmth and innocence, and never give up love and freedom. Jiang Xueying has been innocent and kind all her life, daring to love and hate, but in the end she was destroyed because of the four words "fate is inseparable", she can't forget Qiao Zhiyong, so she can't let go of hatred.
Jiang Xueying is Qiao Zhiyong's distant cousin, and her feelings for Qiao Zhiyong have always been the same, and they have not changed until the last moment of her life. In order to ensure that Qiao Zhiyong always loved her, she angrily married the sick son of the He family. Sadly, her husband died shortly after her marriage and she became a widow at a young age. Jiang Xueying has never been a woman, nor has she given birth to a son and a half daughter, and her only child was also adopted by someone else. Her life was filled with indifference and lovelessness, and she was lonely and miserable until old age.
I don't suggest that Jiang Xueying can let go easily, because I know that those who have never experienced love that goes deep into the bone marrow have no right to persuade others to let go. All the pain of a woman does not disappear with the passage of time, but becomes deeper with time.
It's a pity that after experiencing the highs and lows of his life, Qiao Zhiyong found another person who loved him deeply. What is ironic is that although he once vowed to love only Jiang Xueying, in the end he found another woman. Although he failed to stick to it physically and mentally, he still firmly believed that his mistake was because he did not marry Jiang Xueying. What he didn't know was that Jiang Xueying hated him even more and fell in love with Lu Yuhan.
Jiang Xueying's life is full of hardships, and all her hatred is released through her own efforts. She is passionate in the process of love, gritting her teeth in moments of hate, and acting very decisive and neat in the moment of letting go. I firmly believe that without this complex emotional entanglement, she would have been able to live freely and be respected by people like Lu Yuhan. However, she trapped herself in the whirlpool of life and couldn't extricate herself, thus living such a twisted and crazy life. Luckily, as she grew older, she was finally freed!