Youth is like a loach in the hand, jumping with joy, and inadvertently slipping away from the cracks of your fingers. When found, only one tail remained. The more you try to grab it, the harder you grab it, the faster it runs.
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When I was in college, the female teacher who taught us aesthetics classes was called Su Gonghe, who was in her early thirties, and often wore red, black or gray clothes in class, and always put an apron on it, and dressed like a tumbler who was thin at the top and round at the bottom. We have always been amazed at how a teacher who teaches aesthetics can wear clothes like this.
People don't seem to like her lectures because the aesthetic theories she talks about are so abstract that you still feel dizzy if you listen very carefully. The class was lifeless, and her lectures were like lullaby, and the terrible thing was that she had to drag the class every time, and talk about the boring theories endlessly. What we hate about her the most may be that she is too responsible, almost every time she has to check whether there are any people, the ** who is assigned insists that each of us must hand in every article, and the content of the lecture she determines will be completed to the letter, which may be one of the reasons why she often drags the class, and it is also the reason why she insists on giving us make-up classes after the end of the term.
However, from the beginning to the present, the CPSU has never lost its temper with us. She must have seen that many people did not want to listen to her class, and she must have known that many people were dissatisfied with her, but even if sometimes many people did not go to class, even if many times we ignored her questions, she was always unfazed, still calmly lectured, and even often laughed out loud with satisfaction because of a classmate's answer. Whether such a teacher is good or not, I don't understand it more and more. Chen Chao, the squad leader, said that the CPSU is a smiling tiger, insidious, and too difficult. I thought the same way sometimes, and scolded her behind my back, but when I think about it, I can't help but feel sorry for her when the whole class hates her like this. Chen Chao sometimes gritted his teeth with hatred for the CPSU, one reason was that the ** homework he handed in was politely rejected by Su, and then Chao could only rewrite it.
In the last class of the term, I was still scolding Sue in my heart under Sue's nose, and I think the damn aesthetics class is finally over. But when it was time for the end of class to end, Sue said some words of blessing and encouragement to us, and when I wanted to applaud her, no one in the class responded, and they all picked up their things and walked out of the classroom as usual. I suddenly felt uncomfortable, maybe guilt, maybe regret. Even in the last lesson, Sue was as calm as usual, rambling on things we didn't understand, laughing from time to time, but it wasn't until the end that I realized that I had always liked her smile. Although she is not beautiful and does not look good, maybe in the future, there will be classmates like me who will inadvertently think of her, think of her smile, her ugly red apron and strange ...... dressThe CPSU disappeared from our world along with the aesthetic class.
It turns out that even if it is a person or thing that we hate in life, when we are Xi to hate it and endure it, it is actually a part of life. And when it suddenly disappears from our side, we may still feel uncomfortable, and we may miss it occasionally. People are really strange sometimes, and even they can't understand themselves.
Really, there are always many things in life that make people nostalgic. Since college, we have been Xi to Lao Zhang's guitar sound in our dormitory, and we will hear him playing guitar and singing almost every day. I love to listen to him play Lonely Season, Fairy Tale, Lover, Dream Wedding, Castle in the Sky ....However, the ears will become numb if you listen to a beautiful singing voice too much. Many times, for us, his piano sound is not boring, but it is not as beautiful as before. When we are upset, we will not be able to stand his singing, but occasionally, lying quietly in bed listening to him play the guitar, we will find that in fact, the world has always been beautiful, it turns out that we are Xi to him and the guitar. When we were all gone, my roommate and I would definitely think of him and miss his guitar sound that we spent four years with.
In fact, many things are precious because they will eventually disappear, and what we call cherishing is nothing more than living each day carefully and diligently. There are many things in life that are difficult to let go, and even though they will eventually be lost, I still like such a shallow attachment to ......
Xi accustomed to the sometimes tense and sometimes leisurely school life, occasionally send a message to a friend to write a letter, I must be happy at this time, maybe one day these Xi habits can no longer be realized, I will feel Xi not used to it. When Chen Chao no longer calls me Zhou Zhou Xiao Zhou Zhou in the dormitory, when the most hated and unbearable person also leaves me, when everything around me becomes unrecognizable, should I forget and be relieved or should I miss and collect?
I can't say clearly, but I like my current life, I am Xi to the people, things and things around me, so I let time pass slowly, I am gently attached to these, these are enough....That's fine.
Commemorative book of youth