In the evening, I was looking at the wedding photos with Wang Jin on the sofa at home, and my heart was in a mess. The fragrance of acacia flowers wafted in outside, but the little thing in my heart just couldn't disperse.
We have both been married for fifteen years, and Wang Jin doesn't talk much, and he is tepid to me. I sat in this room every day, thinking, why are we both so bored?Wang Jin, the standard Chinese man, is meticulous in his work and conscientious to his family, but emotionally, hey, he is a wood.
At dinner today, after I was busy in the kitchen, Wang Jin sat at the dining table with his mobile phone in his hand. The loneliness and grievances in my heart piled up little by little, and finally I couldn't help it: "Wang Jin, we have to talk, I always feel that you don't care about me." ”
He glanced up at me, his eyes full of confusion. He didn't say a word, and continued to bury his head in eating. I felt a chill in my heart, and I turned around and walked out of the kitchen, tears almost not falling.
At this moment, the ** rang. It was my mother-in-law who called and asked about the situation at home. I, Wang Jin, held back my tears, and hung up after two sentences. How do I know that this ** has become a turning point in the relationship between me and Wang Jin.
That night, Wang Jin didn't say much, just sat next to me silently and accompanied me to look at the stars outside the window. I was in a mess, and I didn't know how to communicate with him, how to figure out what was going on in his mind.
The next day, I was still thinking about the night before, and I was not feeling good. At noon, my mother-in-law called ** and said that she would come over and help me cook. I wanted to refuse, but on second thought, I agreed.
When my mother-in-law came, I was busy cooking, and I sat on a small stool at the kitchen door. Suddenly, my mother-in-law said something that stunned me. She said, "You know whatWang Jin, this child, although he doesn't like to talk, but for you, his heart is full of you. ”
When I heard this, my heart chuckled. The mother-in-law continued: "I remember that when you got married, the bonus he saved wanted to buy himself a car, but in the end it was all spent on the wedding. He said that he can make you happy, more than anything else. ”
As I listened to this, I had mixed feelings. I never thought that Wang Jin actually had such deep feelings for me. All the while, I complained that he wasn't expressive enough, but I never realized that he was loving me in his own way.
My mother-in-law also said a lot, such as Wang Jin's hard work, and his usual small actions, all of which are silently caring about me and this family. As I listened, tears fell from my eyes. It turns out that what I haven't seen is Wang Jin's heart that is not good at words, but is full of heart.
In the evening, Wang Jin came back, and when I looked at him, the feeling in my heart was completely different. I walked over and hugged him, and although he was a little uncomfortable, I could feel his hand warm and solid.
From that day on, I began to look at Wang Jin with different eyes, and I also began to learn to appreciate his inconspicuous little details. Our relationship has gradually become more harmonious.
The days passed like this, and the relationship between me and Wang Jin was slowly changing. I began to notice every little detail of him: he would silently dry my laundry, he would cook a bowl of hot noodles when I came back from overtime, and although his cooking skills were average, I could feel the taste of care.
Gradually, I began to respond to him with actions. I try to give him a warm hug when he comes home from work, or sneak a small note in his work bag that reads "It's been a long job, love you". Wang Jin didn't speak much, but I could see the tenderness and gratitude in his eyes.
We've been able to communicate more. In the evening, we would sit together on the balcony and I would tell me interesting stories about my day, and he would listen to them, interjecting occasionally. Those ordinary days, in these small exchanges, become interesting.
The most touching thing is that one night, Wang Jin suddenly said: "Actually, I have always loved you, but I don't know how to express it." His voice was a little choked, and I looked at him and my heart warmed. I shook his hand and said, "I know, I love you too." ”
Our lives don't suddenly become romantic, they are still the little things that go day in and day out. But we learned to appreciate each other's ways and learned to find happiness in the ordinary.
After so many years of marriage, we finally understand that love does not have to be flowery, sometimes, silent companionship and understanding are the best love.