The more you go out into the crowd, the more lonely you become.
Let you discover that the joy of life does not only come from material things and the praise of others, so that you can become a chance to be able to be alone with yourself and give yourself some time to get away from the crowd. Most of the social interaction is actually meaningless, so the person who spends his time socializing and drinking all day is extremely lonely in his heart, and he has never been able to learn to get along with himself.
When I was young, because I had no experience in the world, out of a kind of ignorant simplicity, I always felt that I would not feel lonely when I was surrounded by the noise of the crowd, and I should be able to find a trace of soul comfort and spiritual companionship in the human jungle. So when I was young, I always liked to participate in various dramas, trying to integrate myself into a group to appear safe and harmonious.
As you get older, you gradually find that every part of the road you take, every book you read, and every hardship you suffer are shaped into a part of your personality, and you are unique to you, just like there are thousands of roses in this world, but they are not all the same. I just said that it was actually my own true feelings.
When I was really young, I always wanted to fit in with the group out of stupidity, so I tried to fit in with the group again and again, trying to cover my own characteristics, and smoothing my edges and corners, so as to appear that I was appropriate and safe in the crowd. Countless choices to go to the crowd and hug others, but later you will find that you need to be sealed everywhere, and sometimes you even need to be wronged.
In order to make himself thoughtful and rational, he will become numb and mediocre, no longer think fiercely, no longer feel painful, and no longer express himself with jealousy and ingenuity. So when I grew up, I chose to break away from the crowd, dare to be different, and dare to be myself. When you are able to speak to yourself with the right words and with the right words, you gain spiritual freedom.