"Happiness sometimes doesn't speak, it always sprouts in the ordinary" In the 2024 Spring Festival Gala, actor Ren Suxi sat alone in the audience dressed in white, and told a romantic and moving love story with her clear voice. 
Unexpectedly, Ren Suxi's Spring Festival Gala debut turned out to be in this form. **Time slot, solo, this is CCTV's recognition of her strength and character, and it is also a row for her. It is not easy for people to go to the Spring Festival Gala, and it is even more difficult for actors who can play soloists. Before the Spring Festival Gala ended, Ren Suxi sang well and appeared on the hot search, and some people said that the spring of the treasure girl is coming. 
What's more worth mentioning is that Ren Suxi recently played the role of insurance broker Zhang Pei in the hit drama "Don't Come to Harm", and she once again conquered the audience with her relaxed and moderate acting skills. Netizens commented that her acting skills have a sense of solidity in autumn pants. 
Indeed, watching Ren Suxi act is not like acting, but like really living a day when fireworks are rising, cordial and natural. In the play, when Zhang Pei (Ren Suxi) saw his friend Gou Dandan (Shi Ce), who grew up together, suffered a lot of grievances and did not tell him, Zhang Pei couldn't bear it, and his distressed and angry emotions gushed out, and the atmosphere suddenly fell into a state of tension. 
Even the people who were filming were frightened and hurriedly wanted to stop Ren Suxi's continued outburst. Obviously, Ren Suxi has completely substituted herself into the role and lived in the world of the script. When many middle-aged actresses fell into the anxiety of age and wanted to desperately grab the "tail of youth" to make more money in the entertainment industry as much as possible, Ren Suxi had already gotten rid of this shackle. As she said in an interview: "People's energy is limited, and I think it's a good choice to dig deeper into my comfort zone than to broaden my comfort zone, so I choose to dig down the characters I can play and do it to the extreme." "01 Ren Suxi is a proper Shandong girl, with a bold and unpretentious personality. In 1988, she was born in Laizhou City, Shandong. The artistic atmosphere in the family is particularly strong, my father likes to play the erhu, my mother is good at playing the accordion, and my sister is a dancer. Therefore, under the accumulation of immersion, Ren Suxi has shown an artistic talent that is different from ordinary people since he was a child. After Zhang Suxi went to middle school, he quickly became a popular figure in the school by virtue of his own artistic advantages, not only participating in various school programs, but even choreographing dramas by himself, and won many school awards. 
However, the world is impermanent, Ren Suxi's father suddenly got cancer, and she was only 11 years old that year. As her father's illness worsened, she and her mother were also admitted directly to the hospital, and her sister went to school in other places. "The most important thing I do in the hospital, besides taking care of my father, is praying. In order to raise money for treatment, her mother sold the family house, and since then, Ren Suxi has also lived a life of home and hosts. However, their efforts failed to move the heavens and usher in a miracle. When the father was dying, he said to his mother, "That's all for my illness, don't spend any more money on my illness, if you still have money, buy a piano for your daughter." Whenever she recalled her father's words, Ren Suxi was particularly sad, and she vowed to be a person and win glory for her parents. When Ren Suxi was in the third grade of primary school, his father died, and only the mother and daughter were left in this family, and the burden of the family fell on the mother's shoulders at once, and the situation of the family was worse day by day. Ren Suxi, who has no money, has a hard time at school, but fortunately, the school has a subsidy of 400 yuan for poor students. This money may not be much for others, but it can solve Ren Suxi's current life dilemma very well, but at that time, Ren Suxi, who was young and vigorous, couldn't pull his face to apply for poverty subsidies, for fear of losing face. However, fortunately, the head teacher saw her predicament and helped her apply. 
When she got rich, the first thing she did was go to the commissary to buy some instant noodles for her neighbors. "I'm not rich anymore, but when I was a child, I thought that by buying something for my neighbors, I would be able to raise my head in front of people. It seems very ridiculous and ridiculous, but it hides the sadness that she has experienced the warmth and coldness of human affection at a young age. At the age of 17, Ren Suxi was admitted to the ** Drama Academy. She was supposed to enjoy life in college, but she had to go outside and keep running, just to earn a little more money to support herself. Although when she was not in class, she went outside to work hard to earn money. But when there was no class, Ren Suxi put all his energy into course learning, laying a solid foundation for his dream of being an actor. 
She fell in love with acting at a drama performance held by her school. At that time, Ren Suxi was a sophomore in college, and by chance, he was pushed onto the stage by his senior brother and sister to save him. Unexpectedly, after the performance, Ren Suxi's excellent acting skills attracted bursts of applause from everyone. "With a face like a donkey, you can actually stand on the stage and still get so many people's approval? Ren Suxi, who was "seen by everyone", seemed to have broken free from the cicada chrysalis of inferiority complex in the past and saw a little light in life. 
Immediately after that, she took advantage of the victory to chase after her, and stood on the stage of the "Comedy Sketch Competition" of the ** Drama Academy with her unique acting skills. Later, with his work "The Beginning of Man", he won three awards in one fell swoop: "Best Lighting", "Best Choreography" and "Best Actor". Since then, the "Queen of Drama" has been born. The journey from "Transparent Girl" to "Queen of Drama" was obtained by Ren Suxi with countless tears and sweat. 02 In school, Ren Suxi is the "Queen of Drama", but after graduation, she is just an ordinary "North Drifter", and has experienced the hardships and helplessness of many "North Drift" people's lives. During the day, I had to squeeze the bus around to submit my resume, and at night I didn't wait for the bus to crash on the road. During those days of drifting north, she fell into confusion and couldn't see her future. 
It wasn't until 2016 that Ren Suxi met "Zhang Yiman" in "Donkey Gets Water", and the gears of fate began to turn. The 28-year-old Ren Suxi played Zhang Yiman in "Donkey Gets Water" is a bit avant-garde, but he is a character with a tragic fate. Zhang Yiman is a shameless "little three" in the eyes of others, she is open-minded and regards men who can "pajama" as a kind of capital that can be proud. She provoked the obscene Pei Kuishan, but she didn't care; Seduce a coppersmith with a family, and he is not guilty. However, it is such a woman who is in the twilight of her life, but she has some goodness in her heart, she can be willing to sell her body for the principal's lie, and when the lie is about to fall, she is the first to rush out and "take the blame" for everyone. Zhang Yiman's contradictory interweaving and sincere characteristics naturally flow under Ren Suxi's interpretation, and the traces of deliberate performance are slowly fading. 
Ren Suxi relied on the role of Zhang Yiman in the entertainment industry and her acting career, leaving a strong mark. There is no doubt that "Zhang Yiman" has become a milestone role for Ren Suxi, but Ren Suxi's acting path is not only one "Zhang Yiman". In "The Nameless", Ren Suxi is a high-ranking amputee Ma Jiaqi. She can only move normally from the neck up, and her acting depends on her eyes and expressions, as well as a series of intonations and rhythms. When she met the robbers, she initially sympathized with them in "dignity", but due to her physical disability, after "urinary incontinence" appeared in front of the robbers, shame, despair and sadness suddenly came to her heart, and she had to cry desperately to hide the little "dignity" she had left. Ma Jiaqi played by Ren Suxi changed from being covered with thorns all over his body to gradually loosening the state of the character, and his performance was very infectious and deeply loved by the audience. Then, she transformed into Fang Min, the lover of Gao Yuan (played by Zhang Yi) in "Me and My China".
3 years after the lover suddenly disappeared, the emotions of forbearance and grievance when the two met but couldn't recognize each other seemed to be about to come out of their eyes. After learning that his lover was sacrificed, the distress and reluctance in his heart all turned into hot tears and flowed out together. Ren Suxi is still a pregnant woman with a dull complexion, ** sagging, and full macular appearance in "Dear Child". She has the love of her parents, the care of her husband, and she has not been hurt by the outside world, but she still can't bear the great mental pressure and physical pain, and she cried. During childbirth, her face was full of sweat and pain to the point of distortion, which made people who had production experience empathize, and also scared people who had not been out of a cold sweat. Netizens couldn't help but sigh silently: "It's really ten traffic flowers, none of which are worth one Zhang Suxi." Ren Suxi shaped "them", and "they" also made Ren Suxi. The hardships she experienced in the past have precipitated Zhang Suxi's experience, enabling her to empathize with those tragic characters and "speak" for them.
In the entertainment industry coerced by traffic, Zhang Suxi finally found a direction of his own, broke through the encirclement, and reached the peak of his career. 03 In fact, Ren Suxi is not only an actor, she is also a singer, but also a creator, who is also a lyricist and composer, integrating the role into the song, which is intoxicating and intoxicating. The songs she sang such as "Hu Guangsheng", "Wang Zhaojun", and "Sui Sui" made people involuntarily cycle singles, and her unique timbre gave life to these first ones, just like listening to the girl next door. Netizens commented that "it is not easy for boyfriend hair, and the man has Ren Suxi".
Some time ago, Ren Suxi and the Vaina band sang "Big Dream", which brought Ren Suxi's identity as a singer to the altar, this song really touched too many people and became the runner-up on the Chinese song list. "I'm 12 years old, I haven't left home, I'm going to middle school, it's dozens of miles away from home, what should I do" "If I'm sick, if I lose my money, if I'm not looking at it well, my thin body, what should I do......"This song is ten minutes long, and every line of singing can accurately smash into the hearts of every age group, which is moving. From the age of 6 to 88 years old, the long life carries a lot of "what to do", just like Ren Suxi's life is also facing a lot of "what to do". And Zhang Suxi also used his own practical actions to answer this question that has run through his life.
When Ren Suxi was in school, she often acted in dramas on stage, but many classmates talked about her appearance in private: "What does she think? looks like a donkey and dares to perform on stage. In fact, Ren Suxi has heard such ugly words countless times, and it is even more common for her to be talked about by others about her appearance. However, she didn't step forward to argue with others, and secretly swore: "The more you say that I can't do it, the harder I try to prove that I can, and I must use my strength to gag your mouth." "In the rehearsal room, Ren Suxi is always the first to come and the last to go, she will never let herself go if she doesn't train herself to exhaustion.
Using acting to prove himself has become an obsession that Ren Suxi can't get rid of for a considerable period of time. Sometimes obsession is not a bad thing, it can make a person in a paranoid state, devote all his attention to one thing, go beyond inferiority, and tend to be brave. In the end, Ren Suxi relied on the obsession in her heart to make her achieve and slapped those who laughed at her in the face. After Zhang Suxi became popular, her past was also picked up one by one for scrutiny. Before she became famous, she was married to her boyfriend who had been in love for many years. However, when her career gradually improved, she was suddenly revealed to be meddling in other people's marriages and becoming a "little three". There are ** photographed Ren Suxi and actor Dong Bo sharing a milk tea straw to drink milk tea. Immediately afterwards, Ren Suxi's husband Li Yang also broke the news that Ren Suxi had cheated in marriage. According to Li Yang, they received their certificates in 2014, while Ren Suxi derailed in 2015. After Ren Suxi derailed, he wanted to end his marriage with Li Yang, Li Yang tried his best to keep it, but was ruthlessly rejected, and in the end, Li Yang couldn't accept the blow and fell seriously ill, resulting in deafness in his ears.
When the ** became more and more intense, Dong Bo's ex-wife came out to burn the "fire" even more: pointed at Ren Suxi on social platforms: "If virtue is not matched, there will be a disaster." One stone set off a thousand layers, and Ren Suxi was suddenly pushed to the cusp of **. The "derailment incident" has since become an indelible stain in her life. Ren Suxi's career fell to the bottom all of a sudden. Faced with the "derailment door", Ren Suxi chose not to respond. A year later, she returned again, taking on the glory for a gorgeous turn. With her outstanding acting skills, she won the 7th "Wenrong Award for Best Actress". At the same time, she was once again nominated for the Chinese Film Golden Rooster Award for "Half a Comedy". Since then, the hot search entries related to Ren Suxi have changed from "derailment" to "actress". In the face of accusations, do you tear up with others, or do you not respond silently, and use your strength to justify yourself? Obviously, Zhang Suxi chose the latter. Rather than complaining about fate, Zhang Suxi prefers to smile and sigh with relief, so that she can shake hands and make peace with the first half of her life, go to a new journey, and meet new opportunities. 04 With the progress of society now, many slogans of success are constantly calling, women must marry the right person, have a perfect career, and maintain a good body appearance, otherwise it is a waste of life and lowers the grade of women. However, the shackles of "not good-looking", "old" and "divorced" on Ren Suxi seem to be stopping her from moving forward. But she didn't care. She cares more about her inner feelings than the eyes of the outside world.
In the blink of an eye, she was 35 years old. She often recalls that in a small town in the north, sitting in the small courtyard of her home, her father was playing the erhu, her mother was playing the organ, her sister was dancing on the side, and she was singing on the side. She has not forgotten the beauty of the past, and she also accepts the pain and struggle now. She waited, the storm that poured out of her life, after years of precipitation, finally slowly flowed in her heart. Now, she has been recognized by CCTV and stood on the stage of the CCTV Spring Festival Gala as a soloist, which is the best response to those trolls and the best encouragement for her efforts over the years. I wish actor Ren Suxi to create more roles, and I wish singer Ren Suxi is like the one in her song who is pillowing light, even if there are scars in the days, new branches will grow from it. ——end——