1988 is the Year of the Dragon in the Chinese lunar calendar. December 26th is the birthday of ***.
This year, the weather was unusually cold, and the cold wind kept blowing wildly, and the air was solemn. But for some reason, there are a lot of people who go to the *** memorial hall on this day to "make a pilgrimage".
People quietly and slowly walked towards the *** memorial hall, to offer a ray of pious sacrifice and prayer to the *** who was once their savior, their benefactor, their idol, and their sun.
silently prayed that his old man's spirit in heaven would bless the red country he created, and prayed that his Qianshou Li ** Tai Min was safe and happy for a long time.
In the slowly moving **, there is a tall, slightly fat middle-aged woman, supported by a man in his 50s, who climbed the steps of white marble.
At this time, the serious and shrewd staff of the memorial hall seemed to have discovered something, and suddenly walked over quickly and asked: "If you are not mistaken, you are Comrade Li Ne, right?"According to the regulations, you don't need to queue up, please enter from the west gate to pay respects. ”
Li Ne was in the ordinary queue, just like a **sex news, the orderly queue suddenly stirred, and people gathered around**.
Some whispered: "Look at her figure, it really looks like ***."
More people took the initiative to shake hands with her, greet her, and ask about her life.
The sudden attention and warmth made Li Ne, who had experienced the ups and downs of the years, the joys and sorrows of life, and the warmth and coldness of the world, unable to suppress the emotions that had been accumulated for a long, long time, and cried bitterly. There was a shock all around, and the noisy mood froze.
She walked into the memorial hall and stood in front of the coffin of ***, looking at her father's remains, tears kept falling, and her heart was crying.
Through bitter tears. She saw the understanding gazes of the crowd around her, and she also saw her father's kind face and all the ...... of the past
In 1938, a large number of young men and women in the Kuomintang who were unwilling to sink and become slaves of the country abandoned their comfortable and comfortable family life, crossed the blockade lines, and rushed to Yan'an, the holy land of revolution.
The arrival of these young people not only brought a breath of vitality to Yan'an, but also made many of them become the wives of marshals and generals of the future republic.
Then, in 1940, Li Ne's crying made *** have another daughter.
** I am naturally very happy about the birth of my little girl, but I have put a lot of thought into choosing a name for my daughter. This great master, who was full of poetry and books and had the most profound knowledge in the first generation of leaders of our party, admired Confucius's famous words very much: "A gentleman wants to be sensitive to words and quick to deeds", so he named his youngest daughter Ne.
In 1942, **Yang Jialing moved to Zaoyuan. At this time, Li Ne was already able to run, and he was a lively and innocent little angel. She often climbed on her father's desk to scribble, pestered the chairman to tell her stories, played with some leading comrades who talked about work with her, and affectionately called them "uncle".
At that time, **Wang Jiaxiang, Zhang Wentian, Ren Bishi, etc. were all frequent visitors to the house. Whenever they had a meeting or at the end of a conversation, she followed her father and mother out and stood on the hillside to see them down.
In Li Ne's childhood memories, his father is both a great man and a loving father, with both the great spirit and mind of a million heroes and a million soldiers, as well as the unique fire of his hometown in Sanxiang and Chudi, which is incompatible with his mother's moody star style.
Li Ne gradually grew up in such a family, and gradually formed his steady, introverted, and stubborn personality.
In 1947, the Kuomintang Hu Zongnan's troops captured Yan'an, and she followed her father to the army. At this time, she was of primary school age, but she was unable to go to school.
Because the country is at a critical moment of the decisive battle between dawn and darkness, ** is rushing to plan a decisive battle thousands of miles away, and can't take care of his daughter. had to take the time to teach her some cultural knowledge by the staff officers and officers around her.
By the time he arrived in Xibaipo, Pingshan County, Hebei Province, in the spring of 1948, half of Chiang Kai-shek's command had changed hands, the situation had stabilized, and the young republic had risen above sea level.
At this time, Li Ne and many children of leading comrades of the same age ended their life in a horseback school and began a formal study life in a simple farmhouse.
On October 1, 1949, the chairman solemnly proclaimed on the tower of Tiananmen Square: "The people have been established!"”
Li Ne moved from her Xiangshan apartment to Zhongnanhai with her parents. Staying in the "Fengze Garden" is her sister Li Min, and the newly married brother and sister-in-law Liu Songlin often come home from the agency on weekends.
It should be said that this family began to be full of the chairman's fatherly love between brothers and sisters. At that time, Li Ne was enrolled in the fourth grade of primary school at Yuying School in the western suburbs of Beijing (a school specially set up for the children of leading cadres and martyrs), and Li Min was in middle school.
Whenever the little sisters come back from school on the weekend, they always take them out for a walk after dinner. At that time, the sunset in the west dyed Zhongnanhai red, and the evening breeze gently caressed the ancient willow trees.
A family ** is connected to the boulevard. The father pointed to the Yingtai where the Guangxu Emperor had been imprisoned, explaining the vicissitudes of history and the rise and fall of state affairs.
Li Ne's interest in history and classical literature was born under the influence and enlightenment of *** when he was a child.
Li Ne is intelligent by nature and diligent and studious. In the fall of 1959, she was admitted to the Department of History of Peking University, China's highest university, with excellent grades.
It is conceivable that Li Ne will undoubtedly become a special figure at Peking University. However, *** is worthy of being a great founding leader, he is well versed in the historical facts and lessons of the rise and fall of historical dynasties, and he is never arrogant and indulgent to his children.
She asked Li Ne to live on the campus of Peking University, and only be allowed to go home every weekend, and not to be picked up by car. When I first started school, many classmates didn't even know that she was ***'s daughter.
She is very strict with herself, she is frugal, she dresses modestly, she is at the top of every course, and there is no arrogance or inertia.
At the beginning of the 60s, our economy was in the most difficult situation, and many families were shrouded in the shadow of hunger, and some even devoured their lives.
As the daughter of the leader of the republic, Li Ne, like ordinary people, starved in the same way. The food in the canteen of Peking University students is not enough, and she can only "compensate" it when she goes home every weekend to eat with her parents.
One day, she just came home and saw her parents eating, there were only four simple vegetarian dishes and a pot of soup on the table, Li Ne didn't have time to greet her parents, took the bowl and chopsticks handed over by the head of the guard, Li Yinqiao, and ate it in a big gulp, she swallowed without raising her head, not caring about the girl's tranquility and gaffe.
After a while, all 4 steamed buns were eaten, and then even the bottom of the plate was washed and drunk with boiling water. ** With a heavy heart, he put down his chopsticks and looked at his daughter, and his heart was sour.
The guards and cooks present were also moved, and asked ***: "Li Ne is too bitter, let her come back every day to eat in the future." ”
** Shook his head sadly: "I can't get special treatment just because she's my daughter!."”
Li Ne is a quiet and beautiful girl, but because of her special status, it has always been difficult for her to fulfill her wishes in love and marriage.
In 1970, Li Ne was asked to work at the "57" cadre school under Jinggang Mountain. In the days in Jiangxi, Li Ne was alone, because of her special identity, he had no intimate friends, no place to confide in her heart, she drank the loneliness and loneliness.
Originally, when she was studying at Peking University, she had the spring heart of a girl, it was a male classmate who came to Beijing from other places to study, she was graceful, talented, free and easy, talented, she did silently fall for him, and fantasized about one day becoming the "Prince Charming" in her life.
With the girl's sensitivity and intuition, she discovered that he had the same intention. However, her temperament, her temperament, and her identity doomed her not to take the initiative.
And he also has some scruples, she is not an ordinary Cinderella. In any country with a system, the marriage of the children of the leader is not always determined by itself, and some must take into account the influence of various aspects. Her first love was stifled in this way because of her own personality.
When Li Ne was the most lonely and lonely, a young man in his twenties surnamed Xu in the cadre school broke into her heart.
He is a native of Northeast China, born in a poor family, and is a waiter in the Beidaihe Management Office of the ** General Office. Although the culture is not high, he is handsome, handsome, witty and flexible.
Li Ne and his first acquaintance were not as bizarre and romantic as some boring ** choreographed encounters. In fact, it is very ordinary.
Once, when he was doing a heavy job, Li Ne had no one to accompany him, and when the young man saw it, he took the initiative to come to help. After the work was done, Li Ne repeatedly expressed his gratitude, but Xiao Xu just smiled sweetly and walked away.
This smile is deeply imprinted on the negative of Li Ne's emotional life. After that, I gradually became familiar with it. Xiao Xu is active and enthusiastic by nature.
He saw that Li Ne was depressed all day long, and there was no one to associate with her, so he invited her to play ball, chat, and often do some farm work together. The curtain of life and affection that fate had drawn between them was gradually lifted.
In fact, at that time, Li Ne's emotional garden was also a barren, although she had a short-lived first love, but the orthodox education of her fathers made her have a natural estrangement and confusion about the hot and crazy love between men and women in the world.
What's more, it was a conservative era, the position of love was in the **, and she still couldn't call it out, and she could only choose a partner based on the girl's intuition and the standards of the time, and Jiangxi dry school life was her loneliest time.
The windbreak of affection is the easiest to open, and Xiao Xu still keeps asking her to go for a walk. In the dense bamboo forest of Jinggang Mountain, they have left their demeanor.
By the babbling stream, on the winding path, they talk about the past, about childhood, and weaving the future. The volcano of feelings that Li Ne had sealed for a long, long time erupted.
She felt like she had met a soulmate. Xiao Xu's enthusiasm, honesty, kindness, and his big piercing eyes took her heart away. Although they live in the same cadre school, if they don't see each other for a day, it's like something shortcoming, and life is overshadowed.
One night when the waning moon was light, on the path they often walked, she used the moonlight to hide her ** blush, pressed the pounding heart, and confided in him her original intention.
Let's go forever like tonight, okay?”
Hmmm!Oh no, no......”
He was bewildered, thinking it was impossible. He was the son of a pauper, and she was the daughter of the leader of the Republic, and their social disparity was so great that there was a historical gap between them that could never be bridged.
He never wanted to climb high, but in his contact with her, he found that she had a universal woman's heart, was honest with others, and had no domineering style. Finally, the power of love overcame the reason of the two, and the two young people fell in love together.
When the news came, there was an uproar in the "cadre school". At the beginning, the leaders of the cadre school also knew a little about the close exchanges between them, but in the eyes of others, the contrast between the status, culture, temperament and thinking of the two of them was too great, and they did not think deeply, and now they have reached the point of preparing to get married, which stunned the leaders of the cadre school authorities and the ** general office.
They hurriedly reported to ***, stated their dereliction of duty, asked for punishment, and "took custody" of Xiao Xu and waited for treatment.
is still stubborn and willful, Li Ne has courage and insight, and does not lose her heroic demeanor, she immediately wrote to her father from the cadre school and officially proposed to marry Xiao Xu.
The letter was placed on the desk desk of ***. **Although there was a flash of regret, he still waved his hand at Li Ne's letter: "Agreed." ”
This great leader has always had the bearing of a great hero when it comes to the marriage of his children, he has no prejudice against his disciples, and he never interferes in the private lives of his children. Mao Anying and Mao Anqing are looking for the children of ordinary martyrs, and Li Min is the same.
After all, he himself is the son of a peasant, and he will never forget the people with whom he is dependent by flesh and blood because of the height of his temple.
The wedding was held simply. There is no strong red happy word, no drunken drink of jasper, no congratulations from the guests. ** A sum of money was allocated from the manuscript fee, some household items were added to them, and a poem was written as a gift, and a small love nest was built.
However, in that unfruitful red earth, the soil for their marriage is very barren. When the fresh mystery of the newlywed honeymoon has passed and they have entered the role of real life, the pursuit distance between the two people's interests, personalities, thoughts, and cultural and spiritual levels has gradually widened.
What particularly distressed Li Ne was that Xiao Xu's cultural quality was too low, and they could hardly find a common language and similar tastes, let alone the tremor and resonance of spirit and flesh.
The evergreen tree of love began to wither and wither. Perhaps the reason why love is fascinating is because the objective existence is hazy and mysterious, and marriage often buries love, probably because it is too serious, really naked, and undisguised.
Within a few months of their marriage, they separated. Li Ne is unwilling to maintain this painful marriage, and it is better to be free than to live in the same bed and dream.
It just so happened that Xiao Xu was "escorted" to a school in Hebei Province, at this time Li Ne was pregnant, and then gave birth to a son, so after more than a year, they officially divorced, and a love nest built with children's building blocks collapsed.
After Xiao Xu graduated, he was demobilized and returned to his hometown in Northeast China, and later remarried. At the time of the divorce, he didn't know that Li Ne had given birth to a son, and later learned about it, and he also went to Beijing to see his biological son several times.
After Li Ne's divorce, although many enthusiastic people wanted to introduce her to a partner, they were unsuccessful.
She lives like ordinary people, braving the cold wind of winter, riding a tricycle to pull Chinese cabbage, usually washing clothes and buying rice, and doing everything by herself.
Because her salary is not high, if it weren't for the 8,000 yuan deposit that her father gave her from his manuscript fee in the past, that life would have been even more difficult.
During this period, the organization and some enthusiastic people continued to care about her marriage, many people introduced her partners, and some even recommended themselves, but they were unsuccessful.
These circumstances have attracted the attention of Mr. and Mrs. Li Yinqiao, who once served as the chief of hygiene. Li Yinqiao's wife, Han Guixin, once took care of and took care of Xiao Li Ne, and she has a particularly deep affection for her.
She saw Li Ne's current difficult situation and was determined to help her find a satisfactory partner. In 1984, Li Yinqiao's family came to a distant guest: Wang Jingqing, chief of staff of the Simao Military Region of Yunnan Province, who had just divorced his wife and went out to visit the famous mountains and rivers of the motherland to dispel the burden and shadow of his soul.
Looking at this former comrade-in-arms who relied on his style, Li Yinqiao and his wife felt that he and Li Ne were a good match. Although he is more than ten years older than Li Ne, his children have all worked and lived independently, and Wang's age and temperament are relatively close to Li Ne's experience.
They told Wang Jingqing their idea, and Wang Jingqing was also very satisfied. After Li Yinqiao and his wife talked to Li Ne about this matter, she also felt that the conditions were moderate and said that they could meet and talk.
The next day, Han Guixin took Wang Jingqing to Li Ne's house, and Li Ne warmly received him, and the two talked very speculatively. After experiencing a marriage, they no longer have the fanaticism and confusion of the past, but more rationality and calmness, because they are no longer facing an illusory rose dream, but a cold real life.
After that, after months of understanding and contact, the relationship between the two gradually became closer.
In 1985, Li Ne and Wang Jingqing held a simple wedding. They only set up a sumptuous banquet and invited only a few elders, leaders and friends who were particularly concerned about them. Chairman Yang Shangkun specially sent a box of high-end wine chocolates to congratulate them.
After graduating from the Beijing Municipal Tourism and Foreign Affairs Service Vocational High School, Li Ne's son was assigned to work in a hotel in Beijing. Since Lao Wang married Li Ne, he has loved this well-behaved, sensible, and obedient good boy very much, and he does not look like a stepfather in the eyes of outsiders.
After a painful spiritual nirvana, Li Ne finally stood up strongly. As soon as her health was improving, she asked to work, after all, she was a middle-aged intellectual who graduated from the history department of Peking University in 1965.
Organizationally, she was arranged to do data work in a research institute in the ** General Office, mainly to read the newspaper, sort out some information, and be treated at the department level.
Over the years, due to poor health, she has been resting at home except for going to the unit to live a party organization life. In addition to reading books every day, I also insisted on reading newspapers and watching "News Network" to learn about major events at home and abroad.
In her spare time, she also raises flowers, plays tai chi, and often goes out for walks with Lao Wang.
In her later years, Li Ne was completely an ordinary person, if it weren't for the fact that reporters and good people often bothered her.
She looks a lot like ***, her voice is not high, she is not unhurried, she does not look tall because she is the daughter of ***, her dress and demeanor make people feel as if she is stuck in the past, completely like a person in the fifties and sixties.
Her life is peaceful and peaceful, and her heart is at ease, perhaps, which is more in line with her lifestyle.
She experienced a painful baptism, starting from a point, and finally completed a strange circle of historical labyrinth, and returned to the original basis of life, living the normal life that an ordinary person should enjoy, hurried and hurried, this is not a simple repetition, but the transcendence of history and life.