Seven years ago, Zhao Jing suffered a tragedy during a road trip at the Badaling Wildlife Park, where her mother was killed by a tiger in order to save her. This incident attracted widespread attention from the society at that time, and Zhao Jing was blamed and pressured. Now, seven years later, what is her life like?She once said, "I won't forgive myself", what is the story behind this sentence?
In November 2016, Zhao Jing appeared on the stage of a TV show, wearing a mask and looking haggard, telling her story. She mentioned that since the incident, accusations and rumors against her have been heard on the Internet, and she hopes to tell the truth to more people.
On that day, she was visiting the zoo with her family, and she thought she could get off the bus in the rest area, but unexpectedly a tragedy struck. Her mother died trying to save her, and she herself was seriously injured. Zhao Jing faced the accusation of **, and she was under tremendous mental pressure.
She said on the show that she knew she had made a mistake, that everyone was blaming her, and that she herself would never be able to forgive herself. Her tears flowed in front of the camera, and her wounds carried her inner torment. She is mired in self-blame and guilt, and her life is turned upside down.
The loss of her mother was a huge blow to Zhao Jing, and the first thing she said after waking up in the hospital was to ask about her mother's whereabouts. However, when she learns that her mother has died, her heart is completely broken. She was mired in self-blame and grief, and the criticism and pressure from the outside world were even more unbearable for her.
Unable to control her emotions when faced with the fact of her mother's death, she is deeply tormented in her heart. Zhao Jing's experience has attracted widespread attention from the society, and she chose to sue the zoo and demanded more than 1.54 million yuan in compensation. This move was criticized by netizens, who believed that she was not only at fault first, but also used her mother's life to blackmail money.
However, perhaps deep down in Zhao Jing's heart, she needs a way to transfer the contradictions to ease the guilt in her heart and gain a trace of relief. Now that Zhao Jing has lost her job, she can only do some online part-time jobs at home without showing up. She struggled in her inner torment, she said, "I stand here to find an answer, how can Zhao Jing forgive Zhao Jing?"
Whether her question was answered or not, we don't know. Zhao Jing's experience tells us that a momentary negligence in life can lead to irreparable tragedy. Her experience also makes people think deeply about how we should face our own mistakes, how to forgive ourselves, and get out of our inner predicament. Perhaps, we all need to give more understanding and love, instead of blindly blaming and condemning.
Zhao Jing's story may make us re-examine our inner world.