How can you do this to me?"She was in tears and looked at me helplessly.
At that moment, I felt like a bad person, but I couldn't argue with it. Because what she said was the truth, and it was something I did that made me unbelievable. I know that I am trampling on the dignity of a man step by step and losing my value.
I, an ordinary man, have embarked on the path of price dropping. Seven acts that have made me fall in price, made me so low, and made me irretrievable.
First, I began to doubt my abilities. I used to be a passionate and driven person, however, now, I no longer believe that I can do anything well. Whenever I encounter difficulties, I choose to run away, or even ask others to help solve the problem, but I stand by and watch.
You're a man, how can you not even handle this little thing?"My friends shook their heads in disappointment.
Second, I began to shirk responsibility. I always make excuses, I never want to admit my mistakes, and I don't dare to face the results.
How can you put all the blame on someone else?She questioned me crying.
Third, I started to be selfish. I only care about my own feelings and ignore others. In my eyes, it seemed like I was the only one left in the world.
How can you only think about yourself and completely ignore my feelings?She said to me, her voice full of disappointment and sadness.
Fourth, I started to treat life negatively. I no longer look for the beauty of life, but immerse myself in my own little world, and I am in a state of collapse.
Is this all about your life?No dreams, no pursuits?"She couldn't understand why I had become so decadent.
Fifth, I started to treat love as a game. I can't keep my promise to someone, I always change goals at random and play with feelings.
Did you really love me?Or do you just look at me like a toy?"She wept and was in pain.
Sixth, I started to act in a way that hurt others. I began to cheat, lie, and even cover up my incompetence in ways that hurt me.
Why are you doing this to me?She looked at me angrily as if I were a stranger.
Seventh, I started to lose respect for myself. I no longer care about my image, and I have even forgotten how to love and respect myself.
How can you treat yourself like this?She looked at me with a look of confusion and worry in her eyes.
I know that I have lost my value as a man. I grieved her, I let my friends down, and I threw myself into endless self-blame and remorse.
However, it may not be too late, I still have the opportunity to change and rediscover the real me, a man with value, dignity and responsibility.