When I was young, I didn't think about the future.
So I'm 65 years old now, and I haven't had a son under my knee for half a year.
Watching other people's homes be lively during the New Year's holiday.
Everyone got together to talk and laugh.
I was also very envious in my heart.
But no matter how much I envy it, it's too late.
I've been a lonely old man all my life.
At that time, I thought that I and my wife had a companion for each other, and we would not be alone for the rest of our lives.
I didn't expect my wife to pass away before me.
At this point, I was even more lonely.
When I was young, I was the factory flower of the factory.
The people who pursued me lined up from this village to the next village.
In order to be able to choose what you like.
I rejected several people's offers of affection, and I also rejected several matchmakers.
At that time, my family's family conditions were not bad.
The family conditions were better than those of most people at that time.
This is the capital that I am not in a hurry to marry myself.
You must know that in those days, life was hard.
Anyone who has a daughter in the family will marry early.
And I didn't marry myself off until I was twenty-five.
It wasn't until I met my wife that I had the first feeling of excitement.
My wife is an intellectual and very open-minded.
After we got married, I said I didn't want children.
He was also very supportive of my decision.
In this way, I didn't do it twice, and I went straight to the sterilization operation.
I don't think life without children will be a mess.
Most of that time is my own.
In this way, we got to know each other together and spent nearly forty years of marriage.
However, when I was 65 years old, my wife died of a heart attack.
No wonder they all say that when people get older, they can be the last at any time.
After my wife died, I was alone at home.
I moved to my hometown, and I felt suffocated by the closed environment of the city, where everyone was just living in one house.
Now that I'm alone, I can't help but feel lonely.
After returning to my hometown, I started growing vegetables and raising chickens like other old people.
Next door to me lived an old lady about my age.
She is also staying alone in her hometown.
Unlike me, she has children and daughters.
It's just that they all have their own families and start their own businesses, and they are busy with their own lives.
It's just that I will come back when I have time during the New Year's holidays.
Since I moved here, we've been talking a lot.
Sometimes a conversation is an afternoon.
This was the first time I felt warmth since my wife passed away.
Over time, we spend a lot of time together.
Our relationship is also getting closer.
There are always endless things to say every day, and I talked about those things in the past several times.
But we both enjoyed each other.
Here we are each other's companions, like relatives.
Originally, I was still immersed in the pain of my wife's death.
After meeting her, this feeling gradually faded a lot.
But just a few days ago, while she was chatting with me, she suddenly fainted.
I was so frightened that I quickly took my phone out of her pocket and called her son **.
In less than half an hour, her son came by car.
There was no time to ask too much, so he hurriedly sent his mother to the hospital.
I couldn't help but feel a little emotional when I saw this scene.
Maybe that's what it's all about!
Just imagine, if you have three long and two short in the future.
I'm afraid no one will know!
Thinking of this, my heart inexplicably swelled with sadness.
In the days she went to the hospital, I was back on my own.
Not to mention, it's really uncomfortable.
Because I'm used to spending time with her.
Just like my wife, I was scared of what would happen to her.
Then she finally came back, with a smile on her face.
She told me she had high blood pressure.
She could have come back a long time ago, but her daughter-in-law stayed with her for a few more days.
It was only when I heard that she didn't have a big problem that my heart relaxed.
When she came back this time, she brought me a lot of delicious food.
He also told me a lot of interesting things.
We sat at the door again and talked all day, as before.
Sometimes she enlightens me, sometimes I persuade her.
We are like each other's spiritual pillars.
I consider myself really lucky.
To be able to meet someone who is so compatible with you.
Later, she would often invite me to her house for dinner.
Over time, we simply ate together.
No matter what you do, you go in and out every day.
And I'll pay more attention to her every move.
Because of the lessons learned, I was worried that something would happen to her if she wasn't careful.
And so we had a happy time together.
It wasn't until the Chinese New Year that her sons and daughters returned.
The originally deserted courtyard has become lively at the moment.
I was amused and went back to my cold room.
However, at this moment, she came up, and her next actions completely warmed me, and also made me feel that I had gained another kind of family affection since my wife left.
She came over and called me to have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
But I don't think I've caused them trouble in the past.
It can also make them feel uncomfortable.
So I wanted to refuse, but she wouldn't let me open her mouth and pulled me over.
Even her sons and daughters came to invite me.
I felt warmth like never before.
In this way, I had a lively year with them.
We were making dumplings in a piece, and eating Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was really lively.
After that, they would call me every New Year's holiday.
And I'm no longer as polite as I was at the beginning.
At first, there will be some constraints.
But when it comes to the back, I'm very natural.
It's like going back to your own home.
Although I am very sad that my wife has passed away.
But now that I have gained another family affection, I am particularly moved.
I also cherish this feeling.
I think I will spend the rest of my life cherishing this hard-won feeling.
I will have more joy for the rest of my life because of her!
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