I saw the chat history of my boyfriend's mom. Unexpectedly, I saw such dazzling words: my boyfriend's family is rural, and there is no house or car, but his mother dislikes me in the chat with him, and I have no car or house at home.
My heart hurt like a needle prick. I didn't expect my boyfriend's mother to look at me like this, and I didn't expect my boyfriend to refute it.
I was stunned, tears unconsciously flowing, thinking of the bits and pieces of myself and my boyfriend, and feeling that I really saw the wrong person.
The boyfriend explained: My mom just talks like that, let's ignore her.
I gave him a cold look and said, "Isn't that what your mother thinks?".Don't you agree with that either?
The boyfriend shook off and went out. Leaving me alone in the room, I looked through the chat history with my boyfriend, those once sweet words and concerned greetings, and my heart was indeed stabbed like a knife.
I felt so stupid for the effort and sacrifice I put into this relationship. Begin to doubt whether you are worthy of love, if you are worthy of having a good love. I feel like my self-esteem has been hit like never before.
My boyfriend came to apologize to me again: I know my mother's words are wrong, I apologize to you.
I scolded my boyfriend and said: Is it useful to apologize?Your mother's words have hurt me, I don't need your apology, what I need is your attitude.
My boyfriend said, "I know my mom's words are wrong, I'll go and talk to her." I promise that nothing like this will happen again in the future.
Hearing this, a question began to arise in my heart: Is it really worth it?I remembered everything I had given up for this relationship, and I remembered those sweet and quarrelsome moments. I began to wonder if I had made the wrong decision.
I think of the moment I met my boyfriend and the happy times we spent together. But now these fond memories seem to have faded.
This incident made me start to doubt my own worth and abilities. Can't I really get rid of my origins?Am I really unable to get true love?Her heart was filled with pain and helplessness.
My mind was in a mess, and she didn't know what she was going to do. This relationship is really important to me, but it is also clear through this incident that there are insurmountable obstacles between them. I didn't want to give up easily, but I was afraid that I would be hurt even more if I continued to walk.