Asking the Impermanence of My Life by Me Volume 2: Asking.
2-16: Brother Qiu carefully reads the poems, **Wang Chongyang's inner secrets, revealing the truth of the world.
Brother, why are you crying, what are you crying about, do I worship you as a teacher to make you so embarrassed?Okay, okay, I don't worship you as a teacher!Zhou Botong didn't know what Qiu Ge'er was thinking, and when he saw him crying suddenly, he couldn't figure it out for a while, so he had to persuade him indiscriminately.
Brother Qiu's cry was uncontrollable. Since I left home, I have inevitably suffered and suffered in my heart, plus I have been going east, and the road is windy and snowy, and I say that I am not tired, how can I really not be tired?All the difficulties I have endured are extremely difficult, but I have been in the air again and again, I only saw an empty cave in Aishan, and when I came to Ninghai, I didn't even see a trace of **, and even the clues to pursue were broken!
Thinking of these, and seeing the sad and frustrated verses left by **, how could he not be sad and sad!
I don't know how long I cried, Brother Qiu gradually stopped crying. At this time, it was dusk, and a touch of slanting sun hung on the tall courtyard wall, red. Looking at the big, warm sun, Brother Qiu's mood gradually calmed down.
* I left disappointed because it was difficult to reduce people. But there's me, I've come all this way to find him.
Why is it so difficult to get to people?
Why should I come to learn Xi with **?
Why does grandpa want to find ** with me too?
Why is Uncle Shi keen on this?
Why is the innkeeper so resistant?
A series of questions popped out of his mind, and he just looked at the sun in the distance and thought, thinking that the most important thing now was to figure them out first.
was contemplating intently, the red and round sun in the distance was suddenly blocked by a big black shadow, his eyes couldn't help blinking, and when he looked at it again, it turned out that Zhou Botong suddenly bent down and brought his face in front of him.
Brother, aren't you crying?Let's go inside, it's cold outside. Zhou Botong said.
Oh. Brother Qiu wanted to stand up, but his legs were weak, Zhou Botong hurriedly held him up, and he smiled: "Squatting, right?"You've been crying for so long, I think it's been almost an hour!Brother, are you crying hungry?I'll ask the girl to bring you food. ”
Thank you, uncle!Brother Qiu felt that Zhou Botong's hand was warm, although he sometimes spoke out of tune, but he was really good at treating people.
Zhou Botong is meticulous and thoughtful in hospitality, and every time a guest comes, he will always accompany him in the guest room for dinner, and this time is no exception. Seeing that the food was arranged, he first helped the Meiyu King down, and then beckoned Brother Qiu to take a seat, and kept handing soup to the two of them, and the enthusiasm made people unconsciously infected. After the meal, Zhou Botong didn't stay too long, and watched the girl prepare all the items for the evening, and then he said goodbye and went back to his room.
Brother Qiu took care of the Meiyu King and lay down, sat on the Taishi chair by the window, first looked out of the window for a while, there was a dark cloud outside the window, only a lantern was hung at the moon door, and the light was as weak as a bean from a distance.
After a long time, listening to the gentle snoring of the Jade King, Brother Qiu began to meditate cross-legged.
Very peculiar atmosphere.
It seems that there is a ** breath wandering in the room, his thoughts, thoughts, worries, and sighs are like the sound of the wind blowing weak bamboo branches outside the window, although it is slight but it can be heard clearly.
Those questions just now came up again: Why is it so difficult to make people feel that they have to leave disappointed in the end?Why should I come to learn Xi?...... from **
Thinking quietly, I suddenly found that the first problem is closely related to the next series of problems, so I must solve the next problems first.
The second question is about myself, so it's easy to answer, I want to change the fate of being starved to death, in fact, I am afraid of death, it is the fear of life and death, and it is said that Xiuzhen can solve this problem.
Why wouldn't my brother want to?The elder brother has a warm family, marries a beloved girl, and has an errand that is favored by everyone, and the blueprint of "a stable life, a happy family, and a virtuous wife and filial piety" is drawn for him. Well, my brother really has a good life!
Why does Grandpa want to be with me?Grandpa used to have a warm and beautiful family, but a war turned everything he had, I remember he said to Shopkeeper Li: "Shopkeeper Li, now I look at the wealth and glory of the past, it is really like a floating cloud!".Now that I am determined to work hard, I may be able to make progress for the rest of my life!"So what is he doing this for?He has seen through the things of the world, and now his wealth and glory are only like floating clouds!Isn't it?And what does this belong to?
He has known the vanity of the things of the world. A voice said slowly in the silence, as if it was **, but it seemed to rise from the bottom of his heart.
What about Uncle Shi?He looks really carefree, such a big house, such obedient and filial two sons, it looks like his life is perfect!But why is he so keen to learn Xi alchemy from **, and he is actually the head of the Tao when he learns the words of **?
He is aware of the vanity of things in the world and wants to pursue the perfection of things. ”
After a long night, Brother Qiu experienced a lot in meditation that cannot be described in words, it was like an extremely detailed lesson, slowly opening a new door for him.
The next morning, as soon as Brother Qiu woke up, he saw that King Meiyu had already gotten up.
The Meiyu King stretched his limbs, saw Brother Qiu open his eyes, and asked, "Brother, we didn't find you this time, what should we do next?."”
Hearing King Meiyu's question, Brother Qiu was stunned: Yes, I only thought about those questions yesterday, but I never thought about this matter in front of me.
He looked at the Jade King: "Grandpa, are you getting better?"”
Okay, it's okay!"I was lying in bed yesterday, but my mind was not idle, thinking about what we should do next. But I haven't come up with a way to do it!”
The two of them were talking, and they heard Zhou Botong shouting outside the door: "Uncle, brother, are you up?"”
Uncle Shi," Brother Qiu hurriedly opened the door, "We got up and were discussing what to do next. ”
After thinking hard last night, he realized that Zhou Botong is a very wise person, although his words and actions are a little weird, but who can say that he is not far-sighted?After figuring out this section, he had more respect for this uncle, and he was less arrogant when he was stubborn with Zhou Botong yesterday.
What to do?Just live here with me, you old and young, where can you rest assured?Zhou Botong walked into the room as he spoke, followed by two girls, who turned out to have brought breakfast.
Zhou Botong looked at the beautiful jade king's complexion, "Uncle does look much better, but there are still two days of medicine, I have already instructed the girl to fry it regularly, you have to take the medicine on time." ”
Be. King Meiyu replied respectfully, "Zhou Yuanwai is thoughtful, I really can't repay it!."”
Call me Burton!Zhou Botong pressed the hand of King Meiyu, looking very affectionate, "I have had a hard life since I was a child, and I have no parents very early, and I don't know how envious I am when I see other people's intimate and affectionate people!."Seeing you, I feel as if I have gone back to the way I was when I was a child. Uncle, you and your brother live here steadily, I will treat you like a relative!”
How is this good?The Meiyu King became even more uneasy, and said, "Uncle, Botong," looking at the brocade-clothed and lightly furred member in front of him, the Meiyu King finally called his name awkwardly: "We just came to find Wang Chongyang, and we have been disturbing here for the past two days, and we are already very sorry not to go, how can we be embarrassed to stay here!."”
If you live with me, I will invite Wang Chongyang again, so don't you have to run around to find it?Zhou Botong said.
No, Uncle Shi, we'll leave when my grandfather is well. At this time, Qiu Ge'er said decisively.
Let's go, where are you going?Zhou Botong looked at the young man in front of him, who was dressed frugally, but had a resolute expression, and asked. Unconsciously, he no longer looked at him with the eyes of a child, but with a very admiring look.
Although the Meiyu King insisted on leaving, he really didn't know where he should go next, and at this time, when he heard Brother Qiu say so resolutely to go, he couldn't help but look at him with questioning eyes.
Let's go to Kunlun Mountain!With a flash of inspiration, Brother Qiu said, "Grandpa, do you remember the story you told me about Aunt Ma's visit to Kunlun Mountain to find immortals, why can't we learn from her, of course we can do it if she can succeed!."”
Nonsense!Unexpectedly, Zhou Botong was the first to jump up and object, "How old are you, grandpa is so old, one old and one young ran to Kunlun Mountain, will there be a life?."”
Uncle Shi, why are we messing around?Look at it, this Kunlun Mountain is not far from Ninghai, my grandfather and I can come here from Aishan, and of course we can go to Kunlun Mountain from here!Qiu Ge'er said.
These are still small things!Let me ask you, how did you live when you went to Kunlun Mountain?Zhou Botong asked, "What do you eat and what do you wear?"He scolded Brother Qiu for saying small things, and at this time he asked about smaller things in daily life
Uncle Shi, have you ever heard: 'A life of leisure, a white horse through the gap. The wind and drink the dew, and the spirit gathers. Pure heart and few desires, once flying. Enlighten Kunlun and travel in the sky. Qiu Ge'er slowly read out the poem on the mountain wall he saw in the Aishan cave.
I don't know much about literature, and you don't know why you embarrass me with such a crepe sentence!Zhou Botong looked at Brother Qiu and said angrily.
These are a few words left in the cave when Magu traveled, think about it, this life is not as short as a white horse!Cultivating immortals and seeking the Tao, why not eat and drink dew, and refine the spirit to condense and gather?Brother Qiu said, but the words were the same ** What's more, my fate is already ......Speaking of this, Qiu Ge'er felt not as helpless and sad as when he first learned about it, and he didn't know when courage and strength surged in his heart, "So, it's better to give it a go!."”
If you want to go, go and leave your grandfather with me, how can the old man's body withstand such a rush!Zhou Botong said.
I'm going to have to go with him!The Meiyu King said even more resolutely, "I also wanted to find Wang Chongyang to apprentice, but he was not there. Brother Qiu wants to continue to search for immortals, don't stop me!”
Old man, it's just a kid messing around, why don't you mess around with him?Zhou Botong persuaded bitterly: "This Kunlun Mountain stretches for thousands of miles, thousands of feet high, not to mention the cold in the mountains in this cold winter, the snow is deep and difficult to walk, even in the summer when the climate is warm, although people may still survive, but birds of prey and beasts are indispensable. You old and young, don't say anything about cultivating immortals and seeking the Tao, I'm afraid you may eat it for nothing!My good old man, don't encourage this kid to do whatever he wants, and persuade him to stay with me!When he is a few years older, I will fund him to open an inn near here, and like all my Zhou family shops, he will make money every day, but it is not a thousand times better than sleeping in the open air--I know that of course you still have to look for Wang Chongyang, so I will naturally invite him to come again!”
I won't be here for more than a few years. Brother Qiu said suddenly.
How do you know?Zhou Botong asked with wide eyes.
Did I** live in this room before?Brother Qiu didn't answer Zhou Botong, but just asked rhetorically.
Yes, although I have many rooms here, this room has the best location and a wide view, so it is natural to arrange it here if you have distinguished guests. Zhou Botong said.
So I know I'm not going to be here in the next few years. Brother Qiu'er's gaze slowly swept over the room, "He must have been sad when he left, and it will probably be four or five years before he comes here again." ”
So what if I'm going to ask him?Zhou Botong couldn't help but ask curiously.
Please he will not come. Brother Qiu said, "Uncle, everyone has their own practice, and when I encounter a problem, he can't solve it himself, and you and I can't solve it. All we can give him is time. ”
Stinky boy, why did you suddenly become so smart?Zhou Botong said strangely.
He didn't suddenly become so spiritual, but he always did!The Jade King laughed, "So ......”
So your old man would rather accompany him around than enjoy the blessings of peace with me??Zhou Botong asked.
That's not what I said," the Jade King was stunned, but still smiled: "I just want to go to the Kunlun Mountains to find a few more pieces of good jade." My hands can't be idle after all!”
Okay, let's go," Seeing that the two of them insisted on leaving, Zhou Botong had no choice but to give up: "However, the old man must use up the medicine and his body is fully recovered before he can leave, right?"”
That nature," the Jade King hurriedly replied, "How dare I blow your good intentions!."”
To be continued, welcome to look forward to it).
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