Recently, Rayo Vallecano attacker Issi Parazon gave an interview and talked about his psychological problems.
Palazon, who scored nine goals and provided five assists last season, acknowledged that last season was the highlight of his career, but said the pressure almost crushed him.
"I was under a lot of pressure last year, probably because last year was the highlight of my career," Parazon said. I've had a weird summer. I didn't feel happy, I didn't feel like I was myself, I felt like I had a splitting headache, I felt like I was going to die in the next moment. This has never happened to me in the past. I later told this to my colleagues and family, who helped me connect with professionals, and it was the best decision I ever made. ”
Some may not know that their words have a far greater impact than they think. I scored a lot of goals last season and not this season, which is a problem that every footballer faces, and that's why I've always disliked comparing seasons. Why do you want to hold me on the Internet and scold me all the time?It's a very difficult time for all footballers. ”
I thought I could control my emotions, but I couldn't even sleep during that time. I've been getting better lately after receiving ** from the professionals, but there will still be moments of collapse. In the game against Villarreal I was in a very bad mood and could barely breathe on the pitch and had to ask the coach to replace me. My teammates asked me what was wrong, I didn't answer anyone and just left. ”
In addition, Parathon and teammate Barentin also talked about homosexuality.
"Very few people openly say they're gay, maybe it's because they're afraid of what their teammates will think of them," Parazon said. But for me, I won't have any problems. ”
"Just because a guy is gay doesn't mean he likes me, or because he's a man," Barentin said. So if one day my teammates say I'm gay, I'm going to keep my head down and support him. ”